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K HUGO PAUL TMIEA\E 11 

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A TALE. 



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Miss ANNA MARIA PORTER, 

AUTHOR or THE PAST OP 8T. MAODALBN, KNIGHT OP ST. JOHN» 
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My son! My son! 
Do I behold thy face ? Ob» fold thine arms 
Around met clasp me to thy bosom » lean 
Thy thmk 'gainst my fond cheek, and shade my breast 
With the thick ringlets of thy clustering hair ! 

What shall I say to thee, — how tell thee all ? 

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CHAPTER I. 



When Meeta saw Rupert again, it was 
after his return from Mr. Vanderhoven's, 
whither he had gone with Aremberg, to 
appease the trouble of Father Joachim, 
at the prospect of new inmates. Happily 
Madame Roselheim was not present. 

Meeta was standing in the centre of 
the pirlour, resting her fatigued spirits 
on one inject of thought,^ for hitherto 
many had distracted them, — when she' 
heard the ap|>roaching voices of her 

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father arid Rupert : as though the nature 
of her sad reverie might be guessed at, 
from her very position, she ran to a seat, 
and began working upon some lace which 
she had destined long ago, for one of 
those falling collars then worn by young 
men, instead of the stifier ruff; and had 
purposed miaking a farewell present of, to 
her adopted brother^ Haste and confu- 
sion painted her Tace with its liveliest 
carnations, and her heart beat so vio- 
lently, that it made her hands tremulous : 
but when she heard her father turn back 
in the passage, and Rupert about to en- 
ter the room alone, the blood all at 
once deserted her cheeks, and an icy- 
coldness took possession of her whole 
frame. Unlike her usual habit, she did 
not turn round to welcome him as he 
entered. After waiting a moment or 
two for such notice, yet not advancing, 
Rupert said with his customary dieerful- 
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** You are wonderously busy with those 



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lace-bobbins, Meeta ; what is it you are 
making?" 

He had to repeat his question before 
Meeta found voice to answer. *< A little 
present for— -Mr. Aremberg, 1 think 
I intend it for " — 

" 'You cannot employ those pretty 
fingers for a better person, or a truer 
friend.!** was Rupert's frank exclamation, 
coming up to her, and examining her 
manufacture; then re-commencing with 
a little archness, *< I hope you are not in 
his uncle's plot against my poor friend's 
heart ! or that if you ar^, you mean to 
be honest with him : — to take, and give, 
Meeta?" 

« 1 don't understand you !" exclaimed 
Meeta, with real unconsciousness of his 
meaning, yet averting her head with a 
confusion that seemed to say otherwise. 

«^ Come, come, don't affect ignorance j" 
resumed Rupert, in the same light strain ; 
" Mr. Vanderhoven's wish is pretty obvi- 
ous ; and if I were not silly enough to like 
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my friend all the better for his ccm- 
stancy to the meinoiy <^ poor £ustatia» 
I should wish the same for him too — 
of course. But what is the matter, you 
are so pale?*' he added, catching a full 
view of her face, « I thought nothing 
could rob you of your colour. Has any 
thing happened to distress you, dearest 
Meeta !" His voice all at once changed 
from a tone of careless gaiety, to one of 
the extremest tenderness, and he took 
her hand, while speakingi witji a manner 
which might be that of a fond brother }— 
but to Meeta, at this thrilling instant, it 
seemed more than that. Not daring to 
encounter his eyes, which she felt were 
now fixed with concern and surprise upon 
the vanishing apparitions of her com- 
plexion, she snatched a hyacinth out of 
her breast, saying she was foolish to 
wear a flower tnat was notorious for giv* 
ing sick head-aches. 

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while he noticed the extraordinary fluc* 
' tuations of her cdlour, perhaps he could 
not have defined himself; but ker feel- 
ings were distinct and unmixed. She 
could not bear that Rupert should fancy 
it possible for her ever to love another 
than him ; yet .would she have shrunk 
with horror from the assurance that 
such a feeling implied a desire that he 
should know she was indifferent to all 
men for his sake*. 

After i^ome ineffectual efforts to break 
their embarrassing silence, she was at 
last able to say, " she hoped he would 
believe that she admired constancy to 
a first attachment, as much as he 
could do, and that Mr. Aremberg was 
therefore the last person she should wish 
to attract." 

Rupert who was still holding the hand 
he had taken, felt it tremble so^ as it 
now struggled out of his, and saw the 
colour so completely disappear from her 
very lips, that he fancied he had utterly 
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mistaken the nature of her regard for his' 
friend, and he began therefore to say 
something that might effi^ce the discour- 
aging impression made by his last words. 
Some of his own composure vanished 
while doing this; and he sought in 
vain for the phrases proper to revive 
Meeta's hopes, without exciting in hfr 
the fear of having such hopes guessed 
at. 

Whatever he did say^ was not what he 
ought to have said; nor indeed was it 
spoken, as tlie disinterested friend of 
both parties might have been expected 
to speak. Meeta's trepidation increased 
with this appearance of disturbance In 
him ; and, ere she was aware, she found 
thbt she had uttered so strong a protest 
against having any design whatever up- 
on the heart of Aremberg, that Rupert's 
hasty alarm evidently ceased, and the 
light of some powerful expressions shone 
so suddenly and so brightly in his coun« 
tenance, that she felt she ought to turn 



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her eyes from it now, 9b4 ^er thoughts 
from it hereafter. The geftti^ counte- 
nance of Madame Roselheim seemed at 
that instant to interpose itself between 
them, reproaching her by the te^rs in 
which it was bathed, for this guilty thrill 
of love's first belief of full return. Meeta 
was in despair at her own feebleness; 
but forcibly rallying her powers, and af- 
fecting vivacity, she said, laughing 

«* After this impertinent protest^ you 
may be sure Cupid will have his re«- 
venge, and I shall be punished for my 
indifierence to Mr. Aremberg% by 
fsdling in love with some handsome foplt 
or polished knave. But here I stay talk- 
ing nonsense to yout when I have a 
hundred useful things to do elsewhere ; 
so I commend you to your own good 
company till we meet again.'' So say- 
ing, with the same wretched air of levity 
she had assume^ at the beginnii^ of her 
speech, she flew away, with a heart to 
which that of a condemned wretch is 
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]]ght and joyous, and a head, that would 
have welcomed the sentence which was 
to strike and end its throbbing pain. 

Meeta did not leave Rupert, for the 
sake of indulging in vain and culpable 
emotions of pleasure. If the speakiiig 
illumination of a single look were to be 
trusted, she felt that he was not unmoved 
by the assurance of her sentiments to- 
wards his friend : yet the lively satisfac- 
tion he evinced, might arise solely from 
his avowed respect for every proof of con- 
stancy of character. To her cooler reason, 
that seemed the realcase,but why then was 
there siich unusual tenderness in his look ? 
Why did his eye, as it fixed upon her in 
wistful observation, melt into an expres- 
siop she had never seen there before?- 
But was such an expression there ? or 
was it fancied? Meeta blushed at her 
presumptuous folly, which had too surely 
given the colour of its own wishes, to 
what was in reality of a different hue ; 
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{hrob of transport, Jiow fatal the admis<* 
sion ofwthe smallest hope would prove to 
her well-principled determination, she 
resolutely refused to hear, or to look on 
It agaip. ' 

After thig(^ davv^ she was indeed com- 
pletely mistress of herself j perhaps a 
salutary pride, better termed delicacy, 
enabled her to command the feeling she 
pould not as yet extirpate, (for nothing 
in Rupert revived the recollection of his 
momentary emotion,) and even Madame 
Roselheim's solicitously-observing eye 
could but dimly perceive through her 
admirable veil of animated interest in the 
preparations for Adolpha's reception, the 
ceaseless struggles of regret and reason. 

Rupert's invariable kindness, from its 
openness and calmness, assisted Meeta's 
laudable effort of self-government; so 
that perpetually refreshed in mental 
strength, by the conviction that his aftv^ 
fection for her was purely of a brotherly 
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as to deceive tiie penetration of Madame 
Roselheim^ and make her hope that the 
Bpark she had timely trodden out, had 
indeed been but a spark. 

Madame Roselheim, in truth, needed 
no additional sources of anxiety. She 
had those of her son's healthy and con* 
sequent delay of promotion ; her longing 
to ascertain the nature agd degree of his 
hopes about Adolpha ;^and her^^m sick- 
ening desire for Juli£a's rest^oion to 
his parents. Every day rendered that 
interesting child more dear to her. When 
he should leave them, slie was conscious 
that both she and Rupert would feel as 
though a limb were torn from them : 
since once removed, once separate, all 
intercourse must cease between the 
brothers. It were better, therefore, that 
the little creature should depart, ere he 
had taught her quite to forget that any 
blood mingled in his veins with that of 
Rhinegravestein. His tender age, his 
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toa consonant with her owtf tastes^ not 
to steal upon her afi^xrtion with a charm ft' 
which softened her ahhonrence of the 
mother that gave him birth ^ and» die 
justly thought, blameably softened it. 
Often did ^e condemn herself for the 
tears which certain remembrances drew 
from her eyes, whenever she was left 
alone after a visit from Julian. She be- 
lieved that, were this object removed, 
her thoughts would return into their 
proper channel, and that she would cease 
to feel regrets, which degraded her in 
her own estimation : indulgent to all the 
world, Madame Roselheim was severe 
to herself. 

But of Julian's exchange there yet 
seemed to her no prospect. Neither letter 
nor massage was come from the Swedish 
commanders on this subject ; and Father 
Joachim had received but one ir<»n his 
iUostrious patron, written on the receipt 
of his, by die travelling friar. 

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of this epistle was, that tfare Count wa9 
earnestly labouring at the exchange oi' 
hi9' son, in extreme : trouble of spirit at 
the o)>stacle» opposed to it } and that he 
had transmitted an unlin^ited order for 
money to the Franciscan, for the latter 
to distribute at will, amongst those who 
were kind to the little Julian. 

<* I hope," said Aremberg, to whom 
alone Father Joachim thought it best 
to impart this passage of his letter, 
^< I hope that Rupert is not to know that 
bis father thinks it possible for bim, who 
refused an equivalent for the child's ran- 
som from hands he respected, that he 
could or would accept — *' 

" My Lord of Rhinegraves£ein,^* in- 
terrupted the Franciscan, with some emo- 
tion, << does justice, — to you, excellent: 
Sir, I. may say weeping justice to that 
youi^ man's best qualities. He has long, 
put a constraint upon his mrn feelings, 
out of respect for his. Would to God, 
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riiy Ldfd wishes thd friends of Rupert to 
know, that from the hour i% whi^ 1^ 
discovered the youth's situation wim thfe 
Swedish army, he longed to supply him 
with the means of honourable living ; 
but he felt that such a character wotiM 
ill brook any overtures of the kind from 
the pjsirenf whom he thought it right to 
desert, and with a grieved heart my Lord 
withheld his bounty.'* 

" I thank you for this explanation,"^ 
said Aremberg, pressing Joachim's hand, 
although the latter, afraid of further ques-J 
tioning, had drawn back into coldness ; 
••for the honour of human nature, 1 am 
glad the Count of Rhinegravestein knows 
how to respect the virtues he fails to 
practise ; and I am sure the information 
that he does, will sweeten the bitter re- 
membrances of his excellent son." 

«« That son will remember also, 1 
hope," said Ae Franciscan, drily, •• that 
it was in the power of that father to en-' 
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to obtain it by secret measures; that, 
above all, ^ had the right to insist upon 
his abdication of his name i and that he 
did none of those things.'' 

*< Enforcing one would have rendered 
the others nugatory/' returned Arem* 
berg, somewhat contemptuously; ^ if 
the Count of Rhinegravestein still pre* 
tends to a father's authority, he cannot 
dispense with the obligation to give his 
son a home and a station. 1 cannot, 
therefore, own my friend obliged .in this 
case." 

" Yes, Sir, even you ttust have owned 
that be owed much to his father's ten* 
demess, had you witnessed: the domestic 
storm thai followed the first information 
of his continuing to bear that name *— the 
Coimtess-— But I am wrong, I oi^ht 
not to go thus far." The Franciscan 
broke off in extreme disorder ; and^ cross- 
ing himself several timejs with great fer* 
vour and contrition, walked apatt for a 
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Those moments gave Aremberg time 
to recollect himself; and, jus^y picturing 
the proud wrath of the Countess, and the 
stinging remorse of her hrabatad^ he ac- 
knowledged internally, that thei^ was 
some virtue in the tatter's resistance to 
her violence. 

The Franciscan approached him once 
more, with increased emotion. << Yoa 
affected me greatly, Sir, by telling me the 
odier day what I had never known, that 
our brave young frigid refused promo* 
tion and money too, from his own 
superiors, when they showed him their 
right to insist upon the detention of hki 
prisoners; — ^that was a proof of nobleness 
beyond all doubting. I hope to move 
you by this fact— -that the Count of 
Rhinegravestein mortified his patefnal 
yearnings, after the son, whom, I scruple 
not to ssiy, he felt proud of, and re- 
frained from either sending to him, or 
making too minute enquiries concerning 
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might subject the latter to political suspi- 
cions, and so stain his military good 
faith, and obstruct his advancement. As 
Jesu is my witness, I declare this consi- 
deration influenced, and deterred him, 
when he would^ have sent his son a valu- 
able and splendid sword, that he had 
caused to be made on purpose for him, 
After hearing of the exploit which first led 
him to take arms." 

<*' That was worthy, — creditable to 
the Count,** returned Aremberg ; «< he 
^eems to have nice sensibilities. What a 
pity that his Better qualities wre not 
more stable ! These sensibilities are his 
injured lady's avenging ministers ; but 
she would bless rather than curse. Sure- 
ly, Father, now that you know this emi- 
netttly-virtuous woman, you cannot but 
esteem the son, who abandoned his 
worldly interest to wed himself to her 
sad destiny ! I regard you too highly not 
to believe that ydu condemn the action 
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" It is not mine to judge!'* answered the 
Franciscan, trying tojetreat within himself 
once more; <^at least my sentiments on the 
conduct of the Count Rhinegravestein be- 
long only to God and him. I knew him 
not in his days of dottiestic happiness and 
subsequent trouble, therefore my opinion 
was not called for; others directed his 
conscience . — doubtless, faithfully ; i— I 
•hope rightly. What he did, had the seal 
of the Court of Rome : both his spiritual 
*tord and his temporal lord sanctified that 
act, which his son presumes to think 
'Wholly released him from his duty to one 
parent, and gave him all to the other. 
Thus the. voice of our holy church not 
only absolves, but applauds." 
' «« But what says the voice of Nature ? 
What says the voice of conscience to the' 
Count himself?'* exclaimed Aremberg 
impetuously. " An innocent son cut 
off from long-admitted rights— -a vir- 
tuous wife stripped of her rank, her 
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and thrown at once into the class of 
women abhorrent to name ! Yet^ had he 
not married another, even I could have 
allowed, that superstitious— '* Aremberg 
checked himself j beseeching pardon for 
the indelicacy into .which he had suffered 
himself to be hurried, and confessing that 
he had thus ill-repaid the Franciscan's 
voluntary confidence. 

I'ouched by this honourable humilia- 
tion, Father Joachim's grey eye glisten- 
ed, as he replied, *^ You have my pardon. 
Since I have lived amongst you, I have 
learned to pardon many things^ and to 
approve some, which I fancied it impos- 
sible for me to do : this amongst the rest. 
I will go further even than this j and say 
to you, that so far from approving a 
second marriage, after a divorce like that 
of my Lord Rhinegravestein's, I lament 
it in sackcloth and ashes. Had it pleased 
God to have made me the guide of 
my lord's disturbed conscience at that 
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tically at the phrase— disturbed con- 
science. The Franciscan went on with- 
out remarking it — " I would have shown 
him, that it-was safer and better to expiate 
the offence of his first unhallowed nup- 
tials, either by complete devotedness to 
public duties, or by becoming such as I 
am, dedicated to heaven, and mortified to 
all human affections : far, far better than 
to render his pious remorse suspected, 
and have it made a reproach and a mock- 
ing amongst the enemies of the true 
faith ; far better, than to have thus heap* 
ed additional sorrow upon the wife and 
son, already grieved sufficiently, and to 
whom, seeing as I see them, I cannot 
refuse respect and compassion — O ! that 
ye were all of our blessed fold !'* 

^< We ihall be of one fold, under one 
shepherd, not long hence!" exclaimed 
Aremberg,- greatly moved by this first 
distinct view of the Franciscan's best 
feelings, " in another world, the jarring 
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doctrine will be forgiven, to the sincere 
aspirant after tfuth ; and not they who 
have cried. Lord, Lord, but they who 
have done the will of the Father will find 
acceptance and blessedness for evermore. 
May I be found worthy to go where you 
will be at the great day of resurrection P* 
he added, giving the good monk's hand 
dn affectionate and earnest pressure. 

« Pray Jesu thou may'st!'* returned 
Joachim, and the fervent manner with 
which he said this, might have caused 
atiother to smile at the seeming naive 
vanity of the exclamation. Aremberg 
read it aright ; and knew that it belong- 
ed to the Franciscan's confidence in his 



superior doctrines, not to any presump- 
tuous notion of his own excellence. He 
would fain have asked, him a few ques- 
tions concerning the state of Rhine-" 
gravestein's feelings towards his deserted 
wife. He longed to know whether the 
Count cherished regret and tenderness for 
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younger rival — whether it had ever cost 
him pain to remain ignorant of her exist- 
ence and fate? — He would fain also have 
dived a little deeper into the character of 
the present countess ; but respecting the 
situation of Joachim^ and honoring his in- 
tegrity, he forbore to indulge this desire, 
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CHAP. II. 

Quite late in the fourth day, after the 
arrival of Madame Krazau's letter, one 
of her servants rode into Mariendorpt, 
and while enquiring the way to Mr. Van- 
derhoven's, was seen by Rupert, who 
had known him at Rendsburg. Having 
given him the requisite directions, and 
learnt that his lady's carriage was not 
far behind, Rupert hastened to the Par- 
sonage for his mother, who had wished, 
but scarcely hoped, an opportunity of 
knowing the exact time of her young 
cousin's approach, that she might be at 

^ ' Mr. Vanderhoven's to give her welcome. 

M. In the haste of getting away with her 
s^on, Madame Roselheim had not leisure 
for any observation of Meeta's counte- 
nance ; but she felt the poor girl's hands 
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tremble, as she was assisting her with 
her cloak ; and she heard that her voice 
faltered, as she replied to Rupert's ani- 
mated desire, that she and her father would 
not fail to follow them, when suflScient 
time were passed for his mother and Mr. 
Vanderhoven to make acquaintance with 
his Danish friends. 

He disappeared as he spoke, and with 
such animation of manner, that Meeta 
thought he seemed treading on air. She 
would have thought too, what a mixed 
surprize of pain and pleasure was await- 
ing Adolpha, who would indeed see the 
person she loved again, and unexpe^i^ 
edly, but see him wounded and sufrcr. 
ing ; she crushed {he rising thoughts, 
however, and refusing herself the indul- 
gence even of despairing meditations 
upon this forbidden subject, courageously 
turned to her father, and asked him with 
a smiling lip, whether they had not best 
amuse away their impatience -to see the 
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they had commenced together some days 
Before? 

The work in questioni was one of 
English history, Which Muhldenau eluci- 
dated as they went along, by occasional 
references to private memoirs of the 
same period. Meeta and he had been 
consulting these different authors in the 
little summer-room by the water-side, 
and the volumes being left there, they 
now went thither in search of them. 

As Mef ta walked down their verdant 
garden by the side of this indulgent 
father, listening to his benevolent expres- 
sions of pleasure at the arrival of per- 
*sons so interesting to Madame Rosel- 
heim as Madame Krazau and her young 
companion ; as her half-tearful eye re- 
marked the tempered happiness of his, 
her heart smote her, not for cherishing 
the feeling which oppressed it, but for 
the mere existence of that feeling. 
, " What under Heaven ought I to love 
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father? — she asked herselfi as she re<* 
garded his placidly*peiisive aspect, — << O 
why has my heart room for apy other • 
affection than what I feel for him ? 

At that moment Meeta fancied every 
other affection, at least every dangerous 
one — annihilated in her breast} so in- 
tense was the tenderness with which 
she r^ecalled the days of her childhood, 
during which this dear parent was her all 
of life ; days, when his fond caresupplied 
^to her the place of the mother she knew 
only by bis description, and leafned to 
love principally from his tears. She re- 
membered the sad history to which she 
had listened on her fourteenth birth-day) 
^nd that filial transport with which she 
had inwardly vowed to devote all her fu- 
ture years, to the duty and delight of 
rendering his remaining ones happier 
than those of which he then spoke^ 

And was it she, then, >^ho was per- 
mitting the acquaintance (jf a day, (for 
such Rupert might be considered, when 

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compared with a parent,) to embitter the 
peace of her youth, to overcast its fair* 
est prospects, and to defeat her most 
sacred purpose ? 

Meeta justly believed, that to conceal^ 
her heart's vain desire from her father's 
knowledge, was not sufficient to preserve 
his tranquillity unimpaired : she must 
utterly extirpate that desire j otherwise, 
the canker, eating into the bud, would 
soon reacli the parent stem. 

Her eyes, now floating in tears at once 
bitter and sweet, she looked up to Hea- 
ven, inwardly asking thence the grace 
and guidance she required. She did re- ' 
quire them : for now was she about to act, 
and to suffer, without seeking either the 
counsel or sympathy of her two earliest 
friends. The Comforter she sought, 
heard this silent petition ; for a sudden 
composure spread over her thoughts^ and 
she entered the summer-room, if not with 
a cheerful sj^irit, at least with a resigned 
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The books sought, were found lying 
where they, were left the day before, 
and Muhldenau immediately placed him- 
self beside the table where they lay. 
' The evening was peculiarly beauti- 
ful } and as his daughter pead aloud, the 
soft rustling of the jessamines round and 
above the little building, mixed pleas- 
ingly with tlie trickling of the water flow- 
ing past it, and with the silver tones of 
her youthful voice. Where they were 
placed, nothing could be seen from the 
• open window, but the surface of the ca- 
nal itself, reflecting the rainbow-colour- 
ing of an evening sky, and the tall trees 
on the opposite bank. A continuous 
hum of distant voices, joined to the clat- 
ter of wooden shoes, proclaimed some 
village festival going on across the water j 
and to Muhldenau, who believed the 
amusements of hia parishioners truly 
innocent, these sounds of their merri- 
ment thus softened were not unpleasant 
He went on, without disturbance, ex- 
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plaining to his daughter, and comment- 
ing on what he explained, with his usual 
placidity. 

The shades of evening fell suddenly, 
or rather appeared to do so, after the 
gorgeous retinue of clouds waiting on 
the sun's setting, had passed away. It 
was soon too dark for Muhldenau to^ refer 
with ease to his books, although Meeta 
could have continued reading by the 
light of the risen moon : — he put them 
aside. 

" We have staid our full time, I think, ' 
my child," he said ; " we may now go, 
and make acquaintance with these new- 
comers at Mr. Vanderhoven's. 

Meeta felt a cold thrill run through 
her veins, at words which brought back 
at once the painful images she had ba- 
nished by laborious efforts. Rupei:t, in 
the society of the woman he loved, was 
the object she was about to see ; and the 
acute paiig such an imagination brought 
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the reality would prove. She felt that 
filial afiection was no longer alUsufficient 
for her heart } that its peace was destroy- 
ed for ever. 

Without replying to her father^ she 
began hastily collecting the scattered 
books^ as if afraid to lose the little for* 
titude she yet retained, by delaying the 
dreaded interview. 

As Muhldenaii assisted her, a written 
paper fell dut from one of the volumes : 
he took it up, and first glancing over it^ 
then paused and looked at it, till tears 
gathered in his eyes. The moonbeams, 
as they shone on him, gave a holier clia- 
racter to those tears. 

" Something affects you, dear father,'* 
observed Meeta,' wistfully regarding his 
quivering features. 

*^ Only some, silly lines of my own 
writing, my child !" he replied, passing 
his hand across his face, and smiling as 
she took them from him by gentle force. 
She cast her eyes over the discoloured 
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and blotted paper, and saw the following 
careless attempt at a sonnet : — 



Will e'er the time arriye, when, as the wind. 
Of shrill November sweq)8 my casement by. 
While heavy ra|n is to that drear sound joined. 
And social faces draw the warm hearth nigh, 
I shall arouse the fire by frost refined. 
Thinking but careless things ? — ah no ! the sigh, 
Repeatilig stiU where my lost treasures He, 
Shall bid within the heart, wh^e they are shrin'd. 
That sudden throb of local pleasure die ! 
In memory linked witib each domestic joy ! 
With all that charms, the sense, and lifts the mind ; 
With those, whom here I never more shall* find — 
0*er this sad head, past Times, will shriekuig fly. 
And mj thrilled soul of happier hearths remind. -^ 



« Silly, dear Sir !'* Meeta exclaimed, 
after having read this effusion, repeating 
her father's own phrase. 

" Yes, my child," he replied seriously j 
<* for is it not silly in us to contemplate 
a life, which is eternally changing its 
events, as made up of unchanged feel- 
ings ? — That gracious God who has 
placed us in this scene of trial, has mer- 
cifully ordained, that time shall soften 



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every affliction ; and that as years roll 
oDy they shall remove us and our sor- 
rows, further from ^^^^ other. Were it 
not the case, all our usefulness would in- 
fallibly be wrecked by selfish regrets, and 
selfish pity. At the period in which I 
wrote these lines, my Meeta, my heart 
was full of thy mother, thy sister, my lost 
prince, his royal fitther, and many, many 
a patriot companion endeared by mutual 
sufiering for the same cause. I think 
I say in them, that no dismal blasta shall 
howl round my dwelling, without reviv- 
ing their dear remembrances. Now I 
know, my child, that many an inclement 
night my thoughts have been completely 
engaged by some poor parishioner, whom 
I knew to be out in it, alone, by land 
or by water, with a wife and family to 
whom his safe return was bread and 
happiness both. And how many times 
also, have I not forgotten that I had any 
thing to lament, when sitting with thee, 
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and our dear Madame^ by our own smil" 
ing stove 1'* 

" Often may it be so again, dearest 
father I*' Meeta exclaimed, fervently, kis- 
sing his hand, and thinking many things 
she durst not utter: «*Yet I would 
not wish you wholly to forget former 
times/' 

^" Nor would I — nor can I, alas P^. 
rejoined the pious Muhldenau^ smo^ 
thering a sigh: — •*! but seek to caU 
thy attention*,^ f^y child, to this im<^ 
portant truth; — that evety remembrance 
decays^ in the human heart, except 
that of our good or bad deeds* In 
all concerns of life, therefore, fear no 
lasting grief, unless thou hast disgraced 
thyself by a wil&lly-base action, or 
stained thy soul with deliberate guilt. 
Be the existing pang enough for thee ; 
imagine not its constant renewal; and 
above all things, my child, remember 
that there is no merit in being miserabk. 
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fiiends, or to the destruction of virtuous 
hopes; is as blameable, as inordinate 
lamentation upon such occasions^ and 
perhaps is the sign of a worse na* 
ture : it has ever seemed to me part 
of our duty to feel the trials and chastise- 
ments with which it pleases Heaven tQ 
winiiow us; and, wrong therefore, to 
harden ourselves against them. I should 
humbly conjecture, that the true measure 
of grief for the loss of worldly blessings^ 
h just that which may wean us from 
mere pleasures, yet leave us the power 
of fulfilling our remaining duties, and 
of enjoying the performance of them : — 
if we grieve beyond this, we sin/* 

As Muhldenau ceased to speak, he 
fixed a contemplative look upon the 
ground: but Meeta's eyes remained ri- 
veted upon his face, as though she would 
fain have looked into his very heart. 
The words he spoke, seemed dictate^ 
either by a discovery of her secret grief, 
or inspired by her good angd. Which, 
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ever it was, the words were sacred to 
her; and, recovering from the trance 
of soul into which they had tlirown her, 
she once more kissed his hand, and 
praying never to forget the lesson he had 
just taught her, prepared to quit the 
summer-room* 

The lesson had been purely acciden* 
tal; Muhldenau, therefore, drew her 
arm calmly within his, and began his 
walk to Mr. Vanderhoven*s. The dis- 
tance between the two houses was asi 
easy one; and the way lying up the 
mall on one side of the canal, and just 
across the flying-bridge to the other, 
the father and daughter were regaled 
with the ^meli of the full-blossomed 
lymes, as they went along, and lighted 
by the beautiful moon. 

She was now most beautiful ! the yd- 
low. glow that belongs to her rising,, 
had been gradually softening as she as- 
cended, into a paler and paler hue, till 
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then brightened still more ^ and at last 
assumed that transparent splendour, to 
which silver itself is dark and heavy. 

Her progress, at first, lay through 
light fleecy clouds, which she tinted 
with something of a faint and silvery 
green; but soon she left these clouds 
behind, and as they dissolved into ether, 
her crystal lamp was alone seen, sus* 
i ^. pended from the blue vault of heaven, 
^ and shining on the clear surface of the 
canal. There, no other object was visible, 
except the visionary reflections of its 
trees, under whose broad branches the 
darkened path along the bank, and the 
deep shadows renting there, formed 
a striking contrast with the openness 
and brilliancy of the water. 

There was a mixture of lov^iness and 

, solemnity in this night-scene, which was 

.eminently adapted to compose the lipu 

rits, and wing the soul to a sphere far 

beyond that of its own immediate 

wishes and regrets. Meeta felt its bless* 

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ed influence: vrhat she bad so lately 
been listening to^ fortified her against 
the trial she was about to encounter j 
and she now hung on her father's arm, 
with so many secret prayers for blessings 
on his honoured head, and so many fer- 
vent desires that she might never cause 
him sorrow, by yielding to any sentiment 
likely to produce it, that by the time 
they reached Mr. Vanderhoven% her 
spirit was elevated above itself. 

A servant ushered them into the very 
room where Meeta's heart had first takelnr 
the full and fatal stamp of Rupert's ex- 
cellence. The expected party were all 
there. Her newly-acquired strength 
nearly forscrok her, when, she heard 
Madame Roselheim's geittle voice alter- 
nately naming Madame Krazau, and her 
young kinswoman, and found herself 
animatedly embraced by the latter. 

On being released from this unexpect- 
ed salutation, Meeta faltered out some 
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though she moved unconsciously to the 
eWer. 

Madame Krazau received her respect* 
ful compliments, with the languor of sick* 
ness and fatigue^ yet courteously too; 
and immediately endeavoured to com- 
mence a conversation upon the circumw 
stances of her journey* During these 
slow, interrupted communicationsi Meeta 
had time to observe her own happy 
rival. 

The appearance of Adolpha was very 
striking. A dark traveUing dress, made 
in the Polish fashion, with a profusion of 
rich decoration, and sitting close to the 
shape, was set off by a pelisse of the same 
silk, lined with rose-colour, and trimmed 
with f jur ; the pelisse flying open, gave a 
distinguished air to a %ure too thin for 
beauty, but not for elegance. There wa& 
exquisite elegance, indeed, in the play of 
her long, slender throat, as she sought to 
disengage it from the folds of her ruJB^ 
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Uack hair ; there was much beauty in a 
face finely shaped, of a clear brown, and 
animated by teeth almost as brilliant as 
her eyes. 

Meeta could not help thinking, while 
she regarded it» that such a starry face 
threw roses and lilies into shade } and 
her far-lovelier eyes sunk sadly, even 
under the admiring beam of Adolpha's. 

The ease, the vivacity, th^ agreeable 
nothings which Adolpha was saying to 
those immediately beside her; th% grace- 
ful compliments she seemed to have at 
command for every one ; (and by some 
,rare tact or invisible agency, adapted to 
tbm: peculiar characters), the address 
' with which she divided her^ attentions, 
esLcited Meeta's surprise and approba- 
tion. Hitherto she had believed, that 
there never could be such exquisite po- 
lish, such perfect possession of the whole 
powers, in so young a woman, untinc- 
tured by a certain air of boldness : butf 
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manner* Perfect mistress of others, as 
well as of herself, she seemed to hold the 
sceptre of society, and awed, while she 
encouraged; checked forwardness^ while 
she inviled timidity. 

No longer doubting that Rupert loved 
Adolpha, Meet^ could but wonder how 
he contrived to seem so satisfied, wh^e 
she was not. She ventured not a single 
glance towards him, (though her heart 
throbbed to read its fate, in that ingrau- 
ous face,) but looking at Madame Rosel- 
heim, saw her regarding Adolpha with 
the complacency she had done ; their 
eyes met at that instant ; and Meeta had 
the couri^e to exchange a speaking 
glance with her. 

Mr. Vanderhoven now approached his 
favourite, to request sh^ would lay aside 
her walking attire, as he had promised 
his guests the pleasure of their company 
at supper. Seeing her father quietly put 
down his hat, with a smile of acquitfr- 
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bands and spirks, threw off her cardinal, 
and wa9i endeavouring to get off her bat ; 
bat first it caught in the little lawn cap 
she wore under it, and then in the ribboa 
that knotted up her rich brown tresses, 
and as Mr. Vanderhoven would have 
assisted her, every confinement of her bah* 
was unfastened by bis awkward attempts, 
and down it fell in such prodigiality of 
beauty over her whole form, that Adolpha 
uttered a cry of astonishment and ad* 
miration. 

There is no beauty, perhaps^ more de* 
cidedly feminine, than very long hair ; and 
the modest character which that natural 
mantle bestows upon a youthful face^ 
brightens its charms. 

Never did Meeta look more lovely than 
now, when all blushing and trembling, 
confused by Adolpha's admiration, and 
afraid of attracting more, she sought with 
unaffected haste to gather up ber silken 
tnesses, which were as ofleh escaping, 
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endeavouring to raise them. Her slender, 
yet perfectly-moulded sbape^^jtunconw 
sciously displayed its finest forms, by tlie 
movements necessary to assist her exer-* 
tions } her touching eyes became tearfiil 
through distress, and her cheek alter-i^ 
nately shamed the white and the red 
rose. 

Rupert looked at her thus,^ without 
faking or advancing ; while ethers of 
the party, to whom' this peculiar beauty 
of Meeta's was as much a secret as to 
him, crowded round her, to admire ita 
fine texture, and that intense glow which 
enriched it into harmony witb her com- 
plexion« 

Adc^pfia was the first to recover from^ 
this embarrassing impulse of delight^ 
While she assisted and sooUied Meeta, 
her courtly elegance^ tranquklizing self-* 
possession, and sportive ease, formed a 
picquant contrast with the almos^priipi- 
tive simplicity of the other j. whose pure 
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'* By Nature's sweet and cunning hand laid on ;" 

her scattered hair, unornamented dress* 
a»d shrinking modesty* embellished with 
the charms of sentiment : a charm* like 
that of the wild flower^ which we come 
suddenly upon amongst unfrequented 
paths, and think and find it sweeter than 
all the flowers of the garden. 
'^ Perhaps something like this com- 
parison rose to the mind of Rupert ; for* 
instead of answering Aremberg* wh^n 
he whispered some words in praise of 
Addpha's amiable manner, he stood 
gazing on Meeta. 

<« Can you be thinking only of Meeta* 
and her beauty, at this moment ?'^ in- 
quired his friend* in the same tow tone, 
but with a degree of astonishment* 

« Not of her beauty,** replied Rupert; 
**I am thinking how interesting she, 
looks-** 

His mother neither heard this, declara- 
tion, nor saw the gaze which occasioned 
Arembetg*s question. Mr.Vanderboven*s 



OP ICAftltE^BOBFT. ^ 

tall figure being intetf^psed between them 
4uring this scene } -and^ms Rvpert imme- 
diately went up to Adolpba, and said 
some playful nothings upon her art of 
hair-dressing nothing could awaken a 
suspicion in Madame Roselheim's mind, 
that she and every one, were mistaken 
about the state of her son's heart* . 

It is strange^ — - it is lamentable, to oU 
serve how often the clearest judgments 
ai^erverted from their sure course^ ^by 
relymg on the erring testimony of others ! 
^om^times, by the event thf^ believe in, 
being particularly likely to result from a 
certain combination of pircumstanceSn or 
peculiarly desirable ; . often, by imagine 
ing that the same sentiment must always 
arise from the same causes, and assume 
the same appearances. Thus Madame 
Roselheim, who had loved almost sud« 
denly and decidedly from the first, wa$ 
not acaistomed io suppose a deep and 
ardent passion growing in the heart of 
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the seed of afiectionate esteem. The in* 
troduction of Rupeft to Adolpha, too> 
was like that of Madame Roselheim's 
first knowledge of Rhinegravestein, cal^* 
culated to excite such tender emotions 
in both, that a mutual attachment seemed 
almost unavoidable ; and, as all she had 
heard accidentally from Aremberg cor- 
roborated the assertion of her brother-in- 
law, she was now, and for loUg after-* 
wirdli^ led fo believe, that whatever 
seemed like indifference on th6 part of 
Rupert, waJE§^ in truth, only the natural 
attempt to conceal a passion doubtful of 
its own propriety^ and afraid of inviting 
mortification, 

Meeta's hair re-adj usted, and hef spiHts 
composed, she endeavoured, with a good 
grace, to fall into the animated tone of 
the company ; but, in spite of her excel- 
lent resolutions and late energy, at first 
she found it difiScnlt to- support her part 
in the versatile conversation* Yet was 
she more and more captivated by Adol- 



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pha, whosig frequent glance at the mild 
figure of Muhldenau, then talking apart 
with Aremberg, convinced her that this 
lively creature would rather hav6 isougbt 
his intellectual discourse, than proceeded 
in her amusing war of compliments and 
trifling with Mr. Vanderhoven, By such 
«elf-deiiyipg attentions to their host) how- 
ever, Adolpha proved the real politeness 
and delicate tact of her character ; giving 
consequence, and inspiring complacency 
in the most diffident and least attractive 
person of the party ; and proving* her 
relationship to Madame Roselheim, by 
this amiable graciousness. 

With sincere joy did Meeta hail every 
real or fancied discovery of an excel- 
kfice in this fiivoured heiress; since, 
whatever were her valuable qualities, they 
would hereafter form the bank of Rupert's 
happiness; as such, were to be prized 
by his friends:^ and in proportion as 
Meeta could love her rival, so, she 
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regret be extracted from her hearth 
wound* 

After a few graceful sallies exchanged 
with his charming cousin, Rupert bad 
spnk into silence, and suffered her to be 
engrossed by others. Meeta and his 
mother happened to look at him at the 
same instant, and saw his eyes fixed 
upon Adolpha. Meeta thought that fix- 
ture was full of tenderness j Madame 
Roselheim found sadness in it. Rupert 
sighed obviously as they were regarding 
him, though not audibly, and turned 
away his head; his eyes encountered 
theirs, and he bldshed. 

That look, that blush, set the seal to 
their joint delusion. Meeta's forbidden 
hopes vanished at once. Madame Ro- 
selheim smiled pensively to .herself at 
what seemed her son's unfounded distrust 
of his own power. Both believed Adol- 
pha the sole object of that tender reverie. 
Could they have guessed whose image he 
was contrasting with Adolpha's almost 
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unconsciously, during this fixed gaze } 
and what visions of future fortune for 
himself, and of consequent happiness for 
his mother, he was mentally yielding up 
as impossible to be attained by hiin ia 
the way expected, how would the heart 
of the one have throbbed, and the other 
sunk ! 

At supper, Adolpha seated herself be- 
tween Rupert and Meeta, ; and, turn* 
ing to the latter, said, " O, you were not 
witness of our siirprize at sight of our 
old acquaintance here! I have nerves 
that a mouse can put into agitation ^ so 
I was positively on the point of compli- 
menting my gallant cousin with a faint- 
ing fit." 

** And may not my nephew claim a 
share in that flattering compliment?'* 
asked the literal Mr. Vanderboveur 

" And Mr. Aremberg, of course," an- 
swered Adolpha, colouring deeply at her 
omission, or at his notice of it. For some 
moments afterwards her gaiety was 



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checked, she looked down, and appeared 
to have lost self<-possessiori« 

Meeta was touched hf so unequivocal 
and unexpected a pro;^' of nice sensibi- 
lity. Such sincere distress at the cour- 
tesies she omitted, bestowed a higher 
value upon those Adolpha dispensed, 
proving their source was not a desire 
to please, but the wish to render happy. 
Meeta, while she remarked this, thought 
Adolpha's brilliant eyes were infinitely 
.the handsomer, when they were raised 
again, for glancing through tears^ as well 
.as through their long fringes. 

The lively heir^s resumed, however, 
in the same tone, — " It was something 
alarming to see one's cousin with his 
arxjQ in a sling, though so agreeable 
to meet him unexpectedly ; so, for the 
first ten minutes, I was not at all myself; 
and dear JSf £idame Krazau was half dead 
with weariness, and ajl our friends here, 
new and old, doubtless, kpew not what 
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" I fancy we were all pretty well 
a^rare what' melancholy remembrances 
were 'ipnnected with the sight of ,us !*' 
observed- Aremberg to Muhldenau, so-^ 
licitous, as usual, to place honourable 
emotion to its right account : he spoke in 
a low voice, though so distinct, that npt 
only Meeta but Adolpha caught the 
remark. The latter became silent and 
pensive again ; although the shade, which 
then fell over her bright bl^k eyeSf bad 
nothing distressful in it. 

This extreme susceptibility to proper 
feelings, confirmed Meeta in her favour* 
able opinion «of Adolpba's character $.. 
and every moment^ more c^tivated by^ . 
her flashing vivacity and courtly ^f^anQfld 
she gave a sigh to her own different cha- 
racter and different fate, and turned re* 
solutely away from all ofctsen^ation of 
Rupert. 

Mr. Vanderhoven, however gratified 
1^ the particular attention of the Mr 
stranger, lost not sight of his favprite, 

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object which regarded Mveta: he was 
perpetually calling Aremberg'B attention 
to her, and trying to secure he^ for 
him ; but Aremberg as obstiimtely ad* 
here4 to Muhldenau, seemingly forget* 
ful that any other person was. to partake 
of the boiled trout whiqh it was his ojffice 
to dispose of. ^ 

«♦ Don't you recognise your fiiend 
Aremberg again ?*' whispered Rupert 
to Adolpha, << so absent to trifles -^ — 
— so present to. every thing worth 
caring about P* and as they caught part 
pf their friend's luminous convers- 
ation, he directed her eye to the full plate 
of the latter,* which bad been docilely 
taken when presented, and immediately 
forgotten. 

** That cream is excellent, Arem- 
berg?** he asked. *^Very excellent, 
was the mechaqical reply. Rupert 
laughed. 

*^ ^VLch jesting,^' said Adolpha, with an 
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ingly, " is surely unworthy Mr. Arem* 
berg's friend/' 

Rape's face grew scarlet: then sud- 
denly bending his lips to her hand, he 
touched it with them, exclaiming, <^ I 
am bound to'you for life, dear cousin, 
for this brave rebuke J it is not every 
one who would understand my trick of 
sporting with what I love and respect. I 
have done it now for th^ last time ; be* 
lieve me.*' 

At this kiss of Adolpha's hand, even . 
Aremberg himself looked round with sur- 
prise and enquiry: so that nothing was 
left to the parties concerned, except a . 
fair explanation of what had passed. 

Meeta marvelled at Adolpha's courage - 
while she admired it ; for courage was re-> 
quired, to reprove the man she loved : Ma- . 
dame Roselheim inwardly looked on it as 
a sort of innocent feint to conceal Rupert's > 
power over her heart. Mr. Vanderhoven 
appeared as if he apprehended ft were in-, 
cumbent upon him to enforce Adolpha's 
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short lecture: while Aremberg only 
smilingt said, with that air of extreme 
emotion^ which was precious in propor- 
tion to its rarity, 

•* I am the gainer by this war between 
you, for I learn that I have two invalu- 
able friends, where I durst not flatter 
myself with having more than one.*' 

" Mr. Aremberg !'* was all Adolpha 
CQuld say, with a tone of as deep feeUng 
as his own j and a look that reminded 
every one, of what she owed him for pre- 
servation and consolation. 

A §hade of yet-greater emotion passed 
over Aremberg's quiet features, while 
Adolpha spoke and looked; but he 
merely bowed in reply, and began in re- 
ality to eat the cream he had praised un- 
tasted. 

During the remainder of this evening, it 
was evident that one-half of the company 
were employed in watching the other. 
Rupert and Adolpha might be called the 
principal performers; Madame Rosel- 

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heim, Meeta, and Mr. Vanderhoven, the 
observing spectators. 

Madame Roselheim's observations 
upon her son were not conclusive ; but 
those she made upon Adolpha were de- 
termined. The surprise of seeing him 
unexpectedly, and apparently wounded, 
had thrown the latter so wholly off her 
guard, that she was indeed very near 
fainting^ when they first met, and must 
have fallen to the ground, had not Mr. 
Aremberg prevented her by timely sup- 
port. 

The agitation caused by this betray- 
ing weakness, the fear of hurrying the 
spirits of her fatigued god-mother, and 
her anxiety to avoid making confusion 
in the house of a hospitable stranger, 
gave peculiar interest to Adolpha's in- 
troduction; so that as Madame Rosel* 
heim folded her in her arms, (remember- 
ing her brave father,) she inwardly sanc- 
tified the choice of her son ; gave a heavy 
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Madame Krazau might have » liberal 
views as Mr- Vanderhoven. 

No symptom of displeasure, or of 
apprehension appeared in this lady's 
manner towards Rupert throughout the 
whole evening : she frequently looked at 
him with a complacent kindness^ i^hich 
argued well for his success here^Gfier j; but 
her small share in conversation wa» 
oftener bestowed upon Aremberg, whose 
profession, character, and habits, r6n« 
dered him a fitter companion for a sick, 
and somewhat desponding person. A$ 
th^ anxious mother made these in- 
spiriting observations, her heart sttote 
her for Meeta^s sake. Much as the 
former felt prepossessed in Adolpha^ 
favor, she knew that were the alteration 
in her poweri she would joyfully ex- 
change their situations, and bless the 
two dearest objects of her teAdemess 
with each other. But such magic was 
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cha»g^ fortunes as well as affections, it 
would be wrong to wish it were. 

So painful were tfcese reflections,^ that 
Mddame Rosdheim endeavoured to as« 
suage their bitterness, by readily trusting 
to Meeta's present appearance of cheer- 
fulness ; and as she noticed her, listening 
to Adolpha with a succession of ^de- 
lighted impressions passing swifUy over 
her speaking cheek, she ventured to 
think that the wound could not be deep 
which was so easily covered $ and . to 
hope that the dreaded cloud would melt 
away, without bursting above their heads, 
^r darkening either the peace of Rupert 
or of Muhldenau, for a single moment. 

Mr. Vanderhoven made several at- 
tempts to detain his visifbrs till a late 
hour; but Muhldenau's habits were 
early, and the travellers required rest. 
The two families parted soon after sup- 
per, with every demonstration of mutual 
regret. 

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moviDg from Mr. Vanderhoven^ merely 
begging permission for himself and Ju* 
lian to keep aloof from the strangers, 
Aremberg was to occupy the room pre* 
pared for them at the parsonage, (an ar- 
rangement by the way, which Mr. Van- 
derhoven had promoted,) and he, there- 
f(^e, accompanied the minister's family 
home. 

The party left, became naturally 
the subject of conversation. Rupert 
owned that be did not think Adolpha 
quite so handsome as she was; Arem- 
berg, on the contrary, pronounced her* 
handsomer, though less sprightly : Meeta 
and Madame Roselheim were to the same 
degree charmed with that union of high* 
^ ly-fimshed polish, with unsophisticated 
. feeUngs, which 'seemed to mark the cha- 
rabtef as much as the countenance of 
this fortunate young woman. , And 
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might be expected to aim only at con- 
quest. 

Madame Krazau came in for her share 
of discussion J and many kindly wishes 
were breathed for that lamentable ill- 
health, which appeared rather to make 
life an endurance, than an enjoyment to 
its possessor. 

Thus pleased with new friends, the 
small party endeared by long ties, 
reached the parsonage, where they join- 
ed tc^ether in family prayer ; then se- 
parated, for sleep, or self-communion on 
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Madame Krazau's visit, which had been 
originally limited to a week, crept on 
from day to day; through a fortnight : 
'during, which period the hospitable Mr, 
Vanderhoven insisted upon their neigh- 
bouts at the parsonage making his 
house the general retide^ous, in order 
to turn that fortnight to as much ac- 
count as possible. 

Meeta, desirous of knowing Adolpha 
thoroughly, and of learning to believe 
her worthy the distinction of Rupert's 
love, had acceded, on the evening of 
their first meeting, to a proposal made 
by the latter, that they should take a 
walk together the next morning before 
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She was, therefore, under Adolpha's win- 
dow, ere the 8un had exhaled a single 
dew-drop. Her gentle call was answer^ 
ed by the amiable stranger herself, who 
appeared at the window so brightly 
handsome, that Meeta felt convinced. 
Beauty rather belongs to light than to 
colours : for Adolpha's dark skin, though 
smooth as satin, was untinged by any 
hue of the rose ; yet from its transpa- 
rency, and the sparkling glitter of her 
eyes, teeth, and hair, produced the bril-. 
liant efiect of complete beauty. There 
was a peculiar tone in her voice also, 
which heightened this efkcL Mr. Van- 
derhoven, who was ingenious at far-fetch- 
ed comparisons, would have said it had 
the freshness of sweet-briar. Meeta felt 
that it was indeed of an exhilarating 
character, yet it sunk her heart. 

Many, many feelings were, roused by 
iti — many regrets ! — many forebodings ! 
-^ Returning Adolpha's animated salut- 
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Bd away; and while the oilier was de- 
seeding from her apartmenti << some 
natural teah; she dropt» but wiped them 
«pn*? 

A kindly smile had dispersed those 
t^ars by the time Adolpha joined her. 

Meetaled the way out of Mr. Van- 
dei|0ven^s pleasure-ground, down a 
long grove of venerable trees, into the 
open country, where they gambled 
amongst meadows and water»courses ; 
at first solely occupied in the enjoyment 
df the morning air, and the observation 
of passing objects. 

The fr^hness and brightness of that 
early* hour rendered every thing they 
saw, more distinct and agreeable. The 
high roaS to Utrecht was marked by a 
long line of milk^carts, filled with well* ^ 
scoured brass flaggons, almost blinding 
Uf look on : the cross-roads were dotted 
here and there by light stool-waggons, 
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the city into the country, for a day's 
holiday. 

The large chintz hats of the broadU 
faced girls within these rude carriages ; 
the frequent and musical^dhimes of the 
scattered churches; the sun glittering 
on the sheet of dew yet covering the 
lower grass-lands, or teflected from the 
gilded fane of some village spire ; each 
of these yjry different sights and sounds, 
amused or delighted Adolpha : and 
Meeta failed not to admire the charac- 
ter which, perfected amongst the inven* 
tions and refinements of a capital, yet 
preserved the natuiral relish for primitive 
ol:jects. 

By degrees, however, outward impres- 
sions ceased with both^ and they forgot 
the pleasure of looking about, in the strong 
interest of each other's conversation. 

Adolpha asked numerous questions 
respecting her young relative and his 
mother : at once discarding those cere- 
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which she knew so weU how to use 
upon proper occasions; and frankly 
confessing that any thing relating to 
them was important to her; that her 
time was too short to admit a more cir- 
cuitous mode of information, and that 
^e therefore besought Meeta to lay the 
first stone of the friendship, she hoped 
was to exist between them hereafter, by 
denoting in what way her generous god- 
mother could pay part of their debt of 
gratitude to Rupert, and she herself 
return the obh'gations of her parents to 
his admirable mother! Mr. Aremberg,' 
she observed, was blessed with' all his 
moderate wishes desireil, except that, 
whith taken from him by a divine hand, 
could only be restored in another world t 
thus they might ^e/ gratitude towards 
him, but could never hope for any op- 
portunity of testifying it. 

In replying .to these enquiries, Meeta 
could not bring herself to own, that part 
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indeed all she durst appropriate to 
charitable purposes, or unforeseen exi* 
gencies, was the fruit of ingenious in- 
dustry. She could not own to this inti* 
mate of an hour, that her father*s slender 
stipend was nearly the sole support of 
those dependent upon him, —this ho- 
.noured friend included ; and that if fie 
were to be snatched away, they would 
all be left upon the wide world, houseless 
and portionless. She could only ac- 
knowledge, that the united iacome of 
her father, and that of Madame Rosel- 
heims, derived froto her brother-in-law, 
was vei*y narrow, yet sufficient for minds 
disciplined likp the elder ones, and ha- 
bituated as the younger were to the priva- 
tion of artificial wants* 

When Adolpha showed by her looks 
an eager desire to add to her relation's 
small income from her own bountiful 
settlement, Meeta stopped her,, by the 
voluntary promise of sending to claim 
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mutual interest, whenever a moment 
should arrive in which she required it. 
Adolpha was therefore obliged to be 
satisfied: she finished the conquest of 
Meeta's heart, by the enthusiasm with 
which she spoke of Madame Roselheim's 
manners, .her remaining beauty, and her 
admirable conduct under trials, equal to 
the degree of her early happiness. 

From the motJier to the son was an 
easy transition. Adolpha evidently liked 
both theoies ; for she continued to keep 
the conversation from taking a wider 
direction, by introducing Rupert's friend 
into it, enquiring into the origin of their 
rare friendship, and remarking how dis- 
tj|iQtly the character of a man's dearest 
associate deyelopes his own. 

Meeta's tenderest vein was open : a 
mixture of pain and pleasure melted her, 
while yielding every moment more and 
more to the sentiment of regard for 
her happy rival, and of melancholy 
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earlier youth, so that she related the par- 
ticulars of Aremberg's engagement with 
Eustatia, and described the modest 
graces, and devoted attachment of this 
charming creature with such touching 
truth, that tears stole down Aclolph&'ff 
cheek as well as her own. 

The latter's unhesitating agreement 
with Meeta's timidly-expressed notion, 
that Aremberg would now never marry, 
set the seal to her captivation ; and, en* 
couraged by this unlooked-for sympathy, 
where she scarcely hoped it, Meeta, who 
had often been ridiculed for romantic 
imagination by ladies more experienced, 
gave way to her patural habits of thought, 
and talked of Eustatia's beauty, as we& . 
as of tier worth, till Adolpha lamented 
that she had never seen the being so 
regretted, and once so admired. 

A picture of Eustatia was, however, 
near enough at hand to satisfy mere 
curiosity j and Meeta promised to take 
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hung in a little reading-room next to 
what had been Aremberg's chamber, 
ere he vacated it for one at the par- 
sonage. 

The new friends were by this time on 
"their return homeward j and as they 
came in sight of the house, caught a 
glimpse of a male figure at the entrance. 

<< It is Rupert !" exclaimed Meeta j 
." he and Mr. Aremberg, I suppose, going 
4:0 breakfast with you* I will leave you 
then/* 

' She spoke with trepidation, which was 
unobserved : for the person she addressed, 
seemed quite as fluttered as herself. 
** They will see we have been crying; 
it will seem so foolish, or impertinent in 
one, to enquire — to — can we not go 
round some back way ?'* 

Adolpha asked these disjointed ques^* 
tions in a tone sufficiently expressive of 
the agitation Rupert's sudden appear- 
ance caused her. Until this moment, 
Meeta had not felt quite satisfied with 

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the 6tile of her attachment; it seemed 
either too confident, or too manageable. 
The general tone of her spirits the even- 
ing before, might be considered by one 
of fastidious delicacy, as too gay : but 
now, taken thus by surprise^ ere she 
had time to throw its company- veil on, 
Adolpha's heart showed itself without 
disguise ; and Meeta would have afforded 
her leisure to recover from this moment- 
ary flutter, had not Rupert, perceiving the 
new direction they were taking, jumped 
over a sunk fence, and met them. 

He was alone, they found ; come from 
visiting Father Joachim, and playing 
with Julian, and proposing to return 
home to breakfast. 

♦ Having twice noted their disordered 
countenances, Meeta hesitatingly owned 
the last subject of their discourse, and 
Adolpha's desire to see the picture of 
Eustatia. 

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ness, ** We have time for it now ; Mr. 
Vanderhov^n is opening letters, and 
Madame Krazau, is not down stairs. Let 
me conduct you to the room where the 
picture hangs ! when you see it, ray dear 
cousin, Fyou will not wonder at poor 
Aremberg being still a mourner. In my 
opinion, the heart belonging to such a 
lovely face, must have been one of the 
best and tenderest in the world/' 

" You did not |^now her theni" 
Adolpha half questioned, in a subdued 
tone, 

Rupert replied in the negative; and 
softly opening the house-door, led the 
way along the ground-floor, into a 
small room, the single window of which 
threw a strong light upon the object then 
sought. 

The face of the portrait was so round 
aod feir, so delicately tinged with the 
pearly tints of childhood, that it seemed 
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the figure had a soft fullness and finish of 
form which belongs to riper age. Perfect 
as that figure was, the eye was principally 
fascinated by the countenance; which 
was so smilingly sweet, so innocently 
happy, that the lamb resting its bead on 
the white arm that pressed it against her 
breast, and the half-blown rose which 
the playful animal was tearing thence^ 
seemdd comparatively &eble emblems of 
beauty and innocence. 

Rupert looked on the picture as 
though for the first time, expressing his 
admiration and regret, with amiable 
fervor. 

^* Did you ever see a countenance 
more perfectly good, more infantine, and 
yet so speaking? How that naturally- 
cl Atering hair becdmes such a youthful 
face! the colour so uncommon and so 
exquisite! there is no colour half so 
beautiful ! Alas, to think that such a 
beaming face, such a breathing form, 
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€€ Pardon me^ Meeta,'' he added, see- 
iiig her turn aside, drowned in tears. He 
had laid his hand cm her arm, through 
earnestness, and as he concluded, the 
unintentional and sympathising pressure 
he gave it, thrilled to Meeta's soul* 
Other feelings beside that of awakened 
memory, caused this thrill : her hair and 
Eustatia's were of the same colour ; and 
Rupert had just declared his exclusive 
admiration of it. She hoped that Adol- 
pha, who was standing fixed before the 
picture, might not have heard this de- 
claration ; but she hoped in vain : and 
as Adolpha withdrew her eyes, and 
caught a glimpse of herself in a looking- 
glass beside them, she said, in a low 
voice> and with a poor attempt at a 
smile, " What I would give to be lilfe 
that portrait !" 

<* You need not wish it,** observed 
Meeta, rather precipitately, " your cou- 
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feeling the^power of another.** Meeta 
said this with an air of sportiveness, but 
in a tone tremulous from concern for 
her companion's painful self-distrust. 

The dark-glancing eye of Adolpha 
rested on her for a moment, with a pe- 
oiffar expression in it : but she took no 
further notice of the consolatory remark. 
" I am sure I could copy this picture," 
she said, cheeifully again, << shall I do 
so? I am an indifferent good copyists in 
miniature ; and you were regretting" — 

Meeta's transport of gratitude and 
pleasure interrupted her. The offer 
was accepted joyfully, and arrangements 
made for Adolpha's security against in* 
terruption, and for silence respecting it 
<< The miniature being for you, Meeta," 
saijd Adolpha, pensively, •• you may do 
what you lil^ with it afterwards; but 
talking about it, or showing it in pro- 
gress, might revive Mr. Atemberg's 
regrets more than any of his friends 
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The breakfast bell was now heard 
ringingi and easily persuaded to remain 
where he was, Rupert went in with 
them to the parlour. Meeta was as- 
. tonished at the instant change in Adol- 
pha, from whose countenance every 
trace of sadness vanished like inist bei^re 
the sun, and who now began her usual 
amusing skirmish of sportive trifling 
with her god-mother and Mr. Vander* 
. hoven, and turned from them to the 
attack of Rupert, with a show of perfect 
carelessness. 

But Adolpha had lived in the worlds 
and the moment she found herself in 
society, she remembered that she had 
a guard to ]keep over her natural quick- 
ness of feeling ; in addition to which, she 
made it her study to enliven the spirits 
of her languid protectress. ^ 

Meeta fancied that' the latter must be 
the reason of Adolpha's very different 
manner when alone, and when in com- 
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but to love hefi she felt she must siee 
her oflen as she had done during their 
lonely ramble of the morning. 

After Rupert^s remark upon the 
datk-glowing hair of Eustatia's picture^ 
Meeta's heart, in spite of all her better 
exertions, remained on the watch ^ for 
some additional gratification: yet ^at 
a war of weak and laudable feelingsir 
was within it ! —r delight, sel&reproach^ 
pity for Adolpba, and a convictioii of 
failing thus in her duty to Rupert, and 
to such a friend as Madame Roselheim. 
-~ Each of these feelings oppressed her» 
as she observed that Rupert's looks had 
a shade less of beaming kindness, and 
bis voice a tone less touching, when ,he 
spoke to, or looked at Adolpha, than 
when he addressed herself. 

<< Was his 403other mistaken then,'* she 
isked her thoughts; ** did he not prefer 
this fortunate creature I and was she 
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Meeta did, unsougblv and with ev^i less 
hope?** 

At the last suggestion of her tottering 
heart, Meeta's thoughts fled as from a 
serpent., She had resolved never to 
hope, never to wish for » return of the 
pure affection she felt; and the deep 
compassion she now began to feel for 
her, whom so lately she had considered 
as an object to be envied, assisted in 
extinguishing th^se criminal fancies as 
they arose. 

Adolpha did not forget her promise : 
iiie very next day she commenced her 
copy of Eustatia's portraits The seasoq 
favoured her amiable wishes ; for being 
the middle of June, there was light 
enough for her purpose, long ere the 
family were stirring ; and she therefore 
wrought on the miniature two or three 
hours each day, before breakfast, without 
observation. The great remainder of 
her time she gave to society. Mr. Van- 
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pajr his guests atteatidii> and to show 
them ei/ery object oi curiosity within 
rMich, that he necessarily threw much 
bus^e, and show of pleasure into their 
visit/ but. in reality took fircHin their better 
enjoyments. 

Every one concerned in this^ secret]y 
regretted it ; as each wished to ascerSlfn 
the sentiments of some other, upon some 
particular point ; and that aim was not 
easily accomplished, when all put<ni their 
gala spirits with their gala attire. 

Much, however, was learned of ^ch 
other's characters, — though morift guess- 
ed at. Adolpha rose in estimation, the 
closer she was examined. Though ever 
the sparkling light of general society, 
with an air and a look that made casual 
observers fancy her too free from care 
to sympathise with distress, in private 
she unlocked those polished gates that 
conceal the inward feelings, and 
showed a heart well worthy love and 
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With Madame Roselheim she indulged 
^ in conversation about her parents, weep- 
ing their loss with sudden bursts of 
a sensibility still too little under com- 
mand when once yielded to, yet ever 
honourable. 

With Meeta she talked of Rupert and 
AiCmberg, and the buried Eustatia ; dis- 
playing the rare capacity of entering 
completely into the grief of a friend for 
a person unknown to the sympathiser ; 
and seeming alive to the pleasure of con» 
templating excellence, whether continu- 
ing to act in this world, or removed to 
a higher. 

When their discourse grew too me- 
lancholy, Meeta would draw from her 
companion livelijer subjects ; she would 
induce Adolpha to give her a description 
of her life at the court of Copenhagen. 
And, though the sprightly describer 
would immediately present the most 
brilliant or amusing pictures of persons 
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talents^ and power of graceful mimickry, 
would cause evefy character spoken of, 
to pass visibly before them ; yet did 
Meeta delight in her conversation the 
more, when she painted the enjoyment 
she used to find when taken into the 
country^ and heard her emphatic pfe- 
ference of quiet Mariendorpt, over all 
the glare and glitter of the world. 

At these moments, sighs would throng, 
to Meeta's lips, and die there unbreathed. 
She thought how exactly such a heart 
was formed to bestow happiness upon 
Rupert ; and it seemed criminal in her, 
therefore, to feel a sentiment, which must 
always make her dread his election of the 
very person, she would otherwise have 
wished to see his wife. In proportion as she 
thought thus, she became doubly careful 
to repress in herself any inward emotion> 
or outward attention which might attract 
the notice of Rupert, and cause him to 
suspect a preference, that she would 
sooner die than discover. She could 
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not, however, deny herself the poor gra- 
tification of decidedly showing those in- 
terested in the circumstance, that Mr. 
Vanderhoven's views with regard to her 
and his nephew, could never sucsceed. 

Rupert's playful remark had first di- 
rected her attention to those views } and 
perfectly sure that Aremberg himself h^d 
no sentiment for her which required 
delicate handling ; she continued to let 
jbim feel and others see, that she con- 
sidered him as the mourner of her early 
iriend, not as her own expected or coveted 
lover# 

Without betraying this secret motive 
by what would have been an impertinent 
indiscretion, Meeta talked of Aremberg 
in the same stram to Adolpha ; and so 
perfectly were these two unpractised 
hearts a^eed upcm the subject of first- 
love and eternal constancy, that it was 
settled between them, that Mr. Aremberg 
thcHigh just turned thirty, never woi^^ld 
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Madame Rbselheitn, who saw with 
t>Iea8iire the intiipac^ of these new 
friendsi promoted it from the tenderest 
r^^rd for both. She justly beUeved, 
that, ia such a heart as Meeta's, love 
might be successfully combated by 
friendship, and she therefore sought 
every opportunity of displaying Adolpha's 
flrie qualities, and makhig them the sub- 
ject of her private conversations with 
the child of her adoption. 

While doing this, without reference to 
her Bon, Madame Roselheim saw tba}^ 
Meeta listened delightedly, and replied 
with animation : but whenever she ven- 
tured to e^cpress a hope that «icb a 
charming creiature was to be his reward 
at no distaiat day, (and never did she do 
so, without the sharpest pang of pity,) 
she would then perceive that all selfish 
regrets were not wrung out of her that 
likened. 

Sometimes only a changing chedc, an 
eye trembling on the brink of tews, a 
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choaking sigh, or universal trernar, replied 
to her remark ; sometimes a^e was an- 
swered calmly and firmly ; — oftener with 
an eagerness of effi)rt at self-command, 
which gave an alarming express^n to her 
manner : yet still, under each of these 
^pearances, Madame Roselheim saw 
enough to convince her she had acted 
right in awakening Meeta's attention to 
her own state, — enough to inspire her 
with equal respect and pity for the poor 
girl, whose struggle against. self-iqdul- 
.gence was evidently as sincei^e as ob* 
Vious. , 

Rupert's conduct meanwhile had ba- 
thing in it to excite an apprehension in 
his mother's mind, that he either dis- 
cerned Meeta's partiality, or wished to 
excite it : but she could no longer be- 
lieve him what is called m hte with 
Adolpha. He was apparently too much 
at his ease, both when in, and when out 
of her company, for that j yet he ad- 
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mdy the fear of being thought to seek 
her fortuD%. or a delicate repi^ance to 
take advantage of Madame Krazau's 
sense of obligation to him, might be the 
reason why he had not permitted admi- 
ration to deepen into a more serious 
sentiment. Whatever it Was, Madaipe 
Roselheim determined stiU to avoid any 
interference: to refrain from discover- 
ing her faint wishes on the subject, lest 
the knowledge of them should bias him 
on so important a matter: in shorty to 
let events aiid feelings take their course, 
unimpeded and unhastened. 

Such a mother, indeed, could have no 
wishes that were not purely disintei*ested* 
Since no human power could ever re- 
store to her the husband and the happi- 
ness of her youth, there was not a 
change of place or of fortune, that she 
desired for herself. She was contented 
at Mariendorpt : she knew she was use- 
ful there ; she felt she was bdoyed : 
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she loved Muhldenau and liAeeta* Tliu^ 
so long as Rupert could foe satbfied with 
a humble home ofiered by friendship ; «— ^ 
so long as his heart yeamed for no dearer 
object than a mother, -^ so long would 
she wish nothing for him. Sad, sad ex* 
perience of its emptiness, had well nigh 
extinguished in her heart, all ambition 
for those dearest to her : she had long 
ceased to set a high value upon honours 
and power, even for them* All she now 
asked of Providence, was their continu* 
ance in rectitude, and their possession 
of happiness, wherever they themselves 
might chuse to * place that invisible 
deity. 

Thus she was one of the very few who 
do not insist upon every other^s mental 
optics, seeing objects as they do : she 
never attempted to argue' aqy one out 
of a feeling ; all her anxiety was but to 
lead them to consider its propriety/ By 
such a principle she was guided in her 
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The drift of the latter's behaviour was 
quickly evident to her» and as she could 
not deceive herself about Aremberg's 
sentiments, she considered it fortunate 
diat Meeta was not more int^ested in 
him. Certainly, so far from increasing 
in assiduities from observing the evi* 
dent aim of his uncle, and the milden- 
couragement given by MuhMenau ; 
Aremberg contrived to mark the nature 
of his regard, by frequent allusions to 
Meeta's union with some other man 
\ hereafter. Since the arrival of their 
Danish acquaintance, he had absented 
himself so much from* their society (of 
course, because he might have seemed 
to seek Meeta there) that such absence 
amounted nearly to incivility. Daily 
increasing in seriousness and habits of 
study, it appeared probable that he 
would realise Adolpha's notion, and re* 
main wedded to past days, and to his 
sacred profession. It was not Arembei?^ 
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a^socktioD at Mr: VanderhQUpin'd } amia^ 
ble as Adolpha wasy and inoffensive as 
Madame Krazau seemed. Father Joachim 
persisted in the resolution of absenting 
hims^f and his pupil, from their, now 
enlarged parties. Rupert could not 
quite understand why he was thus shy 
of persons in no way concerned to give 
him the slightest annoyance : he saw 
that a much greater degree of perturbed 
anxiety on Julianas account, was evinced 
by the Franciscan ;. that he now never 
suflfered him out of his sight, and rarely 
took him beyond the precincts of the 
jpleasure ground. Rupert regretted this 
change for all their sakes; — for Adol- 
pha% who had been strongly interest- 
ed in the child the moment she heard 
his relationship to Rupert, and never 
•aw him except accidentally; for Ju- 
lian's own^ whose innocent amusements 
were thus unnecessarily circumscribed; 
and for the excuse it afforded Arember^ 
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course, whjiih was calculated to wesn 
him from unavailing regrets* 

Rupert had made so strict a law to 
himself never to interfere with Father 
Joachim's plans for his pupil, thjit hQ 
forbore either question or complaint, 
though he saw that such constraint and 
confinement was affecting the Francis- 
can's own health and spirits, as much as 
it had already lowered the vivacity of 
his little charge* No species of proposed 
recreation, nor no offer of wholly ex- 
eluding the neighbourhood at such 
times, could ever get the Franciscan to 
join their excursions from home ; but h^ 
now and then ventured amongst themt 
for half an hour in th« parlour. 

With Aremberg there was one spell 
all-potent ; that was music. 

Adolpha touched the guitar with ex- 
quisite delicacy, and Rupert who had 
lately regained the perfect use of his^ 
right hand, played delightfully on the 
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the service of their little concerts : and 
sometimes in airy harmony, with the 
gd.y accompaniment of Adolpha's instru- 
ment, sometimes in tcmching unison with 
the fiiller and mellower tones of Ru- 
pert*s, she alternately animated or sub- 
dued her auditors. All noticed/ though 
only Madame Roselheim guessed why, 
that Meeta's voice was more tremulous 
and less certain when accompanied by 
the flute, than when by the guittar. 
" That was strange,'* her hearers said j 
** for her tones were naturally so rich 
and fluteJike/' 

Aremberg often evinced their pathetic 
power, by stealing and unconscious tears. 

Madame Roselheim's tender anxiety 
to allege plausible reasons for Meeta's 
particular timidity, whenever called to 
exercise her musical talent singly with 
Rupert, by degrees excited Meeta^s 
attention to this anxiety itself; it alarmed 
— it shocked — it overwhelmed her. She 
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eaetped the€;re of this affectionate and 
discerning friend : and as she felt now, 
her pitjing manner, a feding of intense 
gratitude, mixed with the bitter sense of 
hioniliation. 

An unexpected circumstance con- 
firmed this observation. 

Two or three neighbouring families 
w€ire joined to those of Mr. Vanderhoven 
at the parsonage one evening, and, 
after an impromptu dance on the bowling, 
green at sun-set, they were just returned 
to Madame Krazau and Ar^aberg in the 
arbour, where they were to isop, when a 
a packet was brought to Rupert ; -^ it 
came from the army. 

Prefacing the act by a few words of 
graceful apology, he broke the seal, and 
walked forwards to the front of the 
arbour to read his letter. 

Madame Roselheim, who had entered 
on the arim of Meeta, and was now with 
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followed her son, while retaining Meeta'^ 
support* 

** No summons for him, I hope !'* she 
faintly whispered, after some minutes 
close observation of his countenance. 
Meeta's heart caught the alarm of her's, 
and stopped its pulsation : her swift eye 
glancing over Rupert's face, saw it grave 
and sad. " Oh Heaven !** she exclaimed,^ 
forgetting every thing, at that moment, 
except the dread of his recall into war 
and danger. 

Her exclamation electrified Madame 
Roselheim ; who felt instantly the ne- 
cessity of saving a young heart from the 
future agony of knowing that it had be- 
trayed itself : she drew her arm from 
under Meeta'd, saying kindly, « Do not 
stay here, Meeta ;— you will feel too much 
for me if — go, go into the house, I shall 
need you there, perhaps.'* 

Her friend's true meaning flashed upon 
Meeta ; the momentary glance of those 
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jjiffhtning : it seemed to wither her ; but 
recovering her power of thought and 
movement, with a burning blush she 
glided past Rupert, and disappeared. 

Madame Roselheim approached her 
son, and cast a troubled look over the 
paper he held. « Thank God!*' she 
exclaimed, " I see my brother Melchior's 
hand ! if he is well, what other news can 
' affect you thus, my son ? — Are you ~-'* 
The apprehensive mother could not arti- 
ticulate more. 

... ** Not recalled, dearest mother" he 
.reptiedi, gently leading her forth under 
• the trees; ** but my news is not agree- 
able. There has been a severe* engage- 
ment, in which I have lost many friends ; 
— ronly friends.'* He added, seeing the 
effect of this information, " One of my 
truest well-wishers, though little of a 
personal friend, is taken from me, in 
Count Cratzenstein : he is killed." Ru- 
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and he brushed his hand across his eyes i 
and tried to smile« *« I am not yet 
hardened enough to these things: and 
the poor Count laid the first stone of 
my fortune." 

His mother did not immediately an<^ 
swer ; the pang of alarm which had seized 
her when he spoke of lost fiiends^ had 
not quite passed away, and her heart was 
yet vibrating between fear and thanks 
fulness. 

** I am sincerely sorry for the 
death of the Count ; she said at length, 
her eyes sufiusing more, as she proceeded, 
** but if it has pleased Providence to pre- 
serve others^ — to preserve also your 
noble patron the Field Marshal !" — 

" Ah, my mother," interrupted Ru- 
pert, *^ my uncle tells me, that the brave 
Torstenson is not likely to remain at the 
head of the Swedish army : he is about 
to retire ; and if he goes, I lose not only 
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yi — and for your sake, I would fain be, — *' 
3if lie left the sentence unfinished. 
( His mother pressed his hand against 

her heart : " Let us not anticipate evil, 
s my Rupert« Your good uncle does not 
s always report correctly j because he does 

it hastily. He is apt to despond for him- 

n self upon matters of promotion, so may 
il doit for you too. The Marshal's re- 

signation -^^ 
\ '< Is too certain, I fear,'' was her son's 

reply } << excessive fatigue before and 
after the battle I spoke of, and several 
nights bivouacking upon marshy ground, 
additionally soaked by heavy rains, have 
brought on an ague, which has made 
s^ havoc with his][shattered constitution. 
The medical men positively order him 
to retire from service ; and he has written 
to the Swedish Regency, for permission 
to. do 80. Thus I must make up my 
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early in my military career ; God grant 
it may be for the saving of his life !'* 

Rupert ended with a sigh, heavier 
than the occasion seemed to justify j — 
heavier than was frequent, with his 
happy and hoping nature. But he had 
greater cause of concern, than he chose * 
to pain his mother by imparting to her. 

General Wrangel was mentioned as 
the probable successor of Torstenson, 
and from him Rupert knew he had no 
personal favour to hope. Wrangel was 
brave, able, and strong-minded, but his "^ 
morals were unsound, his passions law- 
less, and his petty jealousy in affairs of 
gallantry, was known to have obstructed 
the advancement of younger and hand- 
somer officers. After the unintentional 
injury which Rupert had done him with 
the beauty at Halle, the latter had taken 
care to avoid similar ground of offence, 
but Wrangel either resented that ptst 
defeat, or expected future ones from the 
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of this nature at a high price himself, he 
concluded Rupert had vanity enough to 
do the same, and thus he acquired the 
habit of considering the young subaltern 
in the light of an insolent adversary. 

From these circumstances it was not 
difficult to foresee the personal conse* 
quences of this . unlucky change of com* 
manders ; and the suddenness as well as 
severity of the misfortune;, fairly van* 
quished Rupert's spirit. Perhaps ,un« 
known to himself be had raised a 
hope of rising to a situation in which* he 
might indulge his tender preference of 
Meeta, without injury to his first and 
dearest duty towards his mother, and 
that, through the united power of his 
own exertions, and the marshal's fiiend- 
ship. Be that as it may, he tried to 
rally, and said something in censure of 
his own weak despondency. 

<* My son," exclaimed his mother, re- 
garding him with the fullest and tender* 
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you wish to be honoured and rioh^ only 
for xny sake! Why then blame this 
just regret ? but indeed you magnify the 
evils of this change of Generals. The 
same merit which recommended you to 
Count Cratzenstein and the marshali will 
make a firiend and patron of his succeSi- 
sor, whoever that may be. The greatest 
cause of grief I find, is that you are to 
lose the benefit of the noble Torstenson's 
society ; and that you lose it in consef* 
quence of his impaired health.'' 

*< Yes, yes, these are the real evils." 
Rupert thoughtfully answered, returning, 
to his letter. Madame Roselheim all 
at once recollected Meeta. *♦ I'll leave 
you to settle your thoughts,'^ she said 
gently, and anxious to relieve the sus* 
pence of the poor absent one, turned 
towards the house. 

Meeta appealed from it at the same 
instant. She had gone thither, completely 
ovwwfaelmed with shame, and ht some 
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encountering again the eyes which had 
warned her away: but first, the hope 
arose, that Madame Roselheim might 
not entertain more than a slight suspi« 
cion of her feelings ; then the stronger 
one, that timely courage might entirely 
eradicate that suspicion i and lastly, so 
painful an eagerness to learn whether a 
new trial threatened her, that she sum-* 
moned resolution not to wait for the 
dreaded communication. 

With allowable deceit in both parties, 
p— virtuous shame inspiring it on one 
side, and the purest humanity on the 
other, they now advsmced, and met. 
f* Dismiss your kind fears for me, my 
dear Meeta/' exclaimed the sofl and 
encouraging voice of her tenderest 
friend, ^' my son is not recalled : I may 
be happy still.- '. 

That delicate , mode of allaying an- 
other's unauthorised fears, thrilled the 
the soul of Meeta: a variety of con* 
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frbm head to faot. She was unpractised 
even in such, holy dissembling as the 
present ; and though she spoke not, 
though she could sooner have died, than 
have owned her strong sense of that 
quick-sighted affection which had savied 
her surprised heart from exposing itself 
to Rupert, and to others; she gave 
Madame Roselheim a glance of the 
liveliest gratitude, while the carnation 
blood of her cheeks was almost seen to 
ihrob, as it deepened into vermilion. 

Without appearing to notice this tell- 
tale glow, Madame Roselheim; as they 
turned back to rejoin the company in 
the arbsDur, briefly acquainted her witli 
the nature of Rupert's letters. Meeta, 
though relieved from her first panic, 
was too much oppressed by confusion, 
and too sincerely grieved for Rupert, 
to be. capable of distinct, or continu- 
ed conversation; and both felt re- 
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«dves mixed up again with their other 
friends. 

It was neither the fashion of the age, 
nor of the country in whi^^h these per- 
son9 lived> to banish every thing except 
amusement from their social meetings. 
Even mere acquaintance were supposed 
to take such good-natured interest in 
the gratifications or vexations of those 
around them, that for one strongly 
moved, to have masked either his joy 
or sorrow, under a cjvil exterior of 
undisturbed composure, would have been 
considered as affectation, or as insult. 

In Mariendorpt especially, all had ac<- 
quired the right of participating in some 
degree with every member of their mini- 
ster's family z and while Madame Rosel- 
heim with a gentle $igh, now explained 
the cause of her temporary absence, and 
of her son's grave fjEice, she feared not 
the inward vexation of her neighbours, 
at this shade thrown over themselves. 
Sincere sympathy was expressed, true 

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concern shown : but that done, cheers 
fuller ideas were suggested j and the 
kind-hearted Hollanders joined Adolpha 
and Madame Krazau, in reviving pre- 
dictions that Marshal Torstenson would 
recover his health, return to his com-, 
mand, and make Rupert a colonel at 
least. As no sorcery, however, could 
restore Count Cratzenstein to life, they 
forbore to speak of him, 

Rupert yielded to these benevolent 
intentions, and smiled at his predicted 
honours : and, although the general tone 
of hilarity with which the evening com- 
menced was greatly lowered, one of 
amiable affectionateness took its place $ 
and serious, yet not melancholy con- 
versation prevailed after supper, instead 
of mirth and music. 

Amongst so many persons interested 
in Rupert, Meeta's greater proportion of 
sympathy was less noticeable. During 
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dorpt, Torstenson's character and mHu 
tary history had been their sole theme : 
so that, well-acquainted with the latter's 
worth, an,d with the importance of hi» 
favour to a young candidate for the same 
fortune, Meeta felt all the weight of the 
blow which had depressed the being 
most precious to her. 

But her paramount feeling was the 
consciousness of having betrayed her 
weakness to the honoured eyes of Ma- 
dame Roselheim. And, although that 
indulgent friend (justly relying upon 
Meeta's awakened guard of herself) had 
now resumed her usual tranquillity of 
look and manner, while addressing her, 
a constant thrill of confusion running* 
through the veins of the latter, whenever 
she met her eyes, renewed again and 
again the impression of the past distres- 
sing moment. 

How did she envy the happy Adolpha, 
who, privileged to show all her interest 
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under the most favorable aspect ! AdpU 
pba, indeed, showed more than her usual 
depth of feeling upon this occasion j and 
when the party broke up, after con- 
versing awhile with her protectress, she 
took Mr.Aremberg aside, and walked 
with him alone some time. 

In despite of her grateful friendship 
for Aremberg, Adolpha had confessed to 
Meeta that she stood fearfully in awe of 
him ; consequently this voluntary tete- 
d'tete proved how interested she must 
be in the subject of their discourse. — 
It was interesting to her : it contained a 
frank acknowledgment on her part of an 
earnest wish to serve her brave cousin 
in some way ; and for that purpose, she 
begged his friend to let her know as soon 
as possible who succeeded to the com- 
mand of Marshal Tprstenson, as many of 
their Danish connections had friends of 
high influence in the Swedish councils, 
and it might' be in Madame Krazau's 
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sach recommehdadohs for Rupert to the 
new General, as might indemnify him in 
the way of promotion for the loss of his 
two first milltaiy patrons. 

Receiving Aremberg's promise to do 
thisy she slipped back again to her god- 
mother. 

After Muhldenau's family were ' re- 
tonied home^ and their nightly prayei^ 
readi Rupert, instead of going directly v 
ta bis room, went out into the garden 
with Aremberg, and remained there some 
time after the other's depsurture* . 

Meeta observed that he was still wag- 
ing by himself, when she approached hei* 
TJwindowtaopen it completely^ on retiring 
to rest 

The vine which covered all that side 
of the house, and even spread above the 
roof of her present chamber, formed so |jb. 

thick a curtain before her casement, that t. 

she was not likely to be visible froqi 
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ever^ and indulged hersdf for an interval^ 
in contemplating Rupert by the waning 
moonlight. 

Never had she seen his countenance 
with a similar expression in it. A fixed 
seriousness had taken place of ite usual 
cheerful sweetness: and as he slowly 
walked up and down» the faint moon- 
beam occasionally striking on his figure, 
through openings itn the high dark 
shrubs, made him appear unusually pal^ 
and thus gave increased interest to his 
whole appearance. The regular return 
of his military step had something so- 
lemn in it, heard thus in the deep repose 
of night : Meeta felt it, like melancholy 
music. She believed him revolving the 
hews from the army ; and, Considering 
the line of conduct he ought to pursue 
in consequence ; and^ as she thought thi% 
future probabilties came rushing on her 
with overwhelming force. 

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domestic life. Upon the present occasion, 
Adolpha had shown her interest in him 
without an attempt at conceaknent ; so 
that if hitherto he had been deterred, 
i^om ascertaining his hope of success, 
through apprehension of failure, Meetac 
thought he must now be encouraged to 
dare the one, and expect the other. From 
Madame Krazau too, she fancied there 
would be no opgfisition j or, if there were, 
her opposition in this world was not 
likely to endure long : she was evidently 
^st slipping out of life* 

Conceiving that similar conclusions 
must have been made by Rupert, Meeta 
judged him at this moment revolving 
them in his mind, and settling his future 
plans in consequence. 

But why did not an air of tender joy, 
or of passionate impatience soften. the 
meditative bend of his ^brow ? Could 
there be n prospect of greater earth|^ 
felicity for any mortal, than that of an 
union with the woman he loved, and that 
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woman the object of general admiration, 
with fortune to rid him of every care, ac- 
complishments to honour, and virtues to 
bless him ? 

Meeta's insidious heart would have 
reminded her of many a look, many an 
escaped word from Rupert, which it 
seemed impossible for her to have ex- 
cited, had his whole heart really be- 
longed to another : but 6he turned reso- 
lutely away from such suggestions ; only 
suffering herself to fear that his heart 
was yet unwon, and that if he should oBkr 
himself 9t last to Adolpha, it would be 
rather from motives of gratitude for her 
generous attachment, and from con- 
sideration of his mother's natural wishes, 
than from such a spontaneous sentiment 
as gives transport to the person who may 
indulge it* 

So imperfect a happiness for Rupert, 
for whom Meeta thought even the high- 
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Stood with eyes swimming in tears, 
mournfully regarding him, as he conti<» 
nued his solitary walk up and down. 

For heiselfy she ventured not to in^ 
dulge.any r^et. Happily her natural 
romance . of feding had been timely 
moderated . by a knowledge of her pa? 
rents' sufferings from the want of that 
•*:dros8*' which: youth generously dis- 
dains, and ignorfutly believes unworthy 
thought. She had heard too many 
accounts of the extreme misery into 
which imprudent ' young persons had 
plunged their exiled families by gratify- 
ing an otherwise honourable section 
in defiance of mutual penury: she had 
witnessed* too often the pain with which 
Madame Roselheim received the bounty 
of her good brother-in-law, jaot . to ac- 
Jaiowledge that a com^petence of scMiie 
sort, at least a fair prospect of such com- 
petence, is necessary, ^ere two hearts 
dare yield themselves up to the very 
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And if she, so yoaag and inexperi-' 
meed, could own the sad importance of 
such considerations^ what must they be 
in the just estimate of a parent? Thus, 
while Meeta believed Madame Rosd- 
heim anxious for her son's union wiAf 
Adolpha^ though aware of the former's 
devotedness to him, she did not blame 
Ah perfect friend, but rather honoured 
her maternal a£fection» 

Murmuring prayers, therefore, in Ra* 
pert's behalf; intreating Heaven to influ- 
ence his judgment so as to produce the 
greatest happiness for himself and his 
mother ; and asking for her own self only 
perfect, submission, she withdrew from 
the window, leaving Rupert still wrapt 
in silent meditation. 

The meditations Meeta had fancied 
for him, were not very unlike those he 
really pursued. Struck by Adolpha's 
earnest wish to serve him, as reported 
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m isaoTj of former floating thoughts about 
ri her, he was in truth seriously ^uikiDg 
s« himself whether those passing moments 
Ii of flattered consciousness, and strongly* 
1m etcited interest, did not impose the ne« 
m cessity upon him of offering her the 
^ fa^art she might th«is have been led to 
m consider as at her command ? 
^ Though certain that he had never inten« 

tionally, or involuntarily, breathed a 
jt word translateable into the language of 
li passion,. he thought that perhaps he had 
^x been culpably undecided, when his uncle 
jr first noticed Adolpha's regard, and laid 
^ its great advantages before him; and 
jy that even his perfect inexperience of 
^ love did not excuse him for having been 
so long dubious whether he ought not 
. to g^e that name to the affectionate 

. admiration she inspired ? 
J There was something within him now, 

which assured him that he had never 
felt any spontaneous wish of h^i^ more 
to her than a friend and cousin. , 
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This very absence of such a desire, on- 
the present occasion, made him readily 
believe what, had it promised him happi- 
ness, he would: with diflSculty have be- 
lieved, and generoAlsly have forborne to 
act upon, her secret preference. And 
though he deemed it unlikely that Ma« 
dame Krazau should consent to such a 
match, be knew npt whether he ought 
not, for his mother's sake, to court the 
possible chance of success ; and at any 
rate for Adolpha's, propitiate her delicacy, 
and make the sacri£k:e of his own pri-* 
vate wishes, by offering her those afiec- 
tions, upon which perhaps his surprised 
vanity, or grateful kindliness had taught 
her to reckon. 

Removed from his uncle's constant 
remarks, and surrounded by persons who 
knew Adolpha merely as the equal friend 
of both her preservers, he had insensibly 
forgotten to consider her in a nearer 
point of view : Aremberg had forborne 
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ject ; Madame Roselheitn appeared not 
to dream of such a circumstance j so 
that it was not until the moment in 
wMch her coming was announced by 
Madame Krazau's letter^ that Rupert 
felt conscious, something more than a 
relation's feeling might be leading 
Adolpha to Mariendorpt* 

But how ea:ch of jtfiem might feel/ 
when they met again, after the lapse of ^ 
so many months, was a matter of conjee* 
ture : by that time Adolpha might have 
worn out her slight liking for him ; and 
in that case, all Rupert's perplexities 
would vanish. He could not disguise 
from himself, that such a termination 
would cause him joy. 

The strange disturbance he expe-^ 
rienced, when, having playfully tfixed 
Meeta with abetting the design against 
Aremberg's heart, her agitation seemed 
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instant caused him to Mart at his own 
danger: but, resolving to^ think the 
weakness he dreaded, impossible to a son 
bound to labour solely for the dearest 
of mothers, he had so successfully ba- 
nished that conversation from his 
thoughts, that it was only now and then 
Meeta's sensitive heart could feel quick 
vibration with 80£(ie passing emotion of 
bis. It was not, indeed, till Rupert 
actually saw her by the side of Adolpha, 
and felt the wide difference of the emo- 
tions they caused him, that he was coii- 
vinced his growing delight at Marien-^ 
dorpt had another cause, besides that of 
bis mother's society- 

]From that moment, he felt greater 
difficulty in resisting the pleasure of 
comparing these interesting rivals with 
each other ; a comparison which always 
seemed to justify to himself, the tender 
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insUoti penmtfied himself to imagine 
the possibility of safely indulging in it, 
at a future time* 

Thus, the sole fruit poor Meeta was 
likely to gather from this smothered j>re* 
ference, was the bosom-tribute of his 
present indifference to the woman, higher 
gifted by fortune than herself:— *• the 
period was perhaps not far distant, when, 
totally extinguished for her, reason and 
gratitude might succeed in reluming the 
fire afresh, and directing it towards this 
very object. 

Upon this last visionary hope, Rupert 
was, in truth, revolving now: hope, it 
may be termed, since both duty and 
tenderness made his mother's restoration 
to something like her former affluence 
and station, the dearest aim. of his life. 
For her sake, therefore, he bent his spirit 
to calculate the worldly advantages of a 
marriage with one as rich as amiable; 
for her sake, he felt that he could tear 
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ed, hopes wider blown, than those which 
had silently grown up there for Meeta } 
but the longer he reflected, the noore was 
he convinced, that he could not cheat a 
devoted and trusting creature, into a 
false* belief of being fondly beloved, 
when she was but calmly esteemed. 
It was not yet, therefore, he concluded, 
that he ought to offer himself to Adolpha : 
it was incumbent upon him to wait, 
until the impression made by Meeta 
should be quite efiaced by time and his 
own conscientious self-denial ; after 
which, he might hope to cultivate a true 
affection for Adolpha, growing out of 
more attentive consideration of her many 
excellencies, and a stronger conviction, 
than he could even now pm'suade him- 
self to entertain, of her decided pre- 
ference. 

Fixed in such resolutions, Rupert 
resolved to " think no more,** that night; 
and, quitting the garden, he repaired to 
his chamber, where, commending his 



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thoughts and actions to the guidance of 
a higher Power, as earnestly, though 
more briefly than Meeta had done, he 
sunk by degrees into the quiet sleep 
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FoETUNATELY for Rupert, Colonel Rosel- 
jbeiin^s letter contained nothing which 
could create aw;kwardness in him, on the 
subject of Adolpha Falkenberg. The 
Colonel's head, while writing, had been 
too full of vexatious military changes, 
for any further mention of that lady, than 
what was given in a congratulation of 
himself for having had her embroidered 
scarf upon his shoulders, when all the 
rest of his accoutrements fell into the 
hands of the enemy. Rvpert therefore 
discussed the letter with his mother, the 
next day, without any embarrassment. 

A night^s rest, or reflection, had calm- 
ed the agitations of both mother and son, 
when they met to review their feelings 
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have persuaded his mother of what he 
tried to believe himself, th^the was once 
more fit for active service. The resttwred, 
use of his arm seemed indeed to give colour 
to this assertion : but though the Francis* 
can^s skill had greatly subdued the effects 
of the. internal injury his patient had re- 
ceived, the latter was inwardly conscious 
that so long as strict regimen, avoidance 
of night-damps, and abstinence from vio* 
Itot exercise were requisite, so long must 
he consider himself unable to brave the 
casualties of war. 

Under this impression, he could not 
make a successful stand against the ten* 
der questionings of his mother, and the 
serious expostulations of Father Joachim^ 
when he would have obtained their con- 
tent to silence Colonel Roselheim^s rough 
censure of idlers and stay-aUhomes^ by 
immediately rejoining the army. 

Independent of the mortification ex* 
cited by his nucleus contemptuous raillery^ 
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ment lost, at his age, and in his profes* 
sion, was irretrievable : he was anxious 
nof, to mijs any opportunity of distinguish- 
ing himself; since every step he might 
$o obtain, must enlarge his means of tes* 
tifying his affection for his mother, and 
contribute to that feeling of honourable 
independence for her and for himself, 
which he thirsted to attain. He was de* 
slrous, also, of seeing the noble Torsten- 
8on,erethe removal of that hero from the 
army ; not only in the hope of securing 
his afiectionate remembrance hereafter ; 
but that he might learn from him, the 
best mode of honourably conciliating the 
favor of those who were to succeed in 
the command. 

The government of PoQierania had 
been always named as the Field-marshal's 
reward, whenever he should choose to 
claim it for his military labours ; so that 
unless Rupert could give him the meet- 
ing in that part of Germany, or proceied 
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ters, he was not likely to me^^ this va- 
lued friend again. But the latter step 
his health forbade j the former, poverty 
denied. 

Most things are practicable to the rich j 
to the poor nearly all are impossible: only 
at times like these, or when the distresses 
of others cried out to him, in vain, did 
Rupert feel more then his mother's 
wrongs J one throb for himself, would then 
rise in his gentle breast against his father. 

But ever careful not to infect his mo- 
ther with his regrets, or to draw upon 
himself obligations which he might avoid 
either by self-denial, or self-restraint, he 
kept this cause of concern secret, not 
only from her, but from Aremberg j so 
true it is, that for perfect friendship, 
perfect equality is necessary: delicacy 
on one side, and generosity on the other, 
rendering disparity of fortune, a justrea- 
son.for reserve upon particular occasions. 
A day or two pf pensivenesss in Ma- 
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her son, were the only visible traces left 
upon them, by the unpleasant news con- 
tained in Colonel Roselheim's letter. Both 
felt with due gratitude that what they 
grieved at, was rather a disappointment 
than a calamity ; the loss of a hope, not 
the bereavementof an actual blessings and 
that consequently, though they might be 
permitted to shrink under the stroke, they 
would be unpardonable t6 let it crush them* 

It was time, indeed, to dismiss such 
absorbingthoughts as render us unsocial : 
the immediate circle round them claioied 
attention: for the unpleasant liour of 
parting with Madame Krazau and Adol-' 
pha approached. 

Every one dreaded that hour ; every one 
except the very person who was supposed 
the least able to encounter it. In truth, 
so far from testifying a lover-like sadness 
upoii this occasion, Rupert, unknown to 
/to himself, felt his spirits rise in propor- 
tion as that hour drew nearer. Although 
closer acquaintance with his charming 



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coasin had increaged his affectionate e^ 
teem for her character, and convinced, 
hitn that she merited the truest attach- 
ment, a sentiment of uneasiness in her 
presence, the consciousness of not liking 
her enough, and the fear of being thought 
to like her too well, rendered her society 
a restraint rather then an enjoyment to 
him. But he saw that her bright spirits 
were often suddenly overcast, as the 
dreaded day came on, and a pang of pity^ 
as often stopt him short in his endeavour 
to amuse away her fit of dejection. 

Meeta, too, who had lately surprised 
Adolpha in tears more than once, though 
she delicately forbore to notice it, even to 
the confused weeper herself, yet beheld 
her with the tenderest compassion, and 
almost wished that Rupert were now as 
sensible to her beauty and excellence, as 
she had at first believed him. 

Meeta could well afibrd such genero- 
sity : her heart was deceitful like the most 
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more for Adolpha, in proportion as it 
faftd less occasion to wish for itself. For 
in spite of all Rupert's sincere resolutian$i 
a look, a word would escape him, which 
her beating heart translated only too 
well Yet she forbore to dwell on those 
throbs of blissful emotion ; turning from 
them with this sighing apostrophe, ** At 
least it is sweet to think that he could 
have loved me, had fortune permitted 
iti" 

The night for Madame Krazau's depar- 
ture was now fixed, and the day was to be 
spent all together at the Parsonage. 

It was the last of the bowery month of 
June : Meeta had made every thing look 
pretty within the house ; summer and 
sunshine rendered all beautiful witliout. 

When Mr. Vanderhoven entered with 
his companions into the large light par- 
lour, where they were to dine, he stopt to 
pay more than his usual tribute of com- ^ 
pliment and comparison upon the oc- 
casion. 

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The cloudless day was so liot, that 
every window had been set openj so 
adding the flowers and verdure of the 
garden to the flowers and evergreens in 
the room. No article of furniture had 
escaped Meeeta^s passion for these na- 
tural decorations j except only the chairs 
they were to sit upon, and that ancient 
sanctuary of family taste and family 
pride — the buffet. Here Jemima griped 
the sceptre — her hold being too tena- 
cious for a gentler phrase, and in defi- 
ance of Meeta's boldest efforts, had suc- 
ceeded in displaying her full glitter of 
venerable tankards, and parti-coloured 
china, without one intrusive beau-pot to 
mar their array. The clock, however, 
she had abandoned without concern ; 
and there, the figure of Time, put out of 
sight by Meeta's roses and carnations, 
afforded Mr, Vanderhoven a happy op- 
portunity of jumbling flowers and plea- 
sures together, in a figure of rlietoric. 

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tnemorate this day^ I perceive/' he added, 
solemnly bowing to her. 

« Yes/' observed Adolpha, with quick* 
ness ; <' she has dressed it with a garland, 
like Jjer own bright cheeks, as if it were 
a day of rejoicing !" She smiled as she 
said this, though something of a re- 
proachful expression quivered over her 
features, and glanced through the tear in 
her eyes. 

Meeta was pained and surprised, and 
had not voice to reply: her father, 
willing to make light of Adolpha's re* 
mark, asked whether it were not usual to 
dress victims with flowers ? and Rupert 
whispered, " If Meeta's cheeks are like 
a garland, 'tis a dew-sprinkled one just 
now," directing Adolpha's attention to the 
big tears which already trembled there. 

Adolpha must have felt Uie mild ap- 
peal of those tears, or the more serioust: 
rebuke of Mr. Aremberg's astonished 
look; for, giving sudden way to the strong 
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probably been working in her all the 
way from Mr, Vanderhoven^s, she threw 
herself sobbing upon Meeta's neck. 

Madame Krazau, not unused to such 
hasty bursts of sensibility in the young 
creature, whose peculiar nature neither 
fashion nor education could wholly con- 
trcl, undertook to explain thia : the ej^- 
planaUon was, indeed, natural aad e»y : 
Adolpha had been so happy at Marien* 
dorpt, she said» — so pleased with every* 
thing and everybody ; she was going 
away to a strange place, and knew not 
when all here might meet again : and she 
loved Meeta. so exceedingly, that her 
sensitive feelings were hurt by the 
momentary fancy, that their regret .. at 
parting was not mutual. 

All this, Adolpha, as she heard* coii6rm> 
ed by man}^ a gasping affirmation, and 
many an ardent pressuse of Meeta against, 
heir labouring breast. The tears^ mean^ 
while, stole tenderly and softly down 
Meeta^s blooming cheeks, as Madame, 
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Roselheim, with her soul-subduing voice, 
and cheering smiles, every now and 
then uttered a few words that assisted in 
explaining, and excusing, and recon- 
ciling, and restoring all parties to com- 
posure; 

Recovered from this embarrassing 
burst of ungovemed emotion, and ex- 
pressing sincere contrition for it, Adolpha, 
all crimson with shame, yet trying to 
banter herself, invited Meeta to wafk 
with her in the garden till dinner. 

During their short promenade, many 
a fttrong assurance of mutual friendship 
was exchanged ; and a lock of 'Meeta^s 
beautiful hair was claimed by Adolpha, 
in recompense for the copy of Eustatia 
Vanderhoven's picture. 

« And here is something not for your- 
self, my dear Meeta,'' ^headied, putting 
a smaH purse full •f gold coin into her 
hand. " \Y^henev» *you see any poor 
creature, whose wants may require more 
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self, will you do me the kind office of 
using this for me? I am the child of 
charity myself ^ you know, and must not 
forget my brothers and sisters* in af- 
fliction.'* . 

Not even the present, upon which 
Meeta was yet bending her tearful eyes 
with a mixture. of pain and pleasure, 
could be more welcome than this con- 
siderate donation. She felt, too, the 
delicate mode by which this more fortu- 
nate friend supplied her only want, that 
of administering freely to the wants of 
others : she felt that there coij^d.be no- 
thing humiliating in thus becoming the 
almoner of a benevolent spirit; yet her 
colour he^htened as she received the 
purse; and when she would have frankly 
expressed her own amiable reason for ac* 
cepting mxch a gift, embarrassment 
chained her tongue* > . - -* 

It. was the iirrt pecuiyary . piPesejpit 
Meeta had ever, taken from any one ; and 
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it^ natural to youth upon such occasions ; 
«^a reluctance which Providence has 
stamped upon every ingenuous hearty to 
form the safeguard of private independ- 
ence» and of public good. 

Adolpha interrupted her hesitating 
attempt at acknowledgment ; and, fixing 
het sparkling eyes upon her countenance 
with a mournful softness^ in which their 
usual ft'es went out> she said^ ^^ And now, 
Jileetay promise to write to mewheneirer an 
^pportuni^occurs,andtellme all theii^ws 
«tf Marknflorpt — I mean« every tfaln^at 
happenaJb^ those I am so sorry to leave. 
Keep nothing back, I charge you, from 
icardLessness or shyness : *-» tell me every 
thing; be sure I shall rejoice to hear of 
whatever makes all or any of you happy, 
be it what it may ; even — " she added,^ 
lanothering a convulsive si^ in a forced 
laugh, -— << if it should be your marriage 
with — Mr. Vanderhoven P* 

At the word marriage, Meeta's senses 
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name to fi)llow, which she believed para- 
mount in Adolpha's thoughts, as well as 
her own. At mentionof Mr.Vanderhoven, 
she recovered, and forcing an air of ba* 
dinage^said, he was too magnificent a prize 
for her to gain.** 

" I believe you may have whom you 
will, in this circle, Meeta,*' said Adolpha, 
relapsing into sad seriousness} **md if 
you han^ the power, I trust you know 
how to value it. -^ There are hearts here, 
o o sacred for trifling with.** -«» 

All in disorder, alarm, ahd concern 
for the supposed feelings of thg agitated 
speaker, Meeta was going to abjure such 
wide influence, when the appearance of 
Mr. Aremberg advancing to summon 
them to dinner, checked her tongue. 
Adolpha hurried past him with an emo- 
tion so evident, that he would not hazard 
increasing it by a question ; yet he went 
up to Meeta, who was atill holding the 
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who, hastening to put it in her pocket, 
dropt it just at his feet. 

To lift it from the ground j to start 
and gaze on it j and, amidst a burst of 
hoarded feelings, to enquire how such a 
portrait was never known to him before, 
were the actions of an instant : the secret 
was confessed ; and having listened to it 
in affecting silence, Aremberg, who had 
all the time kept his eyes fixed 4Jpon the 
picture, sighing as if his heart would 
break, pressed it suddenly to that heart 
with startjybg vehemence, and thrusting 
it back ii^to the hand of Meeta, bade her 
go into the house, and he would rejoin 
her after a single turn in the walk, alone. 

Meeta seeing how deeply he was. af- 
fected, obeyed him without remark. 

When Aremberg re-appeared, the party 
were already seated at table : he took his 
place without speaking ; but, as he did so, 
his modest eye, which never spoke fully, 
exc^t on great occasions, was directed 
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such, an exprassioO) that Meeta thrilled 
with. sudden fear for him, and sighed to 
think that AdQlpha's heart was no longer 
to be won. 

The late incident had settled the tem- 
per of the day : each individual of the com- 
pany was thrown off their poise by it ; all 
were, indeed, too truly attached to each 
other, not to feel their spirits unequal to 
exertion i^nd thecertainty of an approach- 
ing pang poisoned present enjoyment. 

Madame Krazau more than once dropt 
a melancholy foreboding, that she at least, 
should never sit at that peaceful board 
again ; and Aremberg, plunged in a sor- 
rowful reverie, sighed so often and so 
deeply, that he startled every one. 

Meeta, observing the disquiet of his 
uncle and his friend, at this dejection, 
took an opportunity of whispering to both 
alternately, its probable cause, — the un- 
expected sight pf Eustatia^s miniature : his 
depression thus accounted for, they ab- 
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Aftw dinner^ S6 much of the day re- 
mained, that such of the gentlemen as 
had regular employments, betook them« 
selves to them for a- while ; Muhldenaii 
retired to his stady ; and Aremberg went 
out into the village, to attend some adult 
scholars^ who were anxious to learn from 
him how to read the comforter of* old age, 
the Holy Scriptures, lijadame Krazau 
leaned back in her high-elbowed chair to 
rest her languid spirits ; while the othet 
ladies sat down to useful needle-work. 
Mr. Vanderhoven told anecdotes of per- 
sons long gone to their graves, equally 
unknown to his hearers, as to fame ; and 
Rupert made sketches for Adolpha, of 
every object round Mariendorpt, of which 
she asked for a memorandum. 

As her son made these slight drawings, 
and Adolpha received them, Madame 
Roselheim silently observed their very 
different manners. Adolpha sought and 
obtained these remembrances of the place 
she cotifessed to like so much, with an 



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agitated sensibility ill-dissembled under 
an air of girlish whiitt : Rupert indulged 
her in it with an easy good nature, which 
evidently sought no occult fiieaning in 
lier conduct. It was clear, therefore that 
his heart was not on the watch, to trans- 
late Adolpha's regrets and inconsisten- 
cies, into a flattering feeling for himself. 
« She is ifien nothing to him !'* Ma- 
dame Hoselheim thought pensively, — 
** Poor Adolpha ! -^ and thy fate then, ' my 
son, is yet to be known. — Who is to win 
thee ? — Who deserves thee ?" 
' Madame Roselheim's softened eyes 
moistened unconsciously, as she turned 
them alternately from Adolpha to Meeta, 
and from Meeta to Rupert. She la- 
mented that the iron destiny of the two 
last, forbade her to wish hfer soft sensible 
to the saiiie sentiment wTiich Meeta, 
she wa^ to& well aifetired, felt for him j 
aiid 'iwfh aiiothet's and friend's mingled 
cfredd andidea&rfe, she lost hefself in ittia- 
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nearly equally dear to her; and though 
she fondly believed the dearest of them 
free from that cruel torment, for which 
her heart was wrung with pity for the 
other, still she trembled lest, at some fu- 
ture day, he might become sensible to 
such touching tenderness, or love one, 
either too rich or too poor for their mu- 
tual happiness. 

The weather at this period was unusu- 
ally hot; and the present was one of 
those days, in which noon has the still- 
ness of midnight. Not a breath of air 
stirred either the leaves of the vine, which 
obscured the light of one window j nor 
moved the freer branches of a huge wal- 
nut-tree, which through the other, cast 
a grateful coolness and its green shadow 
into the room. The humming of Meeta's 
bees, over beds of mignionette under the 
last mentioned window, was the only 
sound that came from without : their lul- 
ling murmurs by degrees closed the eyes 
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slumbers of an: invalid, forming a plau^ 
sible excuse for silence in the rest of the 
party, Mr. Vanderhoven stole down. a 
book of prints, and each of the others re** ^ 
tired into their own thoughts. 

By the time the absent members of the 
party re^assembled, every one of them 
wore a more disengaged appearance ; and 
as the evening came on, a gentle breeze 
began tO; move among the shrubs, and 
masses of magnificent clouds to float be- 
fore the sun. 

The heat, till now, had been too op« 
pressive j but the present coolness was 
only the more delicious after it ; and 
with one consent they removed into the 
open air. 

While the others sauntered about; or 
sat down in the blushing, breathing gar- 
den, aa inclination prompted Madame 
Roselheim attentively led Madame KA- 
zau into the summer room by the 'water's 
edge, where the breeze was yet fresher, 
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ofaill from the ground : there, the latter, 
saiously adverting to her fastMleclining 
health, talked with regret of leaving 
Adolpha, though^ amply provided for, 
without a protector. She then besought 
Madame Roselheim to promise that she 
would go immediately to the forlorn 
orphan, whenever she should hear that 
Providence had taken her present friend. 
« And if my poor girl feels unwilling, 
at such a time, to remain in a scene that 
must be sorrowful to her,^^ said the 
invalid, dropping a tear, << may I hope 
that you will take her back with you to 
Mariendorpt ! and keep her amongst yoii, 
til her spirits return, or till she bestow 
herself upon some deserving man : so he 
be but her equal in birth and merit, I 
care not; and she is not ambitious, 
otherwise. •— It is unnecessary to follow 
Madiune Krazau through the little his- 
tory of Adolpha^B rejected proposals of 
macriag^ which she insensibly r^eated, 
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regretted what she proilMsed to coq' 
sider only with approbation i her god* 
dau^ter's indifference to ofibred rank. 

The lenient person to whom sbet ad* 
dressed this/ forgavo the nattftal vHdity 
of afl^ction for its object $ and believed 
the kindness of Madame Krazau not 
the less sincere, that it was not managed 
more delicately. Touched with th^ 
gelnerotis enconragement thib discdurse 
eiridently held forth to her son^ and the 
fileedom it bestowed upon Adolpha^s in^' 
clinationsi Madame Roselheim sighed td 
think thait her Rupert was not likely t6 
benefit by snch rare disintetestednetRi | 
y6t she gave the promise re^db-edi both 
a^afriend and arelative, accomp^ying it 
with expressions of soothing" attgiiiyfo^ 
the health of the invalid. 

Madame Krazau shook ber head, and 
sunk into dejected silence j from which 
th6 entitmce o|*the mitAMk andMr. Vimi* 
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conversation assumed a more.cheerful and 
less confidential turn. 

Meanwhile, the younger part of the 
company rambled from the garden into 
the meadows, admiring the luminous 
changes of the sky, where volumes of 
snowy clouds were arranging themselves 
in glorious succession along the western 
horizon ; promising a splendid spectacle, 
when the sun should reach their majestic 
heads. The refulgent orb itself blazing 
like some angelic vision in its radiant 
car, from the centre of a glittering cloud, 
was rapidly descending towards these 
alps of Heaven: his glorious progress 
arrested the attention of the ramblers. 
The contemplation of so magnificent an 
object, drew their thoughts from their 
own immediate concerns, and Adolpha 
soon attended with evident interest,, to 
the almost inspired language, of Arem- 
berg. His imagination, indeed, nay 
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nomena of the heavens; and he now 
walked by her side, not coldly explain- 
ing the fonnation of vapours into the 
beautiful appearances they were witness* 
ing, but talking of other worlds in other 
planets, with a holy earnestness which 
won her quite out of herself. 

Meeta, to whom the subject of astro- 
nomy was rendered familiar by her father^ 
and Rupert, who was never more happy 
than when transporting his friend into his 
finest mood, prevented Aremberg from 
stopping in his ardent course, by timely 
suggesting new subjects of poetical con- 
jecture, or such as awaken a higher 
order of enthusiasm. During thtsir walk, 
the sun sunk behind the embattled 
clouds, leaving their ilkiininated points, 
tinged with ten thousand vivid colours ; 
and as these chained, first steepening, 
and then wholly fading, the evening 
star was seen in the clew blue ether j 
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extensive fortress^ stretching along the 
horizon in silent ffitid solitary majesty. 

The soft and silvery light of that sin- 
^e star, thus solemnly contrasted, threw a 
shade of^ensiveness over the enthusiastic 
feelings inspired hy the sunset and the 
equal glow of Aremberg's conversation, 
so that each of his youthful hearers sunk 
back into their own thoughts, when he 
ceased to speak* 

Adolpha was the first to break their 
silencCi . 

** When I shall next see that star,^^ she 
said, — and stopt: her eyes were wet 
with tears*' << You will tibiink of us, I 
hope, my dear cousin ?'^ said Rupert, 
pressing her hand* 

" I promise yoUj we Ivill think of you,** 
and he sighed. 

Aremberg, on the other side, murmur- 
ed some words which Meeta did not hear, 
but she saw that he also pressed a hand 
<^ Adolpha; he touched that hand only 
an instant } Rupert retained the eoe he 
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Adolpha's emotioH was excessive: 
she seemed scarcely able to support her- 
self; and Meeta thought she saw on her 
expressive countenance^ the full efieot of 
Rupert's undisguised tenderness. There 
was grief, there was joy in that counte- 
nance,-— a something, in short, which 
seemed to say that Adolpha could at 
this instant have willingly yielded up 
life, satisfied with the bliss she then ex- 
perienced. 

Whatever the emotion w|ts, it was 
potent enough to take from Adolpha the 
power of speech: Meeta felt her own 
heart withering ; but she found v(Hce to 
tell their companions that they overcame 
her friend, and had better, therefore, 
leave them to walk back by themsdves. 

Arembergthen drew Rupert away, and 
turned with him towards a cluster of elms 
at a short distance. 

When their figures disa|>peared amqpg 
the trees, Adolpha lost ail feeling of 
restrain^ and burst into tears. Meeta 
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doubtful whether she ought or ought 
liot to take particular notice of this 
second paroxysm of tumultuary feel- 
ii^ in her new friend j but unable to 
decide, and hesitating still, she gradually 
moved forwards with her, towards their 
home. She herself could not weep : 
though a dismal weight hung upon her: 
heart, bearing down all its former fond 
fancies about love and Rupert. 

" I know not what you will ih;nk of 
me, dearest Meeta^** at length Adolpha 
said J " you are sorry to part with us> yet 
can command yourself, and I cannot I — 
but you are staying, —I am going! — 
you, lose only one or two that you love, 
and 1 leave -^ matiy !** The passionate 
sigh which burst forth with this last 
word, Meeta too truly felt, belonged but 
to one of that many ; and she could have 
echoed it for herself. She stifled, how- 
ever every selfish consideration, uttering 
only words of grateful and cheering af- 
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By the time they reached the Parson- 
age garden, her soothing rhetoric had 
taken efiecti and Adolpha, flattered with 
the assurance of being dear to every per- 
son there, became calm. For the re» 
maipder of the evening she was more 
thoughtful and silent than usual ^ but 
there was an expression of tender satis- 
faction, of tremulous expectancy in her 
eyes, which, while it made them infi- 
nitely more beautiful than when in their 
glittering dress, convinced Meeta that 
Adolpha was still thrilling with the re- 
collection of Rupert's perhaps^r^f testis 
mony of deep interest. 

After a longer absence than might 
have been expected, Rupert and Arem- 
berg rejoined the party, now all collect- 
ed in the summer*room, where part of 
them had been left. They also brought 
back serener faces than they carried awayj 
and the short remnant of the time 'passed 
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ihe day* Rupert talked with confidence 
of their all meeting again in health and 
happiness; predicted a speedy end to 
the waff to the marring of his advance- 
ment; and promised, whenever that should 
happen, to bring his mother to Alsace. 

Madame Krazau sighed at this promise, 
as thinking she should not live to witness 
its fulfilment: yet she pressed their 
other surrounding friends to make a si- 
milar one; and at length won Muhide- 
nau, to jallow them the hope of a visit 
from Meeta, whenever either Mr. Vander- 
hoven or Madame Roselheim would un- 
dertake the journey with her. 

Purjing her share in this discourse, 
Adolpha now and then shone out with 
her customary brilliancy ; although never 
once did she appear entirely that highly- 
polished creature she had appeared at 
first. Her sensibility was too completely 
roused, for the veil of courtly elegance to 
be long or easily worn : and as if hope or 
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than de^ndency, she was evidently less 
careful than fonnerly, of the looks and 
language that betrayed her regrets. 

Meeta saw, or fancied she saw, a tee* 
derer expression than was wont, when 
he ^regarded his charming cousin, in the 
eye3 of Rupert : the observation did 
not raise her spimts ) and when her father 
called upon her to close the evening, and 
hallow the parting hour, by a favourite 
hymn, her voice was low and faltering; 

She sang, however ; and her own sweet 
voice, like the harp of David, or rather 
the confidence in her Maker's wisdom 
and goodness, which the words of her 
hymn breathed, banished the fiend of 
selfishness : and when she pressed Adol- 
pha to her guileless breast, as they took 
leave of each other, it swelled with a sin* 
cere prayer for her happiness, even though 
that were only attainable by an union 
with Rupert. 

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d$tion of Mads^^meKrazauifor whom such 
a mode of travelling was prescribed^ the 
small vessel they had hirpd to convey 
th^m up the Rhine, came to receive them 
at the landing-place of the Parsonage. 
All parties having previously agreed that 
it would be a wise plan to depart by 
night, when they might severally find so- 
lace for the pain of parting in probable 
sleep* 

In the Station of saying "good-bye!" 
Meeta could not observe any thing ; and 
while she was repeatedly kissing Madame 
Krazau's hand, and renewing the pro- 
mise of visiting Alsace, neither heard 
nor saw what passed between Adolpha 
and Rupert. The first thing she did 
hear, was an exclamation from the latter, 
expressive of a wish that he were thought 
well-enough to accompany them through 
their journey; and as he spoke, he turned 
a speaking look upon Aremberg, His 
friend, with habitual embarrassment, 
changed colour, and stood irresolute : 



OF MARIENDORPT. 145 

then, all at once addressing Madame 
Krazau, offered, rather than intreated her 
to accept his escort as a substitute for 
that of Rupert* 

The proposition, at first, was not re- 
eeived as serious ; then as gratefully ac- 
knowledged, as courteously declined : 
repeated by Arembergj urged by Ru- 
pert : considered more leisurely j and 
finally accepted. 

Meeta failed not to note, that until 
Rupert enforced his friend's offer, Adol- 
pha's refusal was hasty and earnest: 
when he urged it, she smiled and 
yidded.. 

The short delay which this new ar- 
rangemenl occasioned, and the little bus- 
tle it caused, gave a livelier impulse to 
the whole party. Mr. Vanderhoven stood 
at gaze for some time, dubious whether 
it were not right for him to offer his at- 
tendance also* But business still claimed 
part of his cares ; and exhorting his ne- 
phew to pay a double share of attention 

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ttflthe ladies on hi»^ account, joinied the 
general wonder, that oone of them had 
till now considered t^e indecorum of suf- 
fering two unprotected women to pro<» 
ceed through the i^eat of war, provided 
only with the formulary of written pro-» 
tections* 

Aremberg confessed that he had 
thought of such a plan, wit]}OUt having 
had the courage to propose it: but to. 
him who had proposed it, the full honour 
of gratitude was decreed ; and Adolpha, 
evidently elated by this last proof of her 
cousin's increasing interest in her, could 
mingle smiles how with her tears, as she 
parted from his mother and himself* 

Their boat, filled with provisions by the. 
care of Esther, and themselves laden with 
benedictions and r^rets, the ladies were 
handed from the shore by Mr. Vander-. 
hoven, ^ho insisted upon being perr. 
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Evey attentive to the health of her 
protectress, Adolpha was seeri to lead 
her direcrtly down into the cabin from 
the night-wind j leaving Aremberg upon 
the deck, where he remained, as usual, 
abstracted from ordinary objects : for he 
seated himself upon a coil of rope, and 
ha^ng ofiC€f kissed hiis hand to those oh 
sfaor^^ threw down his eyed, and n^ver 
raised them dgam, while the boat renjain^ 
ed in sight. 

As she saw him thus, Meeta could 
fancy the train of reviving recollections 
which employed his mind ; recollections, 
mixed unavoidably with sensibility to 
Adolpba's engaging sympathy. A ro- 
mantic wish crossed her, as she ima« 
gined his gratitude for this sympathy j 
thought of Adolpha's susceptibility to 
genius and goodness ; and calculated the 
hours, nay, days, they must p^isai now, 
nearly whdtly together. 

This widi was too closely allied to her 
own personal desires, to be indulged 
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uncensured ; and besides, Rupert's man- 
ner this very night, had testified some- 
thing strangely like a change in Adolpha's 
favour : and if such change had taken 
place, ought she not to hail it with 
pleasure? 

Meeta turned from the water's edge, 
as she enquired this, expecting to behold 
Rupert lingering there, for a last glimpse 
of the departing vessel j but she saw 
only her father, his white locks lifted by 
the night-wind, and a shade of sincere 
regret resting upon his mild brow. 

« Your Head uncovered, dearest fa- 
ther," she exclaimed, with a tenderly 
chiding voice, *^ and the damps rising !*' 

Muhldenau turned back to the sum- 
mer-room for his hat. " We may be 
allowed to forget hats and head-aches, 
my child, when we are parting with 
friends whom we may never see again. 
Poor Madame Kra^q does not seem long 
for. this world!— that fine young crea- 
ture will be left without a protector! 



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I confess I had hoped that she might have 
found one, in our invaluable Rupert: 
but that is not to be : he seems to have 
no thought of the kind ; and she appears 
inclined to prefer his graver friend/' 

Had a tl^underbolt fallen at the feet of 
Meeta, she could not have been more 
amazed; had the heavens opened be* 
fore her, she could not have felt such 
transport. 

" Prefer his friend !'\ she repeated, 
stopping, and fixirig her actually-radiat- 
ing eyes upon his placid countenance. 
— «< What 1 prefer Mr. Aremberg to the 
i!on of Madame Roselheim !*' 

Muhldenau smiled. ** Yes, my child ! 
Dost thoanot think the serious graces 
may prove as charming as the gayer 
ones ? And dost thou not think that the 
man who was the chosen of Eustatia 
Vanderhoven, may well merit the af- 
fections of any other woman ?** ' 

" Yes — certainly — yes : but the pos- 
sibility of such a thing, — never" — she 
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stopty then resiimingwith sudden energy 
^ — " O no, my dear father, I am ^ure" 

} — again she broke oSp confused at the 

precipitancy with which she was abput 
to betray a secret ; not confided^ indeed, 
but equally sacred in the opinion of 
delicacy. 

It must be remembered that Muhl- 
denau had never been made acquainted 
with the settled conviction of Colonel 
Boselheim that Adolpha preferred his 
nephew, nor yet mtix the hopes and fears 
of Madame Rpselheim on the saoie sub- ^ 
ject ; these had been imparted to Meeta, 
solely from one powerful motive, and 
Meeta herself, was not likely to repeat 
them, unauthorized; even to her parent. 
Thus Muhldenau, looking on wll^t was 
passing bi^fore him, without foregone 
prepossessipn^ and having his disqepmient 
sharpened by parental wi^es fot his 
daughter's happy e'stablisbm^ent in Ufe, 
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t»ly a few days m the, ^ciety 6f Adolpha 
at Mariendorpt, must have discovered 
that her affections were fixed somewhere ; 
they might differ about the object ; and 
that, just as another person's represent-^ 
ation migHt have swayed them, or their 
own x>bservations determined: but they 
must always have agreed upon the main 
point. 

Accustomed to hear her father as she 
would have listened to an oracle, Meeta 
submissively attended to his remarks upon 
several little circutq^tances c^ evident 
emotion in Adolpha, when both the per- 
s<ms in question were present, and which' 
. might as properly be placed to Arem- 
berg's account as to that of his more ob«' 
viouj^charnung friend. She ventured, 
however, to state Adolpha's frequently- 
avo\^^ belief that the mourner's heart 
was. wedded to the grave ci Eustatia ; 
and to notice her extreme awe of his 
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These argutnetits,. Muhldenau's ex- 
perienced mind received as supports for 
his own opinion. " Love is full of con- 
tradictions, my child ;" he said pensively, 
the vision of his youth passing at that 
moment before him, <<its hopes and de- 
spairs hav^ little of reason in them« If 
Mr. Aremberg'^ devotidn to a lost object, 
had been a matter of personal indiffer- 
ence to this young lady, she, who is bet- 
ter acquainted with life than my simple, 
romantic Meeta, would never have be- 
lieved in it." 

Muhldenau then added some striking 
observations upon the particular atten- 
tion Adolpha had from the first bestowed 
upon Mr. Vanderhbven ; a person of all 
others, perhaps the least likely t(yp^ase 
an exceedingly polished woman, un- 
less she were peculiarly interfested in 
him, from the influence of a sentiment, 
which causes the heart to embrace every 
thing with fondness, that belongs to the 
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Meeta listened with growing faith in 
what she heard ; and venturing not to raise 
her eyes to her father^s face, lest they 
should disclose the strange joy of her 
feelings, timidly asked, what Mr. Arem- 
berg felt for Adolpha ? 

" I am not a seer, my Meeta ;" he 
replied, smiling at her artlessness, ** yet 
it seems to me, that our friend does not 
know his own heart just now ; and would 
rather not know it. The besetting sin 
of the best hearts, my child, is per- 
haps ^d^ of constancy : the martyrdom 
of one's whole life, for the sake of a dear 
and lost object, has its glory, — and its 
sweetness too," he added, with a pro- 
found sigh ; << and there are circum- 
stances ji||iich sanctify such martyrdom, I 
hope;—* years of union — of blessings 
bestowed, — • of sacrifices made for us by 
the angel of whom we are bereaved j — 
but I wander from our subject, Meeta.** 
Muhldenau had unawares glided from a 
review of another's feelings, into a vin- 
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idication of his own y and he found it ne- 
cessary to pause awhile, ere he could re^- 
sume in;acheerfuller accent. 

" I have noticed unusual disturbance 
in our friend's looks and manner all this 
day; and he certainly appeared so ex- 
tremely moved and embarrassed, when 
the proposal was made for his accom- 
panying the ladies^ that I hope one of 
them is of much more consequence 
to him, than he clearly perceives : she 
could not trust hpr happiness in better 
handsr s 

" Impossible!" said Meeta energeti- 
cally, yet aU, bewildered between doubt 
and delight 

" I may tell thee, now, my child,*' 
said her father, stopping in his \^alk, and 
taking he^ hstnd seriously within his, 
** that I h^^ wished thtf happiness so 
placed : -<-r Mn Vianderhoven's generous 
purpose ha9 of late been so evident to 
me^ th^J:^ I could not but wish the same 
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for tbee» high character, talent, fixed 
prindpley excelling goodness, and all 
bounteously^ fireely oifered ; without one 
allojing feeling, on that sMe where some 
pride of wealth and patronage might be 
expected and pardoned — but Heaven 
has seen fit to order it otherwise ! Mr. ^ 
Aiiemberg's afiections lean to a different 
deject ; ind thrice-blessed be God for it ! 
I have noted thee, my child, in Mr. Arem* 
berg's company; and that^which used t#' 
cause me a little r^ret then, is now my 
comfort.** 

At the last sentence Mwta tremUed 
with ^undefiaable apprehoBion; then 
flinging herself upon: her indulgent pa- 
rent's neck, she exclaitiiie<^, '* O my dear 
father, never wish so for me again! — ^^I 
ask but to live and die in my dear 
home : — ^never wish* your poor Meeta to 
leave you." 

«• Bui since I must leavie thee, my 
childj" he said, id a lower voice, «^ let 
me hope, tliat I may see thee placed with 
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honour and comfort in a home of thine 
own, ere I go to my home, the resting- 
place of thy mother! — When I die, 

Meeta, knowest thou not, that ** he 

could not finish the picture of desolate 
forlornness, which he contemplated for 
his orphan daughter* 

Deeply affected by the image of his 
death, and struck with the dread that he 
was about to propose some new candi- 
date for her hand, Meeta stood for a 
space, silent and trembiirig ; at length 
she said in a hesitating, hopeless voice, 
" Is there then any other person, that I 
am so unfortunate — ^^I mean, that I 
please sufficiently, to /^ 

Muhldenau understood her inter- 
rupted meaning, and hastened to say 
that there was not one amongst the 
remaining few of their immediate inti- 
macy, to whom he would wish to see 
her joined in so sacred a relation as that 
of marriage. He spoke not of Rupert ; 
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der bifli in the light of an actual brother 
to Meeta, that he never thought of 
forming a wish upon the subject. 

Meeta was by this time weeping vio- 
lently : her tears flowed from many 
sources^ -— grief and gladness^ love for 
her father, and abhorrence oi herself. 
She felt as if guilty of a sin in sufiering 
him to believe her what she was not, — 
free in heart j yet how was she to own 
the humiliating secret? How was she to 
bear the pain of so afflicting him? Shame 
and filial aSection alike chained her 
tongue } and while contemplating the 
sadjmage he had before conjured up, 
she felt that no other deprivation or dis- 
appointment, could deserve the name of 
a calamity. 

But no other heavy calamity menaced 
her now ; and had she searched her 
soul thoroughly, she might have found 
that the belief of not having a rival in 
Adolpha, the sillipicion of being secretly 
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of not being called upon to support the 
anguish of seeing him the husband of 
another^^were the true causes of her pre- 
sent indifference to such imagined trials. 
Muhldenau chid himself for having 
thrown this gloom over their discourse ; 
recalled the many unexpected mercies 
he had received at the hand of Provi* 
dcmce^ counted up the number of tried 
friends to whose kindness he could c6n« 
^dently bequeath his dai^hter's interests, 
and concluded by a few playful predic* 
tions about his own prolonged age, and 
the reverence he would then exact from 
his grand^children. 

Meeta's loving and lovely eyes shone 
with rainbow-brightness through their 
dispersing tears; and still hanging upon 
his shoulder, while his arm encircled 
her slender waist, t^e proceeded in si«- 
lence, but with raving dieerfulness, 
towards the house* 

Her thoughts^ meanwhile^ returned to 
the subject which had produced all this 
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emotiQO^ — 'the asserted attacbtn^nt be* 
tween Aremh^g and Adolpba : as she 
reflected upon It, she was astonished to 
find that most of her own recoJilectionsi 
now that a new clue was givep her^ 
tended to strengthen her father's ob- 
servations. She remembered the^ mer 
lancholy pleasure with which Adolpha 
used to invite from her, frequent detjails 
of the buried Eustatia; and of Arem? 
berg's past life: she reflected that no 
common interest in the latter, could have 
induced Adolpha to undertake the task 
of copying the picture even for Meeta ; 
and perhaps her wish to resemble that 
picture^ might be leas, because Ru- 
pert admired it, than because it repre* 
suited the sort of countenance most 
pleasing to Arembeig. 

Meeta did not ask, from what sprung 
this &vQured heiress's evident anxiety to 
advance the. fortune of Rupert? The 
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mother's generous succour of her family 
in their days of distress; added to her 
own obligation for the preservation of 
herself and Madame Krazau, from a 
fearful death. 

Meeta could not forget that Adolpha, 
who rather owed her life to Aremberg than 
to Rupert, had more than once described 
his share in the awful scene upon the 
tower of the Ockholmer church, and his 
riveting, pious eloquence during the sa- 
cred ceremony which she had witnessed 
previously in the church itself, with re^ 
markable sensibility. His display of 
Christian heroism, in the first instance, 
might well have stamped on a heart even 
less susceptible to excellence, an impres- 
sion which not even the finer graces, and 
equal worth of his younger companion^ 
could efface. The pity afterwards de- 
manded by Aremberg's sad story, told 
by the partial tongue of friendship, was 
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to Meeta's newly adopted theory, had 
the refined and court-bred Adolpha be- 
come devoted to one, otherwise unlikely 
to captivate such a person on a short 
acquaintance ; one too, whom she be- 
lieyed wedded to the ashes of an« 
other. 

Fain would Meeta, after recapitulating 
these evidences, have discovered as many 
indicative of the same sentiment on the 
part^of Aremberg : but except the scanty 
testimony of greater disturbance in his 
manner of late ; his deep sensibility to 
Adolpha's share in increasing the memo- 
rials of her he loved and lamented ; and 
lastly, his agitated, embarrassed mode of 
offering a kindness which common cour- 
tesy authorised ; except these testimonies 
she had nothing to remember. She could 
but hope, and wish, and pray, that if he 
were ever to admit a sharer with Eustst- 
tia's memory in his heart, that sharer 
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entered the hou^e : their force and teil^ 
dency she felt immediately ; for as her 
eyes encountered the just-lifted one of 
Rupert, whatever was the expression 
there, it caused her such an emotion of 
joy that it was too evident she must now 
guard against the dangerous idea of being 
free tp love him : for whatever was left, 
whatever withdrawn, her obligation to 
self*conque3t remained the ^me as be* 
fore ; and Rupert, unattached to.any one, 
unsought by any one, — nay, Rupert even 
at her own feet, was an object from which 
she ought, in honour, to fly« 

Thus deciding, she turned her steps 
another way, and went up to Mr. Van- 
derhoven, who was waiting to bid them 
gOHod night ^e he returned to his deso- 
late abode. The night was by this time 
somewhat advanced, yet they wasted 
another, hour of it in conversation about 
the friends that had just left them j after 
which they separated, ^ome to think, and 
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CHAP. V. 

The family at the Parsonage easily re- 
turned to their tranquil habits of con- 
stant occupation and amusements, which 
had been suspended by the sort of carni- 
val weeks ju^t gone : they talked over 
that time in their evening walks with 
pleasure and r^ret, but the termination 
of it did not desolate them as it did Mn 
Vanderhoven. He wandered over his al- 
tered house lamenting the absence of 
his nephewi and the loss of that bright 
and elegant being, whose refined atten* 
tions had flattered his self Jove even more 
than he was aware, and whose sprightly 
saUies were ever rejtdy to second his own 
less happy efforts at wit and gaiety. 
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dant of these lamentations, never failed 
to join in them, to praise the best quali- 
ties of Adolpha, and thus to prepare 
Mr. Vanderhoven for a pleasurable, ra- 
ther than a painful surprise, should her 
fascinations evei^ually baffle his gene- 
rous intentions towards Meeta. 

As some compensation for that va- 
lued guest. Father Joachim now for- 
sook his solitude, and claimed Mr. Van- 
derhoven's participation once more with 
his botanical pursuits* Julian, like a 
young bird released from short thraldom,, 
flew about with the innocent transport of 
first happiness. It is true, that during 
the period of the foreign ladies' visit, he 
had walked daily in the garden with his 
tutor, and received visits daily f5com his 
friends at the Parsonage; but till this 
time he was not permitted to go to them. 
He might not pass whole hours with his arms 
round Madame Roselheim's neck, while 
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phrases of Scripture ; nor sit at her feet 
arranging the sewing-silks for her and 
Meeta ; nor establish himself by his bro- 
ther's side, while the latter taught him 
the first rudiments of drawing : all this 
Julian had been debarred of lately, and 
even now, whether it were not easy for 
the Franciscan to rid himself of a habit, 
his pupil ^ound himself still under a 
species of restraint, not laid upon him 
when he first arrived at Mariendorpt. 

Rupert made the same observation ; 
but the only remedy he sought, was that 
of offering no opposition to what might 
die away of itself/ if not rooted by re- 
sktence : he therefore lefl the Franciscan 
to recover by degrees from such an un- 
gracious mood. Many days, however, 
did not elapse ere the general mortifica- 
tion upon this subject, and the regrets oc- 
x^asioned by the departure of Adolpha 
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The Franciscan^ after having been 
twice to receive the confession, and to 
give extreme unction to a dying Ciathdlic 
in a distant village, returned after the 
second visit, heavy, languid, and shivfer- 
ing. As the day proceeded, he com* 
plained of unusual lassitude and excru* 
ciating pains through his whole body; 
but attributing these sensations to a pro- 
bable cold, he treated himself according* 
Jy. The nact'day being a fast (upon 
which occasions he abstained, not merely 
from food, but from society,) no one had 
an opportunity of observing the progress 
of his indisposition ; therefore, when Ru** 
pert saw him early the ensuing morning, 
he was concerned to find him infinitely 
worse : drowsiness, coldness in the extre- 
mities, and obvious aversion of foodi 
were symptoms he failed not to remark 
with much uneasiness to the sufferer him- 
self. Father Joachim roused on Rupert's 
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consequence of them, to see a physician, 
unless the morning might produce a- 
&vourabIe change in his sensations. 

Impressed with the idea that a fever 
of some sort threatened his friend, Ru* 
pert was not taken by surprise when a 
biUet was brought to the Parsonage only 
afew^bours afterwards^ praying MuhU 
denau's or his attendance immediately, 
and explaining the reason for such a re- 
quest* Having taken alarm at his own 
symptoms, and having, on private en- 
quiry, through a servant, discovered that' 
a child had but just died of the small-pox "^ 
in the house where be had last been, 
Father Joachim could have no doubt but 
that it was t^is fearful disorder which' 
was. now appearing in himself. About 
his own life or death he was piously in- 
i^erenty but anxious to preserve Julian 
from infection, he wrote to the minister 
of Mariendorpt, stating his condition, and 
praying him, if his family had severally 
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take the unconscious innocent under his 
roof^ and, at the same time, find some 
fitting place to Which to remove the 
Franciscan himself. 

Muhldenau*s first step was, to question 
the different members of his little house* 
hold, upon the important subject. Christy, 
who had never had the small-pox, was 
directly ordered out of the house for a 
time ; and, though Muhldenau, from his 
hurried life in former years, and his wife's 
early death, knew not whether Meeta 
had ever gone through it, he had accus- 
tomed her and himself to put their trust 
in Heaven ; neither braving actual dan- 
ger, nor shrinking through iear of it from 
occasions of benevolent usefulness. To 
her, therefore, amongst the first, not 
doubting her answer, he put the question, 
whether he should, or should not, grant 
the Franciscan's request? 

Meeta'js cheek blanched for one in- 
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declared her eagemiess to have Julian 

removed from danger at any risk. 

Rupert's eyes met her's at the moment, 

I and there was that, in their momentary, 

beaming fixture, which overpaid her 

} beforehand for all she might incur here* 

i after. Rupert, however, was not inclined 

I to let her take the hazard of her enthu* 

I siasm : and expressing infinite dismay at 

1 the uncertainty of her situation ; attribut- 

( ing all the impending evils to himself; he 

\ voted for her removal to soi^e ne%h* 

, hour's house, until Julian's freedom from 

i infection might be ascertained* 

1 To this Meeta would Dot consent; 

I though his mother enforced it with a pas- 

I sionate pleading, foreign to her usual 

Oio^ration, The sickne9s of Julian, if 

be were to be sick, must, she knew, throw 

^ their diminished hou^Md into confu^ 

J' sion ; as it must employ Madame Rosel- 

I heim^day and pight, and leaVe the vener- 

I able minister without a fit supwj^end- 

! ant of his domestic concerns ; without, 

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indeed^ a companion for his hours of 
relaxation. She urged the improbability 
c^ the contagion having been already 
communicated to the child, his governor 
being so soon aware of the necessity of 
caution ; and she promised equal caution 
in the management of herself. 

Her father feebly contended on her 
side for a while ; for the father was too 
strong in his heart, for his resistance to 
be continued : he yielded gladly to the 
middle course suggested by Madane 
Roselhielb} and Meeta wai^, therefore! 
sentenced to a sort of banishment from 
that dear friend and her nursling, until 
the presence or absence of the disorder 
in him could be certified. 

Trembling with almost a mother's ap- 
prehensions for the Uttle creature, Ma<» 
dame ^Roselheim would now haive gone 
immediately to bring him from the scene 
of alarm; but Rupert recalled, her to 
a sense of the propriety of different 
conduct. If Julian's escape from that 



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cruel malady were to be ^hoped* those 
who attendi^d upon him must .refrain 
entirely from. the decidediy-^iii&^ted room 
of hisi goyemon ^ ^ 

"So thsyt^ — hut it is a cruel sentence 
I am going to. pronounce 1" he, said^ 
gently, withdrawing her arm frc»n his;, 
««j8a that you must allow. me to banish 
myself &om aU hei^,. as long, as our pQW 
fri^d j;e§uke$ a nurse^ You .and Meeta 
will take care of our darling. Youro^e^ 
dear.Sip*'' he added, s^ing Muhldenau 
about to ofier his services in Father 
J«acbinj'» chamber, " is to pray for us 
m^iinwhile. Hemember that.you belong 
to jrimr flocfc" 

. The n^inister bowed his meek head»; 
and sighed. *vAnd you go, my son, to 
etiUdbjisb/ yourself by the »^ck bed of Fa* 
tber .Joachim !*' exclaimed his mother, 
turning d^ly pale. '' Gracious Heay«^nl 
if; it -^ndid pot prove the $m^Up«i ! -^ 
ifit/m>uld be. one of those m^gM^/ 

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" And what then, my mother !*' asked 
Rupert, cheerfully, with an expression of 
countenance which made his soul visible 
to the eyes of Meeta : " duty, dear mo- 
ther, duty is the watch- word you yourself 
have taught me. Would you have me 
disgrace your own lessons ! Come, smile» 
dearest mother : in camp, we all take our 
turn in the hoBpitals, and many a line of 
fever-beds have I passed through; and yet, 
here I am/* 

There never was much of the heroic 
in Rupert's choice of phrases, but the 
sentiment often appeared in what he said : 
he always thought less of showing him- 
self, than of satisfying others; and literally 
believed, that there was no merit, nor mar- 
vel, in a man doing his duty* 

Touched by this simplicity . of good- 
ness, Madame Roselheim looked on her 
son till her eyes overflowed ; she did not 
speak, but she waved her hand for him 
to go, and she turned her head towards 
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the tears of that speaking face, seemed 
to ask Meeta's admiration of her excel- 
lent son ; asking admiration of her who 
aditiired hiin only too intensely ! 

Ah; poor Meeta ! how easily wast thou 
to be vanquished by the least ray of 
hope ! Repressed love rushed -over her 
anew, with torrent force, while she re- 
membered her father's predictions con- 
cerning Adolpha and Aremberg, and 
fancied this look from Rupert's mother 
sprung from a similar conviction^ and 
gave her leave to love him* 

Madame Roselheim, the moment she 
saw the kindling look of her companion, 
felt her own indiscretion; she felt too 
that to live with Jlupert, and not to love 
him, was impossible; and, while she 
pitied, therefore, more deeply than ever, 
she who did so thus unwisely, she tried 
to hide the additional tenderness which 
this pity excited in her towards ite 
object. 

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this, decided that Muhldenau was to pro^ 
ceed with Rupert to Mr. Vanderhoven's, 
for the purpose of communicating the 
disagreeable information to that gentle- 
man, learning his opinion about the 
removal of his guest, and then providing 
foi it. They then hurried away, leaving 
Madame Roselheim and Meeta, to en* 
gage directly in preparation for Julian's 
reception. 

On reaching the infected house, Ru- 
pert ascended at once to the Francis- 
can's apartment^ while Muhldenau went 
in to Mr. Vanderhoven, as ha^ been pre- 
viously arranged. The latter gentleman 
was struck with dismay, when he heard 
what was likely to occun He had suf- 
fered much from that frightful disease in 
early youth, and had often been heard to 
say, since then, that if it were to be 
cau^t again, be should certainly take 
it, were he ever placed in contact with 
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He now beswgbt indulgence for the nn^ 
wojtby cowardice he must plead guilty to^ 
and professed bis intention of immediately 
leaving his .cotintry-house, for the om 
of business which he had in Utrecht; 
whepce he woijjd dispatch a celebrated 
physician to the succour of his unfortu* 
pate guest, whom he desired might oq 
no account* be disturbed or removed. 

The worthy man would not listen to 
^ny of those apologies and expression$ of 
deep obligation from Rupert, witU which 
Muhldenau was charged on this distress- 
ing occasion: he exonerated him from 
all blame, however remote —- said it was 
one of those unforeseen calamities which 
Providence dispensed at will; only re- 
gretted the absence of his nephew at 
such a time, and renewed his avowal of 
shame at his own incapacity to fblfil 
all the duties of hospitality, by remain- 
ing with his sick guest* 

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th^ exception of such of his domestics 
asf were afraid of the disorder, he left at 
the disposal of Father Joachim's imrne* 
diate attendants. Such kind heartedness 
might well overbalance the infirmity of 
his spirit respecting his personal safety i 
and the considerate Muhldenau, sooth* 
ing his self-censure, therefore, urged him 
to expedite his departure that v^ry 
night. 

Leaving him to this needful business^ 
the go»d minister then hastened to com- 
municate such parts of their convers- 
ation to Father Joachim^ as might tend 
to set his mind at ease, and reconcile 
him to remain where he was. 

He found the Franciscan lying along 
his bed» though not undressed } Rupert 
seated at the foot «of it : Jtilian, silent, 
and wondering, was standing by an 
opened window at the remote end of 
the long apartment, evidently in obedi- 
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landioly silence reign^ airiongst them. 
Muhldenau, in obedience to the anxious 
invalid^ executed his commission at too 
great a distance irom the bed, to receive 
any of the polluted air upon his gar* 
ments. Father Joachim listened atten- 
tively, noticing some passages of the 
benevolent address, by signs; dot words* 
When Muhldenau concluded^ he said^ 
after a short lamentation over the per* 
plexity and inconvenience he was cau»ng 
to persons upon whom he had no claim, 
<< and now, worthy Sir, I know no better 
way of thanking you and our excellent 
host, §aft all your kindness to strangers 
and prisoners, than by assuring you, that 
I pray for you both, always and earnestly. 
As the strongest proof <^ my es^m, I 
now cominit that child into your hands ; 
not doubting that you will hold the de- 
posit saered^ I am about to ej^ter upon 
an awful disease —it may lead me unto 
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tliat child, that whether you and I meet 
agaift before earthly witnesses, of at the 
judgment seat of God, you may be able 
to meet me with a conscience void of 
t)>fifence towards him.** " This good Sa* 
maritan,** he added, laying his hand 
lipon Rlipeilf s, — ^ he wouW not call 
him Chrifetkn, — « this good Samaritaii 
believeis it his duty to attend on me 
during my illnfess. Jesus forbid tbait 1 
Should priz6 his body more than his 
soul f^— he will advaneie a step nearer 
heaven by it, — and,' perfiapB~/^A 
hectic coldiir crossed ' the Franciscan's 
cheek as he interrupted ' Himsdif dis* 
closing his secret thought, atid his fear 
that it might 'be guessed at* It wa? evi- 
dent that he looked for Rupert^s rteoii- 
version by the circumstances of his sick- 
bed; arid hoped 'much from old as- 
sociation^ when he should unavoidably 
hear the objieefs of his early faith, in^ 
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speedily recovered from thift temporary 
confusion, and resumed; -^ 

^^ Julian wiU therefore be deprived.of 
his care Its well as mine* Should in- 
fection be already communicated •i^yotr 
miderstand me,' Sir! — f<>r the love of 
our blessed Virgin, •— pardon me, •-—for 
the love of God, be uijto him •— •• I i'ely 
on you and that excellent tnatfon/* — 

The Franciscan pftused, to pdrevent bis, 
affliction of mind ^from being too appa* 
rent: but while be did so^ his eyes, 
which were already ^beginning to inflame 
with the firQ of his complaint, cast inany 
a troubled glance te\;?ards Julianf. 

Muhldeaau hastened to give evety pos- 
sible assurance of afiection for 'hts little 
charge, and df-obeiUence to the Fifanbis- 
can's imtvtiH^nBy he pledged himself as 
a Christian and^a M^er, to a conscien- 
tious fulfilment of llie obligatioii tbtis im^ 
posed upon him J and commending his 
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the only unfiuling Pbyatcian, advanced 
to claim his trust 

Among the few things said by the good 
minister to induce, the child to depart 
quietly with himt Julian seemed only to 
hear that his governor wished it His 
affecttonate heart had not room for the 
offered images of pleasure and caressing 
in the persons of Meeta and Madame 
Roselheim J he thought only of his go- 
vernorvsicky and Rupert sad, and prayed 
80 eaiitisS% to be suffered to stay and 
keep them company, promising, so lov- 
ingily, neither to stir nor speak unless 
told to ,do so, that it was evident the 
Ftiowscan's tenderest feelings were sore 



But 9<Hnetliing of seserve or pride still 
enabled the latter to command himself; 
dSid pronouncing a short eadiortation to 
the attentive little creatnreti he bade him 
farewell* 

The docile child, accustomed to obey, 

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though pale and ready to weep^ was 
running forward to^embrace his gover- 
nor, when Muhldenau's extended arm^ 
and the former's authoritative voice, at 
the same instant arrested him\ mid- 
way, ey, .-> 

There was something thrilling in the 
tone with which the sick man called 
upon Julian to stop. At this sad and 
awful momentf when they might be part- 
ing never more to meet, love gave him 
courage to bear the pain of seeming 
cruel to the object of its fondest care. 
The poor child stood for an instant with 
chedcs flushing, and heart labouring; 
then all at once bursting into a passion 
of tears, and running back to Muhl. ^ 
denau, he threw himself into that good v^ 
man's arms. , 

Rupert now spdce, chedcii^ his first 
impulse of Jbastening up to the little 
weeper, and having soothingly repeated 
the reasons for their seeming unldndness 



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to the cMld they all loved so tenderly, 
succeeded in restoring his Composure. 

Julian ceased to sob, and sliding down 
from Muhldenau's breast to the ground, 
clasped his little hands together, and re- 
. pes^d on his knees the first prayer his 
young heart had ever formed of itself. 
He uttered only a few of the simplest 
phraser of petition j but their very sim- 
plicity rendered them affecting, and he 
for \i\^hom that artless prayer was offered 
tip, could no longer prevent the tears 
from rolling down his cheeks, and could 
with difficulty restrain himself from call- 
ing him to his last embrace and blessing. 

Wholly oviercome, his voice broken, 
every mascle of his face working, he 
once more bade the weeping boy fare* 
well, exhorted him afresh to obedience, 
and the practices o^ their rdi^on ; and 
repeating that it was from kiMness, not 
harshness, he forbore to add kisses to his 
parting benediction, he motioned him 
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Hushed into silence by habitual rever- 
ence for his governor, the little Julian 
suffered himself to be carried from the 
room without further resistance j but the 
moment the dqor was closed on him and 
Muhldenau, his complaining voice was 
heard like the bleat of a kmb taken 
frorti its mother, till the sound becoming 
fainter and JTainteras he was borne along 
the passage, it finally ceased, or was 
audible no longer. 

The Franclscian^s hollow eyes re* 
mained long fixed upon the door through 
which Julian had gone : when he with- 
drew them, which he did witji a j^ro- 
longed sigh, they were sadder than be- 
fore, though now tearless. He did not 
speak; but he crossed himself several 
times, and was for many minutes evi- 
dently occupied in prayer, 

Rupert felt that the sick man believed 
he had taken his last look of the gentle 
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as well as occupied by many an anxious 
thought, he too remained silent. 

In the space of another hour, Mr. 
Vanderhoven and some of his household 
were heard to go away in his barge for 
Utrecht; Rupert then administered a 
medicinCf and mixed a cooling drink for 
his patient, by the latter'^ directims; 
and having seen him peaceably disposed 
for the rest of the night, at his urgent 
intreaty threw himself down upon a 
mattrass in an outer chamber. 






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CHAP. VI. 

The Franciscan's opinion of his own 
state proved accurate : on the fifth day 
from his first indisposition, certain spots 
appeared upon his skin, confirming the 
fact of his having taken the smalLpox ; 
and that of a malignant sort. 

Rupert beheld those fearful witnesses, 
and heard the decision of the Utrecht 
physician with a sensation at heart be- 
yond all he had ever felt ; in truth, it was 
unlike all he had ever felt ; for it was 
horror mixed with pangs of conscientious 
misgiving. 

In the first perturbatic^ of his spirttt 
he was ready to tax himself with the 
guilt of being accessary to the Francis-^ 
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was probable he had taken his death : 
but as he reflected upon the' subject, 
juster thoughts arose^i and he acknow- 
ledged that as no other motives had in- 
fluenced him, except kindness and con- 
sideration for his prisoners in the choice 
of their abode ; nay, as he had declared 
the Franciscan free, he migljit lament the 
consequences as a misfortune, but not 
repent them as a crime. 

His anxiety, lest Julian had not 
escaped infection from contact with his 
governor's clothes, or approach to his 
breath, was as agitating as that of Father 
Joachim himself ; whose repeated en- 
quiries respecting the health of the child, 
he was however happily qualified to 
answer satisfactorily, from daily reports 
made by the inmates of the Parsonage. 

Entrance to the house itself had been 
interdicted from the first ; so that it was 
only for a few moments, at different 
periods of the day, he could exchange 
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the venerable minister, below his Win- 
dow. Except the occasional sight of Dr. 
Ostermann, who now lived in»the house,, 
but with whom he had no other inter- 
course than during the latter's visits to 
the invalid, Rupert associated with no 
one. He devoted himself to the sick 
room day and night, with a feeh'ng of 
duty which no prediction about his own 
health could shake j even Meeta's deeply- 
anxious look, as from beneath his opened 
window she gazed up at his pale and 
languid face, could not beseech him into 
less self-devotion. 

Yet, though this pain was mixed with 
them, sweet were these moments to Meeta j 
for the sight of her, still untouched by 
the malady he dreaded, caused Rupert 
such joy, and the continuance of that 
dread excited such tenderness in him, 
Ihat every time he saw her, a softer and 
more familiar fondness of look and lan- 
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*« God bless you,'* uttered by each, aa 
the one retired from, and the other 
closed thm window, thrilled both their 
hearts with , the same consciousness: but 
they could ndt dwell on that conscious* 
ness ; perhaps they durst not ; lest such 
reflection should lead to the sacrifice of 
what formed now, the principal part of 
their scanty happiness. 

Madame Roselheim, who was never 
present at their brief meetings, and whose 
heart was divided between anxiety for 
Julian, and apprehension about her son, 
had no suspicion of the rapid progress 
which a hitherto-latent feeling was mak* 
ing in his breast. She left her little 
charge at the Parsonage every morning 
for a few moments, that she might behold 
Rupert's face, exhort him to take care of 
himself, and, recommend him to the pro- 
tection of Heaven. Her tender accents 
were his soul's music ; they calmed all his 
agitations, they could at any time banish 
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heart, and make him forget the lover in 
the son. 

But neither she nor Meeta were long 
destined to cheer his forlori^^u^tion with 
their looks and words. SAe billets, un- 
known to Rupert, passed between the Par- 
sonage and Dr. Ostermann on the subject 
of Julian, in Whom certain symptoms of 
listlessness and chilliness began to appear, 
and panic-strike his friends. Other sure 
tokens succeeding, the physician no Ion# 
ger hesitated in pronouncing the child 
infected with the complaint j conse- 
quenUy declared, that all precautions for 
keeping the inmates of the two houses 
separate were superfluous; and that he 
might visit the several sick chambers 
withoirt injury to either of his patients. 
At this isecond shock, though comipu- 
nicated kindly by the doctor himself in 
the anti-room of the Franciscan's apart- 
ment, Rupert was completely dismayed ; 
a throng of afflicting consequences 
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the woeful account he must render up to 
his &ther— he sat down for a while 
^ite speechless. 

During that brief interval^ other ago<» 
nmng thou^ts intruded, and uncer- 
tainty concerning Meeta brought with it 
new images of death and domestic deso« 
latioQ* 

These racking thoughts were followed 
by an instant apostrophe to heaven : it 
was said aloud and unawares ; but 
quickly recollecting himiself, and red- 
dening at his own abstraction, he con- 
sulted with Dr. Ostermann upon the 
propriety of withhdding this new cala- 
mity from the knowledge of tfabir inn 
valid* 

It was soon decided between them 
that deceit was sometimes sanctified by 
the motive. > Increased fear, produced by 
increased agitation, might cost, the sick 
person's life } and Rnpert Wastfaerefb^ei 
instracM to keep the whole a&it 
secret. 



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Luckily for the fate of this secret, his 
coiintenance could no longer, be exa- 
mined by the eyes of Father Ji||ichim : 
those keenly-penetrating eyes were now 
completely sealed by the disorder ; and 
his attendant's only care was how to 
steady his voice, and mould his sen- 
tences, when he should reply to the 
earnest and embarrassing questions of 
Julian's governor. 

Such questions were the sole remain- 
ing proofs of the Franciscan's interest in 
th^ affairs of this world. Aware of his 
situation, and hourly feeling the powers 
of life exhausting by the various evils of 
his direful malady, he employed his inter- 
vals of ease and unclouded re&son in pre- 
parations for another state. ; 

Rupert was at length told that the 
recovery of his po6r friend was no longer . 1 

to be expected; and with feelings of f 

unutterable concern, mixed with bitter | 

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principal care to the spiritual comfort of 
tfae dying man. By his requests the 
Catholiji priestt whose ministry he had 
himself attended in former days, was 
induced to come often to Mariendorpt, 
though the way was long, and the 
weather oppressive. The weather was, 
indeed, nearly insupportable ; at least in 
a sick chambier, ^m whi^, according to 
the baneful practice of those times on 
such <)ccasious, all outward air was ex- 
cluded, the fervour of Midsummer ihjs 
and nights was almost like thjit of t^e 
Sirocco wind. 

Yet without doof% shade and pure ai> 
were attainable to those who might 
seek them ; although the cbudless sun, 
.shining in a clear blue sky, a garden 
red with roses, and 3uccessions of spor- 
tive swallow^ skimming over the canal 
i[)elow, w^e but mockeries to the self- 
imprisoned and much enduring Rupierti 
who passed half the sultry day in fanning 
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ipv^i4ji tbipkiqg meanwhile how much 
more of mental courage and true heroism 
are required fpr the ordinary duties of 
life, — fox thoge which are done without 
show, and pass away without observation, 
— than for such as the performer boasts 
of, and a world applauds. 

In these reveries, bis heart involun- 
tarily .turned of^ener and ofteper towards 
Meeta, whose perilous situation and 
magnanimous tenderness, kept him in a 
state of mind little favourable to the 
tranquil regard with which he sought to 
consider her. 

It is true, that both her father and his 
own mother were little, likely to let her 
break through the solitfiry restraint im- 
posed upon her personal freedom; but 
SQ long as she was in the same house 
with Julian^ his heart could not find rest. 
The subtle nature and q^uick communi- 
cation of the poison ^e dreaded, were 
teri;ifying to imagine} and that blessed 
secret was not th^n,, known, which our 

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pitying Creator has sibce vouchsafed to 
reveal } by the knowledge of which mil* 
lions have been rescued from deforoiity 
and death! millions from loss and la* 
mentation! 

Rupert brooded over these thoughts, 
without venturing now to expel them: 
anxiety for Meeta's safety appeared to 
him only a small atonqpient for the 
danger she incurred through his means ; 
and believing that less solicitude respect- 
ing her would have been a crime, he 
insensibly yielded himself up to the 
fullest sway of a sovereign affection. 

Happily for those about him, in pro- 
portioQ as Father Joachim seemed to 
believe hijnself nearer his «ad, his re* 
liance upon their truth and benevolence 
increased. He frequently pressed Ru- 
pert's hand with affectioiiate emotion, 
beseeching his forgiveness for past sus- 
picion, and as often interrupted his 
muttered devotions, by repeating, in a 
penetrating tone, << I am praying for 
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Rupert could hear that these prayeri?' 
solicited pardon for what the good Ca« 
tholic considered his young friend's 
apostacy, and besought fresh light for his 
darkened soul. These prayers affected 
Rupert greatly, when the somewhat- 
indiscreet, and often-repeated attempts^ 
of the other Catholic priest to re-convert 
him, by feeble argument and severe 
anathema, only excited a smile. 

Towards night, Father Joachim gene- 
rally grew restless and uneasy ; frightful 
dreams interrupted short slumbers, and 
he would awake in a state of unaccount- 
able terror, which was the more afflicting 
to witness, when contrasted with the 
ordinary self-command of their victim, 
and with the just tranquillity of his con- 
science. 

But even in the visions of distempered 
fancy, the child of his love seemed 
uppermost ; and he would call put as if 
he saw that helpless innocent torn from 
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with the seiznre so strong upon Wai> that 
it was long ere Rupert could cOnvini»' 
him that those images were tlnreal. ' 

Convinced only by being thoroughly, 
j|wakenedl, and patieH% ang(wered, Father 
Joachim gradually calmed, and fell 
evidently into deep thought about his 
own situation and its probable cofise* 
quences. He would then commence a 
conversation with Eupert, respecting the^ 
letter's proceedings towards Julian ahd 
the Count of Rhinegxavestein when h& 
should be no longer in life ; in the midst 
of which he would wander again, and 
all coherency disappear in his thoughte 
and language. Then he would sink into 
stillness anew, only breaking it by inter- 
vals with this murmured exclamation^ 
" No more ! — no more !" 

These words of sorrow or delisium, 
uttered in the silence dnd gloom ol* 
midnight, in a siok chamber, fioundc^l 
like prophecy to the ear of Rupert : hiai 
heart echoed them ; for he fancied they 
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mrose from the FrandsiJan'S belief ftiat 
be should never bebo^Id his little pupfi 
agdpi J and he often shuddered to think 
how, soon be might have to pass from 
the death-scene of the present sufierer, 
to that of Julian himself. 

As he thought thus, tears would steal 
down his cheeks, while he sat contem- 
^platii^ the fearfully-altered face of him 
he watched, with an oppression of soiil 
for which his former life had no parallel. 

* Dr. Ostermann's vi«it to the Parsonage 
bad confirmed the apprehension of its 
lieatt^struck iiamates, and Julian was at 
this moment also stretched upon.tfte bed 
^ suflferiog and of danger. 

Rupert, who no lein^r left his patient's 

bed-side for nightly rest, could only pray 

•for those fofr whom be grieved; and 

-alternatdy apostrophizing the Father of 

*aH, in their behalf, and ministering to 

the wants and wandering imaginations of 

the Franciscan, he wore ottt the dismal 

watches of several nights. 

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On one of the mornings after these 
oightSy Dr. Ostermann, promising to re- 
main with his patient, persuaded Rupert 
to go down into Mr. Vanderhoven's plea- 
sure-ground for the refreshment of a few 
moments: he yielded, when he learat 
that he should find the minister of Ma- 
riendorpt there. 

The venerable man eictended his hand 
to him in expressive silence ; but Bupert 
immediately asked after Julian, and all 
the other inhabitants of the Parsonage. 

Muhldenau returned the best answer 
he could frame with truth ^ adding, << An 
awfii|(»hand is upon us just now, my son ! 
thy admirable, all-enduring mother !*-r 
but she will have her reward." Tears 
glistened in the good man's eyes as he 
proceeded to relate in what manner 
Madame Roselheim had judiciously en* 
deavoured to avert the threatened evil, 
when no one else suspected the existence 
of it in Julian's system ; and with what 
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own good sense ar experience had anti- 
.cipated the regular practice of the phy* 
sician. . , ., 

"Thus, whatever were to be the eventt^* 
Muhldenau said, " every one interested 
in that sweet boy would be satisfied that 
nothing had been left undone/' This 
certainty would prove a consolation 
under the severest infliction; and I^e 
called Rupert's attention to it in lan- 
guage suited to his sacred character* 

But Rupert, who had hitherto never 

known acgmpletdy despondent feeling for 

himself }— Rupert^ whose sunny tender 

usually brightened every subject h% look* 

ad on, however gloomy;— was nowwholly 

vanquished by his many causes for ap- 

prehension^ and by the number of valued 

objects for whom he had to fear* As he 

turned hia eyes upon the compasiuonate 

. countenance of his comforter, and 

thought how soon he might be rendered 

childless ; — *as he imagined Meeta tom 

from life in the fulness of filial excel. 

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k^e, or dc^afcfed in the perffectioh 6f 
youthful beautyj be cbuld hot restrain 
the reading sigh which burst from his 
heart. 

Muhldenati beard this sigh, and com- 
prehending s^me of its general import 
from the look whitb was fixed upon bim- 
sdif, he entered at once upon the subject 
o€ his daughter's perilous situation, and 
that of his own degree of alarm. 

He observed, that as was evident in 
the case of Julian^ who must havfe im- 
bibed fronn his governor 4he poison of 
the matetdy they dfeaded, alf^ost as doon 
as the latter had taken it himself, he 
jct>uld not believe himself juistified in 
sending a similar scourge into another 
&mily by the removal of his daught^-. 
«« She must trust in Heaven,** he said> 
'* and abide where she was; and all that 
her taxmbled flriends could now do for 
her, consistent with their obligation to 
ethers^, would be to continue excluding 
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in keeping out of lifer wsiy vhatewr 
article of apparel or futmtme had been 
«ised or worn in the ififtdted room/V 

He tssured hini diat Meeta was already 
under a regimen recommended iipon 
«iaich doobtinfl occasions; and that both 
he and she felt that 49he was in the hoods 
of a good and gracious God, who would 
not lay more upon bis creatures than 
tfaey could bear^ or that their soul's state 
irequired. 

^« Y«t, if it should please him/^ be con- 
eluded, and would have said more, had 
not the image bi^ pilous meekness ctm- 
templated^ been too afflicting foi? a fktlier's 
- hea/rt to dwell on; and hiding his qmver- 
ing features by the action that was ne- 
cessary to brush away the sndden tear^ 
b^ turned half aside. 

If Rupert's face reflected the pangs of 
his soni at that moment, and if Muhl- 
denaa saw it, he could tio longer be 
ignorant of the nature of the sentiment 
the former felt for Meeta j but his face 
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was turned another way, and Rupert did 
not trust himself with speech* 

A tender biUet £rom his mother be 
answered by a verbal message, doubting 

1 still whether a greater portion of conta- 
gion might not be communicated by ex« 

' changes of letters* Having at length 
found courage to exhort his venerable 
friend not to tempt Providence, but to 
use all lawful means for Meeta's preserv- 
ation, as he would save him from the 
anguish of future self arraignment, he 

. charged him with renewed messages of 
affection to his mother, and bade him 
&rewell« 

Rupert's duty within doors, soon be- 
came painful beyond all former 'trial3* 

. As the day advanced^ the Franciscan's 
worst symptoms heightened: the erup- 
tion assumed a more portentous ap- 
pearance ; his limbs began to swell 
frightfully, as the features of his face had 
previously done, and his skin seemed to 
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poor sufferer wandered in mind more 
obviously than he had yet been heard to 
do ; and at each of his hot^ quick breath- 
ingSy Rupert felt like one respiring the 
scorched air of a furnace* The noisome 
vapours of death came in those breath- 
ings, ' 

At these moments the gallant soldier's 
blood, never chilled by the dangers of 
battle, curdled with a sensation of horror: 
thef solemn and thrilling certainty that 
Meeta was exposed to the chances of 
such a fearful death, palsied his whole 
frame. There were times when he called • 
her father frantic or infatuated, presump- 
tuous or self*denying to a crime, for 
suffering her to remain in her home ; and 
every instant on the point of flying to tear 
her from the &tal scene^ at any risk to 
others, he felt the force of her power 
over his soul, when it could thus trans- 
port him into an agony of alarm, un- 
known even to a doting parent 

Those feelings, the total loss of all 
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hope for Father Joafchim, Ihe growth bf 
his fears for Julian's life, besides many a 
heavy thought respecting liis ihother, 
would perhaps have over-mastered JRu- 
pert*s fortitude, had not the return of 
Br. Ostermann from his third visit to 
the Parsonage, brought him unexpected 
comfort. 

Julian, indeed, was too, surely advanc- 
' ing through the early stage of the' malig- 
nant malady J but Ostermann had as- 
sured himself,, and all concerned !n the 
discovery, that Meeta must haw passed 
through the whole of the disorder in her 
infancy. 

Madame Roselheim, feeling, like^her 
son, their awful responsibility to the 
father that might be made childless 
through kindness to them and theirs, had 
earnestly urged Meeta to. inspect her 
own person thoroughly, and endeavour 
to discover there some mark which might 
relieve them from useless tears j or by the 
absence of such, authorise her material 



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frieftd in tftkitt^ thfe fibwer 6at Of Mabl- 
denau's haitd, ftad BdafchiHg ^r s&iAe 
n^ighh6\it irho might net fkit tp admat 
Meeta into thtit hou§«k Sd^e m^^s 
bad thus beeti di«[iover6d m & piart of 
Meeta's sllt)ttld«^, whidht in our freer 
dayft, tM) Udf4 AbigftU wt>uM p^tnH hir 
YHiMi-efts U 'M^ii t^chrered^ but in tb&t 

Madat«e Rbs^6im many M-^tbeots 4i»d 
'entredti!^ %hd Mts&tA he^effftiofig blushes 
dnd t««t^ «i^ th)$ latter eduld t«ft^ve 
upon baring \ttv iv«ity ^OUkier befbte 
the gr^ire and aged Dh O^ten^jifffi* 

The ftififks SpedB^d werd n« i$Od^r 
seen by the Abate phyKitiAtJi 1*An f^eog- 
iiised H^ ^re ^ttoofe \t&% 'She had p«^d 
thfbo^ '^ fi6¥y i^i^sM dttfiiig «»Me 
^e^lod i^ %€t €sikhef4 ^^g^@ 'tWxn bis 
fetttilyi 

After >th)^ i(i<d¥i6rtttaEiioiiof^idecibtful 
hopfe, M^etft ^iiid ba)y t«> i^eoeive p^t- 
inissittn R* unliriiited freedom ift c&tm- 



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quence ; and, rising from the breast of 
the maternal friend, whose arms had 
eagerly enfolded her after those of MuhU 
denau had pressed her again and again, 
the overjoyed girl hastened to her own 
apartment, there to bless God for a relief 
from those apprehensions natural to 
youth and health, and to thank Him for 
the liberty of dedicating herself again to 
tl^ mother and brother of Rupert. 

When Dn Ostermann repeated this 
discovery to the young roldier, sMk inat- 
ter of congratulation for the escaped 
person herself, he did not seethe suddai 
blaze of his auditor's face, for they were 
luckily conversing in the dark, near the 
door of the sick chamber. After a few 
seconds, to recover the managementof his 
voice, Rupert returned a tolerably com- 
posed answer to this piece of information : 
but aware that his late solitary habits had 
led to the relaxation of better ones ; and 
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thinking aloud in the presence of wit* 
nesses^ he hastened to dismiss his com- 
panion* 

Unspeakably grateful to Provtdenoe 
for this signal mercyi and rejoicing as 
truly for her father's sake as for hers and 
his own, he returned to take his station 
by the Franpiscan's bed, with a heart 
lightened of one heavy load at least. 

The Catholic priest, a man of narrow 
views, and less capacity in every way 
than his brother*religious, yet respectable 
for good intentions, was now in the sick 
chamben He had hitherto visited Father 
Joachim only at distant intervals; but 
now that the dis^use had assumed a de« 
cidedly menacing aspect, he had r^u* 
larly spent part of every night with him 
in prayen 

On Rupert's entrance, after his short 

conference with Dr. Ostermann, the 

, grateful joy of his heart upon one subject 

imparted a more cheerful tone to his 

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•iiim to siwwet the FrMciseftii's ^ti^tMes 
after his petpSlk 

Those enquiries satisfied, the que^tkMdtr 
NSb^^ his wh<^MOl tdpmjf^e^ imd^elf* 
exattiittatidD% 

Disease and 8«dxied$ 'were now equally 
' iniiJttes of the tsm bo«fses cf Mr* Vmder- 
hoten atid Muhldenai^. At the Parson- 
age^ Meeta and Madame Roaelheim took 
their alternate daysamd nights of nursing 
Julian) while father, true to the letter 
•d* bet ii^tetifperate vow, but false to its 
spirit, staved in thre^erdce of h^ lady, 
was itidefadgftbleteidoittg erery thing^acid 
seeking ibr every thing tbdit ^ooM lesion 
the fatigue of MadaiM Ko^eihefim, ^r 
anticipate her wishes 'fyt fAie child's 
aiccaun^ 

It was Esther who carried th^ fttadSt- 
faourly bulletins <€ the su^mi^ Ibeftween 
the two hoA^es ; £sthG^ who t^ifretwd 
the e^ufitry i^ound, in seai^h of wkat#v*r 
her lady fancied tnigbt lessen the pai^i 
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of thi^ £^k itttiOCeift ; Esther who iiJtp^ 
piled ett^ absent pet*s<Mf)'d pkfi^ iti the 
househddv £ut f)-ottt Jttlmn kimself, 
Esther t^titt ke^ fttoof; {>reservi^g ft so- 
lemn sile#i>ee, l^hen led into his ehani- 
ber^^Mr in tbe e^eedfiMi of bet usual 
business) ftlthough Meetst's lifted eye 
often detected that 6f the proiid do- 
mestic, dirfeeted wistfirlly into the tooirt, 
and ;fixed with pity *ttd horror upon 
th« changiiig ftce of the . young suf- 
ferer. 

A few days overspread that angel 
£ice wjth a matsk so loathsome, tMt 
Meeta y^ept incessfantfjry white regarding 
it $ she i^^ept too, whenever she met the 
ga^e of his glazed yet still intelligent 
eye j but when that, too, sunk behind 
the same ominous cloud, a chilling aWe 
locked op het teat^, and seemed to 
send tbetn chatiged to ice into h^r 
heart. 

Must ft be c(m^sed, that at first sh^ 
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diaoged? The sad accompaniments of 
this sore disease^ struck her senses with 
horror^ and as she saw Madame Rosel-^ 
heim supporting the disfigured child 
upon her breast^ holding his burning 
hands in hers, nor refusing to his parched 
lip, the kiss which his wandering and 
. loving acc^its implored ; she blushed at 
her own weakness, but allowed (m that 
sentiment, ** stronger than death,'* which 
gave Julian almost a son's rights in the 
heart of her maternal firiend. 

This natural shrinking, was however 
quickly conquered : the increasing suffet* 
ing and danger of the little creature, ba- 
nished every selfish delicacy, and Meeta's 
arms were soon as often his pillow as 
those of the sad and soul*struck Madame 
Roselheim. 

Absorbed in her own afflicting pictures 
of what awaited his parents, that exem- 
plary woman, when not occupied in 
speaking of, or acting for Julian, scarcely 
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» 

Her deep and firequent sighs^ the tear 
that sufiused her eyes whenever Julian 
moaned or wmdored^ the half-artkulate 
prayer with which she followed op eyery 
remedy she administered, the unspeak- 
able tenderness and anguish with which 
her looks and voice overflowed, — these 
alone assured Meeta that in the person 
of his child, Madame Roselheim heheld 
her husband. 

But Madame Roselheim bad another 
cause for her silent grief. It was nata- 
ral to such a heart, to wish that she and 
her son might be rightly understood; 
and without testifiers of their upright 
. dealing towards Julian, a cruel suspicion 
might be fixed upon them. They might 
be supposed to have indulged in base 
revenge for blighted happiness and ra- 
vished rights, and have wreaked upon 
the person of a helpless innocent, com- 
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exercise over those of its culpable pd- 
ventsw 

By this time the Aunget of the Fran^ 
ciscan had become so iminifient» that 
Rupert could not once avail himself of 
that freedom to visit the Parsonage 
which the eqtially.infected state of both 
^bousaii, unhappily permitted. He no 
longer stirred from his patient's bedside 
even for a breath of common air ; but 
Dr.Ostermann carried the details of each 
trhamber to and fro; and Muhldenau, 
though prohibited from appearing before 
•the Franciscan, Wcause such a eircam- 
stance might le&d him to guess Julmn^s 
Situation, daily exchanged a benedic- 
tion, and a message between Briq>ert 
and his mother, below the formei^s 
' window. 

On the morning of the fifteenth day 

^from that on which Father Joachim was first 

seized, the minister of Mariendorpt went 

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quiries at Mr«Vaiiderfaoven*s: he staid 
much l(Higer than »dinaiy ; and when 
he retnttied, Meaia> who was bdow ga« 
th^ring some aromatic plants ior the re« 
freshment of Julian's chamber, saw bim 
as he: entered the gardetD-wickot from the 
Q^all. A .siogle glance at his stndten 
countenance, sufficed to render the ques* 
tipn^he^as about to ask, unneoessarj* 
The herbs fell from ber hand, and she 
stood before hifn unable to articulate* 

Her father taking her hand, and giv«> 
ing it a hasty pressure, turned towards 
the sumi^r-rroom) which, he entered jr 
then sitting down, and Jooking up at her, 
$aid, ^^ Yes, my child ! his sufierings arq 
over : ^«^we must now pray more earnestly 
than ever ibr that poot child!" ♦ 

Meeta heard him in total silence 3 
every thing within her was hushed ; and 
she satfbr many minutes in that state of 
thfHkd stiUness with which the young 
always hear of death ; but when her 
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ing passage of the good FranciscahV 
last moments of consciousness, she burst 
into tears, which were violent and pro- 
tracted, in proportion to their* slowness 
0f formation* 

While she thus wept with the exces* 
sive sensibility of early sorrow, over the 
fate of an excellent man dying in a fo» 
reign land amongst persons of a difler- 
^at faith, — closing his eyes, a prisoner, 
and conscious to the sad certainty of 
leaving the creature he loved in the same 
Ibrlora situation, bitterer tears mingled 
with those of mere compassion ; and the 
fear that Father Joachim's death might 
{MTOve but the fijrerunner of Juh'an's, 
wrung her heart to absdute convulsive* 
ness. She thought of her dear Madame 
Koselheira, of Rupert, of the sweet boy 
himself, till the anguish of apprehension 
becoming intolerable^ she threw herself; 
as if sure of finding comfort there, upor 
her father's neck. 

Muhldenau gently reproved this ex 

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cess of lamentation over the deceased 
stranger: but when he gathered from 
her sobbing replies wnat was the prime 
source of this paroxysm, he tenderly 
soothed it ; and saying something to re^^ 
vive hope, added much more to prepare 
her for submission. 

Such judicidus exhortations were gra-* 
dually attended to, with more collection 
of mind; and Meeta was at length suffi- 
ciently composed to ask further particu- 
lars of the ^Franciscan's death. 

Her father briefly stated, that after 
a night of torpid freedom from for- 
mer bodily pain, Father Joachim had 
breathed his last without a word, or 
perhaps consciousness, in the arms of 
Rupert. Muhldenau arrived not long 
after the solemn moment j and had re* - 
mained awhile, to give such necessary 
orders as might spare his younger friend 
a few additional feelings of a melan*' 
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( JB^upe^ti he told ber» had inspisted upon, 
s^y Wg; to see the last attentions render* 
^d to the corpse of the departed^ and 
then resigu his pUce entirely to the 
priest, who was ej^pected by njght-fall, 
tp sit up with the body, wd perfornj. ov^r 
it all the rites established by their reli- 
gion. 

<< So a,t night, we shall have our 
poor B^upert bwk again, my Meeta," 
flf^id her ^ther, nsing to lead her from 
the summer*roQO^ : '* he will copie 
afQongst MS with a heavy heart} we 
^l^S|t try i^ot to make it heavier by pur 
ljw>ks and words,'* 

^<3et;aprQmised obedi^jice,.and;smiljiRg 
cheerlessly, followed hini up the garden. 

When Madame ^loselheim was n^ade 
apquidntefl with the pielandioly .ey€;nt 
that had just taken place, her first pang 
lyas for the object dearest to her in life; 
<1;4^4 nay dear son T* §he exclaimed, 
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mentary bewilderment^ gave i^igfrateful 
aod tributary shower of jteaM to the* 
memoiy of the Fraociscaiiv/ ^But the 
death <^ a virtuous man was ^not in her 
estimation the appalliog object which it 
appeadred to the young and almost hi^py 
Meela : she l^d too often contemplated 
death for herself^ with chastened longing, 
to cotisider it now as an evil to the rdeased 
spirit of aQot}ier } and the griefs there* 
fyce, lehich overspread her inta-esting 
countenance was nearly all for the living 
-^for those who were left to upbraid 
themselves, unjustly, for being accessory 
to the Frwciscan'si mSEmng end« 

Her weU-grounded fears for Julian 
were aggravated by the present blow : 
jpet ere sbe hastened back to his apart- 
niettt, whence she bad been summoned 
by Muhldenau, she found thought and 
voice for several honouring su^estions 
concerning the lastservlces still remaining 
to be paid, to the departed, l^er mind, 
ever present to itself when the welfare^ 

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or honour of those she ioved was at 
liazard, instantly saw the necessity for 
provisions which were likely to escape' 
the consideration of Rupert. She urged - 
that he should lose no time in procuring 
a regular statement of his patient^s case 
and treatment from Dr« Ostermand, with 
the due signatures properly aiithenti-* 
catedj and dispatch this, by the Catholic 
priest to whom Father Joachim had- 
confessed himself, to the Count of Rhine-' 
gravestein, requiring it to be examined 
and sanctioned, or censured by that 
nobleman's medical attendants. This* 
might be accompanied by a verbal mes- 
sage, expressive- of Rupert's anxiety, 
either to have his beloved prisoner re- 
moved from his care by the means c^ 
regular exchange ; or to have some other 
person sent to Mariendorpt in the place 
of Father Joachim, for the especial su-: 
perintendence of Julian. 

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re-entered the sick room, than she felt 
how vain were such provisiotis foi: a junc-' 
ture that might never arrive. Julian seemed 
much worse than he had been only a 
moment before ; and a succession of con- 
vulsion fits soon, following this alteration^ 
warned those about him, to prepare for a 
yet sadder scene* 

Dr. Ostermann was summoned ; and 
Esther, who had flown with the message, 
haying apprised Rupert that if he wished 
to see Julian again, he must accompany 
her also, he ilew from the house of death, 
with a speed that seemed to indicate his 
health had not suffered from his huma- 
nity. 

As his mother saw him for the first 
'time after the lapse of a fortnight, by 
Julian's bedside, his rayless eye and sunk 
cheek sent as piercing a pang to her 
heart, as her disturbed and fluctuating 
cheek did to his; but neither of them 
suffered their thoughts, or eyes, or c^res, 
to be diverted from the afflicting (^jMt 
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before them. In silent grieC they heard 
and obeyed the different instructions of 
the physician, while the poor struggling, 
wd now exhausted child, alternately 
claimed succour or support 

What a sight for Kupert, on whose 
sense was yet stamped the thrilling image 
of a recent death, and who no longer re- 
cognizeid in the blackened and swoln 
features before him, those of his soft and 
delicate Julian ! — That voice, too, once 
so. clear and tuneful, Uke the sweet ring.* 
ing of a silver bel), w^ now faint and 
reedy, uttering at one moment hollow 
cries, and at another dismal moans* 

Such a sight, such sounds, were more 
than Rupert could support; he closed 
his shuddering eyes, he turned away his 
head, as though by that vain movement 
he could shut out the poor innocent'ai 
doleful voice ; but the dear, though alter- 
ed face, was still present to his mind, 
and the sad sounds still pierced his heart 
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Other visions passed before him. The 
memorable day of Juh'an's christenings 
— the strange ' accident which had on 
that proud day threatened the infant's 
life, — the tumultuous rejoicings of the 
peasantry, and, above all, the exulting 
looks of his magnificent father* And 
here, now, lay that child so greeted, so 
honoutied, so preserved, — - that child, the 
heir of so many dignities^ dying in an 
obscure village in a distant country, an 
object of charity to strangers, and of 
compassion to his natural enemies ! 

Rupert's tenderness was but the more 
exated l^ Ihosd recollections; and as 
they swelled within him, he pressed nearer 
to Julian* Meeta marked the quivering 
of his eyelids, and heard the deep breath 
he drew at every sound of distress from 
iiis little favourite. Her tears fell like 
rain. Madame Roselheim's anxious eye 
was teariess $ but there was an expression 
in it, as she occasionally exchanged looks 
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ivith her son, and lifted it to Heaven, that 
was far beyond all ordinary testimonies of 
sorrow. 

Dr. Ostermann had pronounced the 
present seizure of Julian a critical one; 
so that every change in the little sufferer, 
from pain to ease, from rest to struggle, 
was fraught with importance. Ilow did 
the hearts of those around hig| throb 
with grateful comfort, as they marked 
the gradual decrease of his convulsions ; 
and saw him at last laid quietly upon his 
pillow, relieved from severe pain, and 
conscious to kindness! Dr. Ostermann 
drew a favourable presage from tha]t 
circumstance ; and imparting his hopes to 
his companions, they were enabled to 
endure the »vful uncertainty of the 
remaining hours till midnight, when the 
favourable effect of a medicine was coi% 
pletely ascertained ; the pulse of hj/s pa* 
tient lowered, md huj bre^ithing remjer^ 
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« He will live now," said the physi- 
. ciati, in the calm tone of a man familiar- 
i^Q^ with such scenes. 

" He will live, said ye!** exclaimed 
Madame Roselbeim^ in a voice that asked 
the assertion to he repeated. 

DnOstermana did repeat it. Madame 
Roselheim heard, and then while her 
whole face brightly soffiised, fell back 
wiib a gasping sigh^ . 

Rupert carried her: oiit in his arm^ 
into a passage} Meeta foUowed them^ 
and in a few minutes their joint exertions 
restored iier to animation. The mother 
and , son then pressed^each other in a 
speaking ,embrade } Meeta hovered near, 
looking with equal intensity of love upon 
both, and Icmging to mingle her pure 
rejcHcing with theirs. 

In the early days of their acquaintance, 

Rupert would have made her a sharer in 

the scene, by frankly extending a hand^ 

and drawmg her with brotherly aflfection 

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into the very chnfamcavilfllhiB itiS>tller} 
but now, only a thnlliitgrjbok assured ker, 
that in joy or sorrow her fffmpathy mitt 
precious to h^ soul. 

Meeta's wbde soul feh the agitating 
change ; and for a few moments Julian 
was forgotten^ her own fiothingness» Ru* 
pert's poverty, her past reasonings^ reso- 
lutionsy strugglesy all were forgotten it) 
one tempting conviction. 

Madame Boselheim's geiAle voice 
awakened her from her trance : it nttured 
words of thiM^kfulaesti and alfeelMil to 
her; and^ while it reminded hier to ^k 
rest, avowed her own determination c£ 
watching till morning beside Jali^ to 
enjoy more fvHty the certtuhty of his 
amendment. 

To this advice Meeta hdd nothing to 
oppose, except her secret" wiidies to the- 
contrary ; and, having returned inta^the 
sick room for a moment, to look at the 
now-sleeping child again^ she potsoned 



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a good night to ill there/ snd retired 
With her father^ to joiti th« rettiaifld^ l»f 
their little household if^ thanks to the 
Giver of every blessing.- 

■Several hours of profound sleep con«i 
firmed the judgment of t>r«^Ofltermann : 
Julian awoke the next morning calm and 
refreshed. The eruption had assumied a 
less inflamed appearance, and the restless 
impatience which had hitfierto changed 
his sweet temper as much as the cruel 
disorder had done his features, was re* 
placed by his usual a^ctionatehess^ and 
delicate anxiety not to give troublei or 
excite pain. He now knew Rupert, and 
asked for his governor. 

Rupert's lips could hardly frame a 
fitting answer j it was necessary to keep 
the tender-hearted ciiild in ignorance of 
inrhat had happened} and he therefore 
told Mm, that the physician as yet would 
only let his difierent friends visit him at 
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' Julian trusted in what he heard, and 
Wiu; satii^ed ; yelt every now and then, 
in his jnnocent prattlings, be naq^ed 
his governor, and pierced all their hearts, 
by the happy confidence with which he 
anticipated^a sight of him ere long. 

Noiie, except Meeta, were yet per- 
jnktbd to join Madame Roselheim and 
Rupert , in Julian's chamber, lest he 
m^ht be. led to think his governor's 
ex^sion a singular circumstance : her 
presence was necessary to assist and re- 
lieve this exemplary woman, who could 
not both minister to and amuse the 
languid child at the same time. Meeta, 
therefore, became almost stationary by 
his side. . 

Ruperfs attendance there could not 
be regular, in consequence of the many 
serious .arrangements which demanded 
him at Mr. Vanderhoven's : but be went 
and came oootinuaily ; disclosing in the 
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pied about others^ yetmoce of.that eil* 
bearing diaracter which had won Meeta's 
affections* 

She meanwhile grew into his heart: 
the oftener he felt the influence of her 
youthful beauty, the more intensely did 
he admire her generouf^ oblivion of that 
beauty. When he saw her, as if uncinft- 
scious of fatigue or lassitude, passing 
from one suite of active attentions to 
another ; now performing some duteous 
office for her father; then for his mother ; 
now pursuing useful needle*work, or 
household superintendence ; then beguil- 
ing Julian into sleep with some melodious 
lullaby ; looking at, and speaking to each 
of the dear ol^ects towhom she ministered, 
with a voice and eyes that seemed Love's 
fountains : and then when he encountered 
the vanishing glance of those ejf«s turned 
momentarily upon himself; when l^j^lt 
their unconscious meaning thrill etery 
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Mtt him off f jrcon man^s tendereirt^tiMy and 
r«Qdered the indulgence of present traM- 
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Ik the i^m I^ad6 at Jidiati's sick rooiiir 
this mutual atlaehmiBBt thus grew aod 
streDgthened ; unseen by others; un* 
marked by Madame Roi»eIheim; felt 
every hoar mote iiltensely ^by theini^ 
selves. 

The same tender catfes^ the s&me vi« 
cissitudesof hopeif aiid fears for;the same 
object^ the same habit c^ involuntary' 
communion by looks ratheif than by words, 
insensibly drew thettt doser togiether^ 
and established iA^ Hbti of tender con- 
fidence iiti ^ach other's s^ntSmentd, which 
sometimes* exists between persjdns thuls^ 
situated, without tomiA aaid e^Kpliclt 
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tention on their part, assisted in' deceive 
ing those about them: for in^nctively^ 
aware of being always the centre of each' 
other^s thoughts^ they could pass whole 
hours in the same place, without ap^ 
proaching, sometimes without even look- 
ing at each other. 

' As Meeta became rapturously sensiblb 
to the affection of Bupert» she questioned 
herself upon the guilt or innocence of 
such rapture ; and convinced, that so to 
be loved by Rupert through life^ without 
seeking more, or wishing more, would 
constitute felicity enough for her, she 
falsely imagined that such love must be 
blameless. / 

She forgot, that so ta continue loving 
her, he must renounce ^l higher prosr 
pects } and that for both of them ta waste 
their youth in vain devotedness, would 
be to blight every rational and laudable 
hope of their parents^ 

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cumstanees; a similar fault may find 
mercy* 

Muhldenau never came inta the Bick 
room, thefef(»e bad no opportimiiy for 
particular observation^ of his- daughter ; 
and Madame Roselheim, lulled into secu* 
rity about Meeta's |^te by her now 
tranquillized manner, was too interested 
and engaged in attendance upon Julian^ 
and in conjecturing the probable conduct 
of his father, to carry into her convers* 
ations with her son, any ideas* foreign, to 
these objects of vital importance. 

If Rupert appeared more pensive and 
absent than formerly, — if he sighe^ 
oftener, and seemed less inclined to 
change of place and pursuits, —it seemed 
natural to her, after so much distress^ 
and in the midst of so many extraordinary 
anxieties. Sympathy with her, supplied 
a reason for many a melancholy reverie; 
diHJng which it liiust be confbssedber 
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be no end but bitterness. In catmer 
times Madame Roselheim would have 
read her son better. 

Meanwhile^ Julian's safety became 
hourlj more decided : the disfiguring ap« 
pearances of his disorder began to die 
away; he becam§ sensible to pleasure 
and old associations ; and the joy of 
those near him would have been com* 
plete^ had not his longing to see his 
govemor, and his pathetic complaints for 
fear he had displeased him before he was 
sicki rendered it a task of grievous difiU 
ciilty to keep the sad truth unrevealed. 

It was therefore thought advisable to 
reveal the Franciscan^s ifiness to the 
child, and tell him it had returned ; thu» 
paving the way for a disclosure of the 
calamitous fBcU at a later periods 

Julian's affectionate lamentation at thi» 
information touched every heart, while 
he eagerly enquired how long it would 
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Dr. Ostermann's iosmer wa» evasive i 
for though the danger and virulence of 
Julian's malady had ceased^ its en&ebKng 
effects still hung heavy upon so delicate a 
constitution ; and frequent lapses of con-< 
sciousness, nearly amounting to fainting 
fits, rendered it necesury ibr s<Hne one 
to watch by him day and nighty bs had 
been done heretofore* 

On the day appointed for Father Jda-« 
chimes fiMieral, Meeta took her station 
with Madame Roselheim in Julianas 
chamber, whef e the latter was to sit up 
for the first time* The catholic buryingi* 
ground, in which the remains of the 
Franciscan were to be d^osited, lay at a 
considerable distence from Mariendorpt ; 
so that Ruperty who bad gone to pay the 
last tribute t^ them, could not be ex- 
pected till very late in the day. It was 
Meeta's business to amuse away the 
child's observation of his loi^jabsence* 

She arranged #oOden regiteenti^ of 
horse, built castles and churches^ <tf fthells^ 



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invented appropriate adventures for those 
edifices to figare in, and displayed aH 
the wonders of the uMerosot^, to enter- 
tain the little convsdescent ) but nothing 
eould entirely banish his friend and his 
governor from his thoughts. Again and 
again he asked, ** Where Rupert was 
gone? If his governor were worse ?** 
then remarked how much better he was 
himself 9 adding^ with sweet attlessness, 
«< I shall be weU to-morrow^ shan't^ 
dear Meeta ? — < and you will take me to 
Mr. Vanderhoven's to my governor ; 
and you wiU go with us, dear madame ?^ 
he added, looking smilingly ilp^ kk her 
brimming eyes ; '< and we'll all go — * my 
dear, dear brother, and all.'' A deep and 
obvious confusion crimsoned his pale 
&ce, as the last words escaped him ii he 
hastened to hide it on Mee$;a's bosom* 

** O, I have done wrong P' he whisw 
pered, in plaintive accents. 

« What have you done,, dear child, 
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" I have called Rupert brother/' 
whispered Julian, in a yet lower voice; 
** and he forbid me ever to do so before 
Madame. He never calls me so but 
when we are by ourselves ; and then he 
calls me his dear litUe brother^ and does 
kiss me so l^ 

Madam^ Roselheim^s quick ear caught 
the whde of this artless address, and her 
first movement was to quit the i^om-^ 
but returning ere she reached the door, 
(the tears she was flying to hide, falling 
from her eyes,) she took Julian in her 
arms, and with an expression of unuttep- 
able tenderness in her looks bade him 
apprehend no displeasure from her, 
but continue through life to love Rupert 
with a brother's affection. 

« In after years,, sweet child," she 
added, ^* you will be able to understand 
all you owe to that brother, and will pay 
him gratitude and admiration, as well as 
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for the burial of some obscure parishioner^ 
seemed tolling alsd for the poor Francis- 
can $ and at every return of its deep and 
solemn sound, Meeta shuddered audibly^ 
Madfime Boselheim^ ever awake to the 
sensibiKty of others, and remarking 
Meeta's suppressed feelings, recom-» 
mended her to go and breathe the air 
a while, ere the return of her father from 
the serious service at which that funeral 
bell proved he was officiating^ The lattef 
obeyedtf 

A long walk tip 2lnd dowti the vine«* 
walk, and a longer conversation with her 
father, whose mind was calmed and ele-« 
rated by the immortal views upon which 
it had just been fixed^ restored Meeta to 
composure} and having attended upon 
bis early supper, and received his bless^ 
ing, she took her work, and went to 
occupy her station in Julian's room. 

The present was her night of watching 
there, and she hastened therefore to re* 
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much indisposed through the day, and 
. unequal to her usual exertion. 

Meeta stopt when she gained the 
entrance of the room; for instead of 
finding Madame Eoselheim as she ex-^ 
pected, bending, silently, and widi chas«* 
tened solicitude over the sleeping boy, 
she saw by the light of their solitary 
lamp, that Julian did sleep, but that 
his afiectipnate attendant was thrown 
back in her chair, her face covered with 
her handkerchief, evidently weeping bit* 
terly. 

So sacredly guarded were all Madwie 
Roselheim's individual feeUngs, that 
even her son would have felt an awe of 
breaking in upon a lonely moment of 
weakness like this. Meeta would have 
retired: but her hasty step roused her 
friend^s attention ; and the latter imme- 
diately recovering herself, called the 
other back. 

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dbould argue displeasure at the interrup- 
tion and intruder, ibis admirable woman 
welcomed her young assistant with one 
of her sweetest smiles, saying she was 
glad of her appearance, for she herself 
was qutte ready for a night's rest, and 
meant td retire without waiting for 
Rupert 

^ My -spirits are much fatigued,*' she 
added : «* to*morrow they will be fresh 
again, and able to encounter the^ pro- 
bable depression of liiy deat «on's« — 
I think the mi;^ ^r^m^ort and sadness 
of the last few day« have been too much , 
for me : -r- even a book has overset me ;" 
and putting down an opened volume 
which Meeta now observed in her hand, 
she embraced her, looked for an instant 
upon the sleeping Julian, and stole out 
of the apartment, 

It was with no sacrilegious hand that 
Meeta lifted the book, which her mater- 
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self had been reaiting, and which, of 
course, Madame Roselheim had taken 
up for want of better employment 
while watching Julian's slumbers. 

By a strange coincidencei the fabu- 
lous story contained in this work had 
some resemblance to that of this injured 
wife J and the page which was blistered 
with her freshest testrs contained a little 
poem that must have struck all the 
chords of her heart It was addressed 
to the innoceBt ofispring of a guilty at- 
tachment, hy a virtuous mi^tre^s, for- 
^ken for that attachment. 

Meeta I^ad ^ead the lines qncie before 
with a moderate degree of sympathy j 
^he now felt them enter hisr souL Such 
force do pur own feelings give to the 
humblest .as well as noblest efforts at 
describing similar ones! — yet she wept 
over them, because they seemed to utter 
the feelings of Madame Roselheim, who 
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iworo tbem M; the ajbtar : MeeU could 
not quiitQ sympathise with the free maiden 
that continued so to love a deceiver, 
or a libertine; jlie therefore thought 
not of the original story, while she pon- 
dejred over the following 

STANZAS TO A SLEEPING CHILD. 

Sleep^ sweetest b<^ I if thou canst rest 
On such a wildly-throbbiDg breast; 
O sleep, and may no- dream molest 
Thy soft rq>ose I 

If ay angels (rom Heaven's niiBost sMne 

Surround thee with a love like mine, 
'3^f or ever, through long life, resign 
Their precioi^scharge ! 

Ah wherefore start these sudden tears? 
Why crowd the shades of former years? 
What in that smiling face appears 
These pangs to wake? 

Alas ! thy very being proves 
That he this heart still fondly loves, 
Another, to warm passion moves. 
And Idng hath moved. 

3Let me then quell this weak regret. 
My griefs, my wrongs, my jc^s forget. 
And be as though I ne*er had met 
Thy Other's t^ti^ 

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Sleep, sweetest Bpy ! securely ilecp; 
(These ey^ will only watch and weep>) , 
Thou needs't not fear the rancour deep 

Of jealous rage; ^ . 

For thou hast twin'd thee round my heart, 
Mth fludi fesisttess, touching art, 
That, though at times some tears will start, , 
Some sighs escape; 

' I would not wish thou wert unborn^ 
Far less, in this thy dawning mom^ 
From life and her who bore thee, torn;— 
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As Meeta read tliis efiusion of rooted 
affectioii, she sawin idea^ the fostering 
arms of Madame Roselheiai» encircling 
the unconscious sleeper before her: she 
marked her softly-stealing tears» and 
heard her: yet softer voice breathing in 
low murmurs tliose words of tender.in- 
ddlgence and of fond refftei. Her 
own tears streamed at the vision; :and 
it was not till after many efforts^ she 
could banish tzbat iraih of rain and 
grievous thoughts, which this; subject 
was calculated to produce;- coiinected 

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as it WM with the honour, md wdfiue, 
imd boMovpeaoe of those deaiest to 
her. 

AoKMigBt these thoughts, the one 
dominantt was a serioas awe of jidding 
to a sentiment, which however virtu- 
oudy fdt and carefiilly phiced, was per- 
haps as wudi to be dreaded as the 
spell .of an enchanter: it was evident, 
that the sad magic of such a spell, still 
hung powerfully on the spirit of the sdf* 
dhciplined Madame Rosdheim; and if 
tsk her It had ttrangfat. only misery, how 
was a crealvre, so &r infiurior as she 
w4m nuised thus, to expec^ hi^i^Mneas 
flom it? 

Meeta's heart then sought its own 
vindication in Rupert's exceUenoe, tho*. 
roughly«known excellence : but her bet- 
tM reason added, that Love had otha* 
modes of reodering wretched besides 
that of change in its oij^ect ; and tfaat< 
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after, she must wrestle with the tn^aj 
now. 

Meeta had just awakened from this 
trance of reveries, when a soft slow step 
upon the stairs, a well-^known step, made 
her heart beat. It was Rupert, imam* 
scious o£ his mother's absence, ascend- 
ing to revive his depressed qpirits by ite 
s^t of her and of Jviiaxi. 

Meeta's kindling colour and palpi^ 
tating breast, as she rose ia cmifimonon 
hk entrance, warned him that he nnsib 
not stay. She faltered out that hb 
mother was already gone to zest, and 
their dear charge asle^^ while her eyes 
inquired how he bad borne the sad cere* 
mony of the day. She meant not to 
have looked at him ; but when we love^ 
the eyes wait not upon die will. 

Bupert's sdf-possession fiM*sook him, 
as be met ber trembling eye-beams; aod 
instead <^ retiring, he advanced a step 
while he said, << This has been a trpag 
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? Qod !*' The deep sensibility of his tone 

increased Meeta's agitation, and she 
stood silent 
* Rupert was then going to quit the 

. room, when Julian awoke, and seeing 

^ his brother, uttered a joyful exclamation : 

his awaking seemed to take away the 
embarrassmeni or impropriety of remain- 
ing alone with. Meeta, and Rupert ad- 
\ vanced nearer. 

Julian had a little history to tell of all 
that Meeta had done to divert him, and 
of i his own strength in sitting .up three 
whole hours; in short, many- prattling 
nothings, that are interesting when we 
love the infant speslken Still, as Ru- 
pert would have retired, he prayed him 
to stay yet a little longer — only till hiB 
himself should fall asleep again. 
' With a languid smile, and something 
\^ like a blush, Rupert threw himself 
on a. seat next to Julian's bed, while 
Meeta involuntarily drew further back, 
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tion. Yet she spoke, and that much, 
and with the hurried manner' of one 
who talks from mere confusion. 

" Surely that fine embroidery must 
make'youic eyies ache by this feeble light," 
observed Rupert: " had you not better 
take a book, if you must sit up lio- 
night?'* 

«* O no, I cannot; this, work must 
•be — .'* Meeta had begun precipitately 
to answer, and she stopt as suddenly. 

Rupert was silent ; he . remembered 
former conversations with his mother: 
in an instant he comprehended that it 
was by private toils like these, she; and 
Meeta made up for the added expendi- 
ture of Muhldenau's household,; in con- 
sequence of Julian's illness. That con- 
viction, the pride.it pierced, the ten- 
derness it roused, the light it flashed 
over both their situations, did more.tl^an 
all his former reasonings to show tlte. 
utter madness of yielding to the fond 
passion wliich the events of the last fort- 
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night had so powerfully increased in his 
heart. Their mutual poverty stood visi* 
bly before him, a phantom more ghastly 
than death itself. 

He drew so heavy a sigh, that Meeta 
started and looked lip : the fixture of 
hiis eyes, the profound sadness of their 
expression, there was no mistaking ; and 
even at the moment she half-admitted 
the belief that he was about to own his 
affection, she felt that there was no 
indulgence of such ah affection in his 
coiitemplation. The blood retreated 
from her cheeks and lips at this conr 
vicHion; tiben rushed back to them 
again in ibller tides, as she hastily re- 
sumed her occupation, and hurried out 
some information to Rupert about the 
chaniber prepared for him. 

The purposed hint roused him from 
his stupor, and he then bent to bid 
Julian good night. Again' the little 
creature, already half asleep, murmured 
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Stretching a hwd to each of his dear 
attendants, promised to be fast a&laep 
again almost directly. 

With the coaxing pertinacity of a sick 
and loving child, he insisted upon i^tain- 
ing their hands till he should fall asleq^^ 
and while both, with a tremulous em» 
barrassment which deprived them of pre- 
sence of mind, remained standing, im- 
prisoned by his feeble gfiasp^ they saw 
sle«p gradmUly settling once more upon 
his eye4ids. Meeta waited only for 
another instant before she released her* 
self; but ere she was aware, Julian's 
relaxed band let hers dr6p suddenly 
upon that of Rupert. At the touch of 
that hand, a strange dizziness came over 
her: Rupert's soul was in tumults: the 
lovely confusion of her laokii increased 
his heart's beatings } and all at once he 
caught her hand in his. He would have 
pressed it to his lips; but« recollecting 
himself, he exclaimed in a thrilling 
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^ « O Meeta, would to God I might 
«r0lftifi this dear haod for ever! — but I 
know it cannot be.-— My lot is poverty. 
«-Soine haf^ier man-^/^ Rupert ut- 
l^re^ thes^ iH'oken word» with a pas- 
£i0nat& Vehemence, a convulsive qukk- 
-iiess unlike his usual manner. 
' Meeta heard him in silence : an emo- 
-fion, at once blissful and agonizing, 
trembling (through her whole frame ; her 
colour fluctuated, while alternate throbs 
oJ£ pain and transport possessed her Jieart; 
but, as happy emotions died away, and 
sad onesprevailed, the vermilion of her 
cheeks disapipearied, and the paleness <^ 
decith settled upon her featui|s. ^ 
^ Bklsbes speak ; glances spcw^ ; but how 
•equivocatty, compared with a total change 
of complexion ! Slight emotions are ca- 
pable of calling the blood into our face, 
but they are profound ones which send 
it to the heart ! ' 

Rupert needed no worded avowal of 
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lading cheeky ^wl the cold hand which 
now shook Iwithin his, told of. a; devoted 
love, which but for wpnaan's .modesty, 
had confessed that beggary with hiin,^ 
.were happiness to her. ■ : .■ ■.^. 

- Tearing himself with powerfal mastery 
from the dangerous contemplation of her 
looks, he suddenly relinquished her hand. 
" Meeta, farewell !'* he cried j " you shall 
see me thus no more. I am betraying 
your father's confidence in me -^ wrong-* 
ing you and myself. Never, never, 
again !" 

• His soul seemed rending from him in 
the sigh that burst forth with the la^ 
words, and, closing his eyes, as if, to shut 
out the dangejcous sight of her answering 
emotion, he rushed from her presence. 

Meie^ta.had known some moments of 
powerful, emotion ; joy, nay transport 
she h^d known ; grief to agony : bjut, till 
this moment, never had she felt what she 
could iieither haye called joy nor sorrow. 
The explicit declaration of Rupert's 
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attachment contaiiied every tbhig her 
artless heart desired; but there came 
with it a sense of "tnong in calMng it 
forth — a pang of remorse for rejoicing at 
what, must give grief and disappointment 
to his suffering mother. She remember- 
ed former magnanimous resolutions, now 
broken ; vows of self-conquest imide in 
secret by the side of her honoured filths ; 
ally all, canceUed by this moment of 
weakness. She had listened to Rupert's 
tender apostrophe without* reproving, or 
attempting to interrupt him : she had 
done worse ; she had suffered him to see 
4iat her destiny was in his hands ; that 
her perseverance in a coarse of self^ 
command depended upon his. Even the 
rapture of knowing herself the chosen of 
Rupert's heart, was lost in the humiliation 
of this idea; and she could no otherwise 
silence the just alarm of her virgin deli* 
cacy, than by reiterating fonder resolu* 
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bift loidci^ with the ftm<»nty of cine b«ftt 
upon repairing a heinou8ffao]& . \ : '. 

Happily^ her h^ajtt acquitted her of 
treacheiy to Adolpha Fatkedb^g. Thfe 
new light her father's renmrks had thtown 
upoft that en^giAg; yoilng woman's 
leelings, hadstifengthened by subMquerit 
reA&siifm'i and ndairly satisfied of his 
conjectuife being ft right one» she had 
long oeMed to consider Adolpha's happi- 
ness as in any way dependent upoii the 
afiectioiis of Rupert* 

With throbbii^ pulses^ Meeta now sat 
down to review the whole of her past 
conduct* and see herein she had faSied 
most, to obey the implied wishes of 
her beloved Madame Resdheimt and the 
^cbortations of her own principle That 
^e had not (sufficiently guarded her soul's 
seerety was too evident, since he^ from 
whom^ of all others^ she. had hitherto 
wished it hidden, addressed her rather 
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ality of their affection, than with timid 
doubt of jt» return. 

^ ' It was in viam thai the weaker half of 
her mind pleaded the agitating events of 
the last fortnight in excuse fw some sur- 
prises of feeling} she was inflexible to 
herself; andw(Mre away the night, during 
which Julian slept blessedly, in alternate 
determinations to/ e£Su:e her fault, and 
supplications to Heaven for power of 
ihind to fulfil them. 

When Rupert and she ^ met the next 
morning in the presence of her father, 
the. countenance of the former was sad, 
Serious, yet composed : his manner was 
the same. > . 

Meeta felt all thisrwithdut having once 
ventured to glance at him : so subtie, so 
mysterious, are the mutual intelligences 
of the master passion! And though the 
colour fluttered in her cheek, like the 
pinions of a dying bird, she endeavoured 
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Assure bim tfasit she wished not to bend 
him from his just purpose, but rather 
sought to maintain her own claim on his 
respect by proper firmness on her pai^jt^ 

Rupert understood her ; and perhaps 
his resolves were shaken by the evident 
nobleness of hers. He sighed to think 
that he must think of her no longer; 
and, feeling his soul falter, he hastened to 
strengthen it anew in the society of his 
mother, 

A few moments with her suflSiced to 
restore Rupert's better spirit. He hludh* 
ed at the merely selfish wishes his fancy 
had lingered rouiid; and, while regarding 
the sacred duty he had to fulfil towards 
this suffering Tnbther, the wounds his 
tender cares must close, the. consdttions 
to which he must dedicate himself, »e 
he could atone to her for the wrongs, 
committed by his fatfaw, he wondered 
how he could ever have allowed himself 
to dream, for an instant^ of love's eardily 
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The discoujrse of the mollier and son 
on this morning was principally confined 
to the sad subject of Father Joachim's 
dtBikf and the^ ctraimsta»ee$ consequent 
upon it* To disooufse more freely» they 
withdrew to a lower room, (Meeta having 
come into Julian's chamber to aSoftd them 
that freedom,) and there Madame Rosel^ 
heim learnt, that, in conformity with hejr 
early advice and the dying request of 
the Franciscan, the priest who had acted 
as bis confesior, and officiated at his fune- 
ral, was gone off that very morning with 
all speed to the Count of RUnegraves-* 
tien, the bearer of a letter written at 
intervals during Father Joachim's illness, 
which, Rupert doubted not, made honomv 
Me mention^ of. his friends at Marien- 
dorpt, and contained matter concerning 
Julian. 

In repeating this to his mother, Rupert 
could not refrain frMi adding^ that» ten*, 
derly as he loved Julian, he should re- 
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with oewB of the little prisoner's ex- 
changer Gladly would he now pbe^ the 
summaiis to give him up ; since the an- 
guish he had endured during the bo^s 
illness^ lest he should die in their hands, 
and so leave an undeserved stain upon 
their name, was beyond the conceptioq 
of any other human being than his mor 
ther herself* 

<< I, too, would rejoice, my son,'* 8ai4 
Madame Koselheim, her eyes floating in 
tears of concern, << if, when we surren- 
dered Julian, I could think that we were 
sending him where he will be as happy as 
he is lYith lis. But I am wrong to con- 
jecture his mother's character. — Heaven 
will make the t>ther heart, the tenderer 
to him, doubtless if hers is—" Madame 
Boselheim passed her hand over her eyes 
as she interrupted herself, and smiling 
pensively, turned from the image former 
partiality had conjured upi to the subjec|; 
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She had now liberty to attend to that, 
she said, siiice the more pressing claims 
of the Franciscan, and his young charge, 
were over ; — the one, how blessedly \ the 
other how mournfully over ! She ques« 
tioned him on his sensations, rather than 
on his faded looks and spirits; for a 
changein both erf' them, she couldnot won- 
der at ; and as she remembered all that 
his health had owed formerly to the skill 
and kindness of the departed monk, she 
gave a fuller sigh to his memory. 
» Rupert, in reply, assured her that he 
had not been unmindful of himself 
during his attendance at Mr. Vander- 
hoven's } for that, eager to return to his 
duty with the army, he bad continued 
to follow, as well as he could, the rules 
laid down for him by Father Joachim ; 
and had occasionally taken the ad view 
of Dr. Ostermann, when the instri>ctions 
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He besought her also to believe, that 
the man who had gone through mor& 
than two weeks of confineiiient in the 
noxious air of an infected chamber, ha- 
rassed with grief and pei'plexity, and af^ 
terwards condemned to witness the sad 
and solemn sight of a death-bed^ with- 
out mortal injury to himself, should no 
longer be considered as one unfit for 
the encounters of a camp. 

He in treated her to rely on his as- 
surance of feeling quite competent to all 
the duties of his military station, and to 
allow him, therefore, to think of rejoining 
his regiment at no distant day. 

Madame Roselheim looked earnestly 
on her son ; she sighed once or twice ; 
and at last, gently doubting his judgment 
of his own case, remarked that he must 
be actuated by some additional motive, 
besides that of mere eagerness to return 
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would Bod himsdf incompetent to aetive 
service* 

Rupert ownedy he was so actuated^ 
and, trying, to keep down Im swdUng 
heartt confessed that he felt ashamed of 
having sp long lived upon the hospitality 
of the minister of Mariendorpt. It is true, 
that nearly the whole of the young sol- 
dier's pay had been frankly accepted by 
Muhldenauy to swell tfa^ family stock of 
income ; but Rupert was aware, and he 
knew his mother must be so too, that 
even so, he had not indemnified Mubl* 
denau for the many minor indulgences 
which that amiable man had gratuitously 
sought for his guest ; and for the ex- 
tended expenditure of his household, in 
consequence of Madame Krazau's occa- 
sional visits, and Julian's Illness. 

For the latter, however, Rupert al- 
lowed that the Franciscan had lefl a large 
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aepttlteure, and for the payment of any 
4ebt9 incurred on his pnpil's acoount. 
JBat there are numberless trifliag ex* 
pences which kindness induces in for 
otbeiiG^ that are neither capable of exact 
calculation, nor strictly chargeable as 
^ebts, yet which severely strain the nar* 
row means of the very man who would 
vpum the offer of their re-payment $ and 
Rupert felt that, rather than have such 
repaid by the Count of Rhine^ravestein, 
to any friend whom his mother might be 
supposed to influence, he himself would 
sell the very sword by which he was to 
hew out his own subsistence. 

With hesitation at first, and finally 
vnth a degree of energy unusual to his , 
gentleness and gaiety, the son of Rfaine«- 
gravestein confided those senttmeats to 
his mother. She was deeply affected by 
them. She had hitherto h<^ed that such 
considerations might not strike her son's 
mind ; and yet, painfoUy alive to them 
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of* a favourite and valuable memorial of 
former daysy to ibdemnify her generous 
friend for his eXpences, and reward his 
domestics fot their cares for Julian. 

Unable to .offer a single objection to 
Rupert's arguments, aiid further moved 
by his serious assurance, that if he hoped 
to secure any military expectancy, he 
must endeavour to ^each the Swedish 
head-quarters, ere Marshal Torstenson 
should leave them ; she yielded herself at 
once to what seemed inevitable; but, 
regarding him with eyes that dissolved in 
tears as slie gazed^ she exclaimed, 

" Be it so. — I resign you to glory and 
— danger again I But; O, my Rupert, so 
much dearer th^^ever, how shall I bear 
to part with you ?'* 

<< By thinking that it is for your son's 
good, my motlier,'' he whispered, fold* 
ing her in his arms, and printing a light 
kiss on her cheek. << Must I own that I 
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me, I ought not to stay in this house 

much longer." 

: The colour mounted, even to his tem-^ 

pies, as his mother, starting back in his 

arms, and comprehending at once what 

he meant, cast on him a surprised and 

afflicted look. 

, He pressed her again to his breasts 

*< Be not too much alarmed for me/' he 

said, forcing a playful smile ; <* 'tis as well 

to fly the danger a man foresees.'' 

Madame Roselheim tremblingly dis- 
engaged herself from her son's arms, 
and «unk down upon a seat. Sudden 
faintness was visible in her paleness and 
respiration ; but she waved him off with 
her hand, when he would have lifted her 
lifto the air, remaining some time with* 
out the power of speaking. 
. " Dearest mother! do you doubt your 
son's conduct ?" asked Rupert at last, 
uncertain what to understand from her 
long silence. 
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in viich she echoed this question, Ae 
smile, the eye*beam which accompanied 
it» needed no explftnation, and her son 
folded her agdji to his grate&l heartr 

An afibciing, almost a seiernn pauaa 
ensued. Rupert then satd, ^ I have 
ahockedyou more than I expected ; but 
indeed you need not fear any imprudence, 
or giving way, on my part *— I can yet 
trust, mya^lf $ • so you nuiy trust me sfciH^ 
dearest nmther^" 

: <« I am sure I may/' Madaaie RoseU 
heim returned^ witht an immediate finn-^ 
liessy which elevated the ezpressibtt of hec 
whole countenanoe $ ^* there » no other 
Hg^ wanting to guide your eooduet to« 
wards yourself and others, than yom: own 
right mind, *— that will teach yiou to 
hold the peace of this house sacred ; your 
mother need not show you faosr to act 
I grieve most for «f~- '^ Madame Ros^ 
heiin checked her tongue,^ ere it tittered 
any thing that might betray the seoU* 
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t4» nnile, the added, with increased emo** 
tion, <^ I can have sd wish but tot the 
happiness ^ you both: and, if pray^*s 
might obtain it, my son, in the way 
you Wish — ^ never till now have I felt adl 
the cruelty — the barbarousness -i^ O my 
wronged Rupert !"-<K-her voice exf^red in 
tears, as the conviction of her husband's 
UQ worthiness pressed on her with full 
force for tiie first ttme in her patient 
life. To pardon that husband, appeared 
at this moment a crime against her vir« 
tuoiis son; and, afticted beyond all her 
farmer aiUctions^ she covered her face 
mth her handfcerehief, and wept aloud. 

Rupert wrucfg and kissed her hand 
alternately; besought her to dismist 
such ineless regreta; prayed her to 
pardon him ift>r aiiudiug to a wea&nes^ 
wlii«h perhaps heooght to have smothw* 
0d in i^ilencd ; uttered spme animating 
prMiges^ of his own fimie or fortune; 
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tenderness and cheerfulness^ into some- 
thing like composure, withdrew from 
the subject which had caused all this 
pain, without* having opce named the 
unconscious object of their joint in- 
terest. 

In making what may seem this un- 
neceasdry confession to his mother, Ru- 
pert \irad. actuated by the sume principles 
and habits which had prompted him to 
avow the .forbidden feeling to Meeta 
herself. 

It was ever his wish to be thoroughly 
understood by those he loved and lived 
with ; and perhaps without formally rea- 
soning upon the subject, he had felt, 
with regard to Meeta, that it iieere better 
to qonfess his affection for her, and his 
conviction of its imprudence at the same 
time, than by the change of manners 
he must subsequently ado|^ leave her 
tp' despise him for caprice ; or what 
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and dangerous ingenuity to imagine 
reasons for. the (Jhange^ foreign irotn the 
truth, . ^ 

Rupert's heart was not one of those 
wilful ones which refuse to accept any 
compensation for theii: fullest desires. 
If he might not secure Meeta*s love, he 
felt that to retain her esteem would be 
a blessing of no mean value. 

Candour only cotild do that : and, 
relying Equally upon the justice and 
tenderness of her nature, he assured 
himself that she wouM pardon him the 
frailty of sufiering the 'affection she 
created; to change its frateimal character 
for otie of a more agitating nature. He ' 
felt that she would acknowledge the' 
chain of necessity in which a hard 
fortune bound him; and admit that 
every principle of filial tenderness, gra- 
titude, and humanity, called on him to 
sacrifice selfish desires, when they niili*^ 
tated against the .sacred claims of his" 
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If, as he had for some time thrilliDg]^ 
idtf without dwelling on it^ Meeta's 
heart had proceeded in the same erring 
path with his own> the avowal of his 
love, so accompanied, would but save her 
from the hazard of increasing her own 
weakness by those alternate fits of 
doubt and convictioui of perplexity and 
confidence, which alarmingly fan the 
fire pf love ; she would at once know 
what was the sentiment he felt for her.; 
and learn that he believed self-command 
incumbent on them both:-*- she would* 
opnsequently, take as decided a part as 
he did, having the same feeling to ani- 
na^te her— -the honourable pride of 
making a great and laudable sacrifice. 

In his conversation with his mother^ 
Bupert had treated the subject lightly ; 
that is, he had but touched it. Some 
hint of his inmost feelings was necessary^ 
that she might not increase the difficulties 
of the task he meditated, by ignorantly 
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to. tell her how deeply those vain wishes 
were ro<rted in his breas£» which he meaat 
to' tear thence^ thoagh at the cost of 
half his youthful happiness. , 

Madam Roselheim- s penetration^ when 

once awakened to any object, was '^ 

acute as her delicacy was perfect. She 

withdrew investigation and lamentation 

from the subject of her son's unfortunate 

prepossession, as immediately as he 

seemed to desire; while, at the same 

time, many a bitter remembrance^ many 

an anxious endeavour to reconcile im« 

possibilities, contended in secret with 

the sober convictions of reason and 

experience. So truly did this admirable 

woman love her son, and the endearing 

young creature who had hitherto been 

to her as a daughter^ that could she at 

that moment have purchased mutual 

happiness for them by resigning her 

own life, cheerfully wopld she have done 

I so. But such purchase was impossible ; 

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heroic resolution^ she "was restrained 
solely by -considerations for the fiiture 
gobd of himself and Meeta ; by gratitude 
towards the unsuspecting Muhldenau ; 
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In consequence of the explanation with 
his mother, Rupert had free leave to 
expedite any business with which he was 
concerned at Mariendorpt. Some little 
time was necessary for the arrangement 
•of his own immediate wants, when re<- 
moved from under a tender mother^s 
eye ; and ere he departed, he believed it 
his duty to superintend the purification 
and re-establishment of Mr. Vanderho- 
ven's house, so that its worthy master 
'might return to it unfearing. 

The obligations he felt to that gentle- 
man hung heavily on his heart ; for they 
were such as he might never hope to 
repay. They consisted, not merdy of 
unbounded hospitality to strangers for 
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hii^ sake, but of personal agitations ifi« 
curred through those strangers, for which 
no future services of his could be any 
compensation ; — - of inconveniences and 
disagreeables sustained through them, 
which might well try the Christian tem- 
per of one hitherto accustomed only to 
ease and security* Nothing that Rupert 
opuld'do from himself^ was jeveri likely 
to bear any proportion^ to his gratitude 
on thisc occasion } but hc'dodbted-not, 
t^at his father^s gratitude, added to his 
magnificent habits, would dkiplay itself 
in some splendid present, . calculated to 
form a lasting memorial of their mutual 
obligation, and so prove a source of par- 
donable pride in the friends and relations 
of that truly good man. 

With this, view, Rupert had exhorted 
the priest, who was gone. to the Count 
of Rhinegravestein, to detail at length the 
disinterested goodness of Mr. Vanderho- 
ven ;, to dwell upon the. painful dttcom- 
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upon him;, yet distinctly to state that 
neither that gentleman^ nor any other of 
Julian's friends in Holland, must be 
shocked by the offer of any pecuniary 
compensation whatever. 

The individual expenses, both^ of the 
governor's and pupil's illnesses^ such as 
physician's fees, &c. together with 
those incurred by the former's death, 
would be defrayed unhesitatingly out of 
the fund left by the Franciscan ; and di 
the overplus, returned to the Amster- 
dam Bank, in^ the name of its original 
owner. 

Rupert could not hope to be stilf^ at 
Mariendorpt when this messenger should 
return from his Other's camp; but he 
daily expected Areniberg, and to his 
friendship he meant to consign the exe^- 
cution of the concerns he must leave 
unwound up. In his especial care, it was 
his intention to leave Julian, until the 
vexa^l^us disputes about the exchange of 
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seefningly as^ remote as the p^ace itself, 
which had now been negociating for 
three years at Munster, even while the 
armies of the different, powers represent- 
ed there, were continuing to deluge Ger- 
inany with their blood. 
- ,; During Father Joachim's mortal illness, 
Jlupert had often thought of his absent 
friend, -without onqe wishing for . him* 
A death-scene, where the holy office of 
%hfi latter was not c^led into action, was 
doubtless tlje very last, in which th(>se 
who remembered Aremberg's early his^ 
tory, desired to see him. 

Amongst the miseries, therefore, of the 
two sick chambers, one theme of glad- 
ness and gratefulness presented itself in 
hrs qljsence, — the providential depar- 
ture of the two Danish ladies, ere Mr. 
Vanderhoven's house became a place of 
trouble and daiiger. 

In those days the upoertain modes of 
communication, not only between the 
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Vetw^en those who lived under the same 
government^ obliged every one to exercise 
much patience oot the. subject of travel-* 
ling friends. Thus» the dwellers at the 
Parsonage having once.bidden Aremberg 
good-bye, did bot hope to hear either 
from him, or; of his interesting com? 
paniOnsi until they should behold him 
again. 

At Utrecht, Mr. Vanderhoven doubt- 
less thought of jittle else, wished for 
little else, than his nephew's return : 
but, at Mariendorpt, a;nxiety had but two 
important objects for awhile ; and it w^ 
not until the one was raised from the 
bed of death, and the other laid in his 
grave, that even Rupert ventured to wish 
for, or permitted himself to think con- 
stantly of Aremberg, 

Expecting him now every hour, he 
was exceedingly disappointed, when in- 
stead of his friend, he received a letter 
from him, purporting that the latter 
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the ladies under his charge safely fa 
Alsace, was at. the moment of writing 
on the point of crossing the Rhine, and 
making a short excursion into Suabia ^ 
tempted, be said, by the vicinity of the 
;Swedisb camp, to revi«it his fripnda-in 
Marshal Torstenson^'s division, now cam- 
paigning there, and learn the military 
news of them for his friend. 

Rupert was not blinded by Aremberg's 
slight mention of this excursion; he 
guessed that it was made^ solely in the 
hope of serving him. And indeed if 
Aremberg were to find Marshgl- Tor- 
stenson still with- the troops, his repre* 
sentations in his friend's behalf might be 
more effectual than any the latter could 
urge for himself; for neitiber delicacy 
nor self-distrust is^ould fetter his tongue. 

It was not a sense of obligation that 

pressed upon Rupert at this moment ; it 

was the genial glow of affection felt> and 

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iBelings: consequent upon it, to those 
around him, and the pleasure these dif- 
fused, was the &&t entirely pleasurable 
ray that had gilded thetr dail^ened house 
aince the death of Father Joachim. 

There was nothing in the letter, how- 
ever, that in any way tended to confirm 
or destroy the conjectures of Muhldenau 
with respect to the state of the writer's 
heart. Meeta was mortified when she 
read in it only a few very template, 
perhaps she h<^ed,- guarded' expressions 
of satisfaction at having conveyed his 
charges safely, and seen them placed 
in a beautiful resic^nce in Lauterbourg. 
But she fi^rbore to make the observation 
toherfaliber ; never, indeed^ introducing 
subjects of delicate interest to that 
honoured parent, unlcfs he invited their 
discussion ; and perhaps; fearful of dis- 
covering her own secret, -by displaying 
too perfect' an acquaintance with the 
sentiment under survey. 

Her own secret, however, ever sinci 
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the agitating explwAtion from Rupert» 
Meeta bad guarded with trembUng vigi- 
lancei even from him. She now, curbed 
the eager zeal with which ishe used for- 
merly to start up to perform, some of those 
Httleservices for Rupert, which the habits 
. of domestic ^miliarity enable one member 
of a family to perform for the othess. 
She forbade her lips to make admiring 
comments on his conduct: nay, she 
forbore to ask his sympathy even with 
her eyes, wheYi some beautiful passage in 
a book, or some interesting trait of cha- 
racter, excited her enthusiasm, or started 
her tears. 

Above all things, she conquered her- 
self on the subject of Rupert's depar- 
ture. . Alas ! she could not command her 
looks, when that event was first talked, of 
before her } but she quelled her words, 
her sighs, her tears : she consented to 
appear dead or senseless^ m^ rather to 
hear the piercing news in what might 
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Jt^ accent, disclose what was passing in 
her souL 

Rupert^s outward composure rivalled 
hers» — possibly exceeded it Man's hap- 
pier hardihood of nerves and complexion 
render those emotions imperceptible in 
him, which the transparent and fedbler 
structure of woman, shows with the dis- 
tinctness of material objects through 
crystal. Rupert therefore seemed un- 
moved* when his whole heart was pene- 
trated with fond regret : often, when his 
hasty glance surprised a tear in Meeta's 
averted eye, he would fancy it sprung 
from his supposed indifference^ and the 
tender gratitude, that fancy inspired, as 
often cost him, either after repentance for 
having yiel^^ to it by a speaking sigh 
or whispere&otice, or led him to cen- 
sure .4iimself dill more severely, for too 
ruthless ^ perseverance in self-deniaL 

Madaine Roselheim, meanwhile, was a 
silent, a sorrowing, and gratified observer 
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never permit her son to revisit Marien- 
dorpt. 

Great was the sacrifice: but it was 
due to the misuspecting parent of the 
poor victim in question : and Ma- 
dtme Roselheim felt) as if by making it, 
she atoned in some degree for the wrong 
unintentionally committed by her son, 
against his peace. 

Confiding in the integrity of Rupert, 
and the filial sense of Meeta, Madam 
Roselhelm gladly obeyed the delicacy 
smd tenderness of her own nature, and 
forbore to enforce the necessity for their 
mutual perseverance, except by that 
mode of gentle insinuation peculiar to 
her indulgent manner. 

A remark dropt concerning others in 
similar situations; — a word that might re- 
awakra watchfulness of themselves when 
theirs was accidentally lulled to sleep; 
— ^ a glance at her son ; or a commission 
instantaneously invented, to. remove 
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such acts alone, did this judicious mother ^ 
and friendi think proper to touch the 
shrinking wounds of two ingenuous 
hearts. 

But, though she spoke not oh the sub* 
ject to Meeta, the latter had a perpetual 
consciousness of moving without a veil, 
before those equally honoured and mer- 
ciful eyes; and the consciousness, 
though painful to modesty, acted as a 
support and a stimulant to heroism. 

The detour, projected by Arembero^ 
towards the Neckar, was not of any 
great length; so that the inhabitants of 
JMariendorpt concluded he would be soon 
amongst them. And as Mr. Vanderho- 
van had not yet found himself in suffi- 
cient spirits to re-enter his house again 
after the melancholy event which had 
taken place in it, Rupert was induced to 
linger a while lohger, to lawait the re- 
appearance of the one, and to pay a brief 
visit to the other. 

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might repair his shattered strength ; and, 
when he was not devoting himself to the 
amusement of his convalescent brother, 
he rode into ||)e country, or rowed upon 
the canal, or assisted in scmie homely 
labour of the field or garden^ for Esther's 
servicer. 

By this course he strengthened, while 
he occupied himself; and in spite of 
many a mental pain, his mother had 
the joy of seeing his cheek gradually 
re^^^olour, and his graceful figure resume 
its fulness of fine proportionr 

Julian, too, hourly improved i» health, 
hi& tender skin resumed its whiteness^ 
4>ut its level smoothness was no more« 
The marks of the cruel^ disorder which 
had spared his life, were still there^ 
and for tlie whole of that life. 

As Madame Roselheim folded the 
little creature to her breast, she did so 
as often in paroxysms of regret, as of 
fondness. 

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but there was something dearer now 
in those features than beauty itself, ti^ 
They told the tale of many a sorrow- • )f 
tng hour, many a tranwortiDg .. hope ; 
of sufferings alleviated;, agonies wept: 
they recalled. . asking looks^ piteous 
tones> never to be. remembered without 
feelings, of the intensest gratitude for 
the pangs of the moment in wUch 
they, were heard and seen». having passed 
away. 

Thus endeared hy a variety of asso* 
ciated recollections^ and by the very 
depth of their compassion, Julian seemed 
daily to acquire fresh influence over the 
happiness of Mariendorpt. His youi^ 
heart had received and hardly recovered 
the shock of hearing his governor's 
death : and though, perhaps, so infant 
a. mind could not quite take in the 
solemn meaning of the. word " death,*' 
a vague impression of grief, aod awe, ^ 
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a bewildered feeling to the natural 
weight of sorrow. 

Yet| frequently^ Julian forgot the sad 
event, and |poke of his governor as 
. alive i especially if he saw any objects 
they were used to remark together : 
and then, perhaps, stopping short in his 
animated exclamations, the ready tears 
would gush over his cheeks, and bear 
witness to the affectionate sensibility of 
his nature. However indistinct might 
be the images of death and desolation 
which now haunted the little creature's 
heart, it was evident that although they 
might indeed but appear and vanish like 
spectres, they left sadness and thought- 
fulness behind them. 

Rupert saw that this first great sorrow 
would colour the whole of his brother's 
life, by giving a pensive shade to his 
character; and he could not repress a 
sigh, therefore, when he made the re- 
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« He will be only the better man fot 
it,*' was the good minister's just and con* 
soling answer. 

Those few words gave him to whom 
they were addressed, a theme to ponder 
on ; and sending his mind's eye forward 
through the long vista of time, be con* 
jectured Julian's future destiny. 

Taking along with him the conviction 
of that amiable child's sensible and grate« 
ful disposition, his active imagination, 
his tremulous tenderness, and his obe* 
dience to authority, Rupert fancied: 
many a difilcult situation for him, arising 
from the deep impressions of the present 
period, and the jarring duties of one yet 
to come, 

Rupert had however so firm a per« 
suasion of Julian's natural and acquired 
inclination to all that is right and kindly, 
that he felt convinced he never would 
do aught, of himself, likely to cause a 
pang to those from whom he would 
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paradise of that pure bosom might he 
broken in upon by sorrow, but never 
trodden down by sin. 

So, at least, our hero thought : and 
feding his love for this dear brother in- 
crease with the circumstances which 
were likely to tincture the latter's cha* 
racter and fate, he ventured not to 
imagine the perplexities and pains of his 
^ own and his mother's situation, when 
afiection would yearn towards the house 
they must never enter more,, even to 
seek Julian. 

How different was that second-sight of 
bis own and his brother's fate, which h^ 
had beheld on the banks of the Regen 
five years ago! — an obscure monastic 
life for himself; — one of unbroken high 
fbrtime for the new-born heir! 
r^The storms he then anticipatei^ for 
Julian, were those of the passions only;— 
such passions as power may be expected 
to engender, and slaves to foster. The ^ 
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himself^ were merely spiritual warfare 
and victory over those imperious pas- 
sions in his brother's breast. He dreamt 
not of a time like the present, when his 
own armed hand would place the person, 
nay, life of the innocent usurper of his 
rights, at his mercy, and bestow on him 
the godlike. power of* succouring, where 
be was expected to strike. 

As Rupert dwelt on these contrasted 
views of imagination and reality, his 
awed and grateful spirit bowed before 
that gracious Providence whose decrees 
seemed to ordain that Julian's earliest 
deep impressions should be such as were 
likely to counteract the baneful influence 
of future prosperity. And it waii with 
something like filial pride, that jdie son 
of the injured Madam Rosdheim Ihou^t 
hmv many of that interesting child's best 
impulses in maturer age, might be trace- 
able to the sentiments excited by. her 
conduct to lum now, and his grateful 
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'^:^f Such was the only revenge Rupert 
wished his mother to take over the proud 
woman that had supplanted her ; such the 
only course he wished pursued to bring 
his father to repentance* His heart 
might be grieved, shocked, alienated by 
his kind; but neither outrage nor wrong, 
could te^ch that heart to hate. 

Three weeks had passed since the in- 
terment of Father Joachim, and Arem- 
berg still remaining absent, Rupert 
fixed the time for hh own departure ; 
and went to Utrecht for a couple of 
days, to see Mr. Vandeiiioven : that gen- 
tleman not feeling inclined to return 
into his melancholy mansicMi, until his ^ 
nephew should be there to. welcome 
him, aqj^dispel its gloom. 

Rupert reached his*^ home -- perhaps, 
it should be said, the Parsonage ~- at so 
late an hour of the night, (having ridden ^ 
from Utrecht, and been detained on the ^ 
road^) that he expected to find the fa-' 
mily gone to bed : but the moon glisten- 

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iiig on all the windows of the lonely 
dwelling, shewed him that the shutters 
were not yet up. 

He checked his horse as he came in 
sight of it, to contemplate the picture 
formed by the irregular vine-covered 
bouse itself, with its accompaniments of 
shrubs, grass-fields, and water : all thesQ 
features increased in picturesque ef- 
fect, by the byoad masses of moon-shine 
and of deep shadow, which covered 
them. 

Rupert was such a passionate lover 
of peaceful landscape, that at any time, 
a house standing alone, so that it had 
gable ends and large trees near it, and 
was seen by moonlight, caused him an 
emotion of pleasure : how much more 
charming was the present picture in his 
eyes, Associated as it was with the dear 
and delightful enjoyments of home!-r- 
He curbed the sudden thought, that he 
would soon be far from that home, and 
all whom it contained ; and Tatber ex- 

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pecting that he should find Arembei^ 
there, just returned, rode into the sta^ 
ble-yard, where he put up his horse 
himself, and proceeded through a side- 
door, into the inferior quarter of the 
house. 

The first person he saw was Esther : 
her troubled look and disturbed com- 
plexion, caused him a momentary alarm. 
" Is any thing the matter?** he asked, 
yet without waiting reply. 

« Stop, Sir — stop! till I tell you,** 
exclaimed she, seizing his arm with one 
of those strong grasps, which there it 
no resisting without violence. 

Rupert paused ; but, instead of dis- 
tinctly saying what had occurred, the 
half-incensed, half-afflicted creature be- 
gan such an anathema against the in- 
famous pair^ who, she said, would eiid 
by murdering her Lady, and by whom 
Rupert well knew she meant his Father 
and the Countess, that his impatient 
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breaking from her hold, ^e hurried, all 
eoflstemation and apprehension, at once 
into the common sitting-room. 

He found there, only Muhldenau him- 
self, walking to and fro, with a fixed 
flush upon his cheek j a sign of inward 
disturbance unusual to his countenance. 
He saluted Rupert by an exclamation of 
satisfaction at his arrival, which some- 
what re-assured the latter ; and he asked 
therefore with less trepidation than hp 
had done of Esther, whether his mother 
had heard any distressing news ? 

Muhldenau then saw, that he was pre- 
pared for something unpleasant; and 
quieting his strongest apprehensions, 
that had her for their object, told him 
as briefly as possible, the cause of their 
present agitation. 

" Julian," he said, " had been forcibly 
carried oS, not four hours before, by 
three men, muffled and disguised* 
These persons had appeared suddenly 
from the water at the bottom of the 
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garden where Madame Roselheim was 
walking with the child, after the heat of 
the day had ceased ; and were so quick 
in their movements, that her first sight 
of them was at the instant they snatched 
Julian from her leading hand ; and though 
she called loudly for assistance, and wildly 
attempted to rescue him, they escaped 
with their prey, into the boat whence 
they had come ; rowing away with an 
e^cpedition which might have baffled pur- 
suit, had one been made immediately. 

But against this chance of detection, 
one of the ruffians had provided efiectu- 
ally, I^ striking Madame Roselheim so 
severe a blow upon the head, that she fell, 
completely stunned, to the earth. She 
was hot discovered till supper-time ; when 
Esther, going to remind her hdy of the 
hour, found her in the situation described. 
She was, of course, directly borne into 
the house, and there, busied in restoring 
her to life, wild with grief and perplex- 
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Esther or Meeta thought of Julian. 
Whqn on sending into the garden for 
hioiy it was seen that he was no-where 
•to. be found, new terrors seized them ; 
and the belief that he must have fallen 
'into the water, and so occasioned tb^ 
swoon in which Madame Roselheim lay, 
gave.the perpetrators of this daring out- 
rage,, longer time for escape. . ' - 

Qa this dreadful imagination, Meeta 
sent : for her; father; who was at a 
ni^ighbOuriiiig farm-house baptizing an 
infant: 'ere he had returned with the 
messenger, Madame Roselheim came to 
herself. 

-*fi^ i a c imes ^nrst appeared to wander ; 
perhaps they did so in reality : and when 
she more collectedly accounted for her 
stupor, : liy mentioning the blow she had 
received, though that was: necessarily 
, coupled with the information ^of Julian's 
seizure, Esther had no thought beyond 
procuring assistance for rher dear lady ; 
3nd Meeta's faculties were so confounded 
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by the atrocity of the act, and its pro- 
bable consequences to those she loved 
best, that she did not recover any thing 
like rational consciousness^ until her 
father appeared* 

"*- Muhldenau^s first step was to have 
Madame Roselheim's head examined by 
a proper person : happily, it was found 
that the blow in aid of acute mental 
agony, had stunned, without inflicting 
a greater wound than a very severe 
bruise. After satisfying himself of this, 
he hastened to the legal authorities of die 
village, to lay information against such 
unknown persons as had carried off Ju- 
lian : doing this, less in the -injpts ot re« 
covering him by such means, than with 
the intention of warding off from Rupert, 
any suspicion that he had been induced 
to connive at the ^cape of die prisoner. 

Rupert, therefore, had the satisfaction 
of knowing that every right step had been 
promptly taken ere he arrived ; and that 
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dinaay with which he listened to this 
painful rektiocu 

While MafaMenau narrated it» our hero 
Iktifiedhis lively interest in what was 
«aid, rather by looks than words. He 
stood before him, with brows sternly 
bent i lips strongly compressed ; a conu 
plexion varying with every deep and in* 
ward breath he drew ^ expressing uncon* 
aciously by the convulsdve action of his 
now clasped and now opened hand, a de- 
gree of burning yndignation which no 
circumstance of his own life had ever 
caused him to display. 

Mnhldenau had from the first assured 
him that fas mother was rather agitated 
than injured J so that Rupert was able 
to en^re every particular of the infa- 
mous tomsaction ere he sought herself. 

Tho&e enquiries satisfied, and pressing 
the good minister's hand in sign of Uvely 
acknowledgment, he went directly to his 
mother's chamber. 

He found her up, with no other 
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change made in her dre^ than the siib* 
stitution of a closer cap liian that which 
she ordinarily wore through, the day. 
Madame Roselheim's cares were ever iut 
her son ; and she would have fear^d^ to 
shock him, had she suffered him to find 
her in bed. > . • ; : 

- 'Except, thei'efore, from a look of un- 
conquerable languor, and a more touching 
sweetness in her smile, as she saw him 
enter, he might have fancied her spirits 
dn their usual state. , , 

Such forbearing goodness pierced to 
his inmost soul j and while, he. took the 
dear, hand $he held, out to him, the 
glance he exchanged with Meeta, wh6 
stood behind her chair, m^de the latter 
thrill. There was a determined senti- 
ment in this glance, which, seen in an- 
other man's eyes, would have made her 
sensible, that he who looked thuS,wias; re- 
solved on some signal vengeance. Such 
an expression so exceedingly changed 
his countenance, that even his mother 
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^as Struck by it ; and her first words 
were a prayer that he would not pre- 
judge any one: assuring him that now 
she had recovered the shock of the mo- 
ment, she felt the blow was not worth 
remembering; and that she only wanted 
to know if Julian were indeed in safe 
hands, to be reconciled to what had oc- 
curred. " O my mother 1*' was Rupert's 
impetuous answer } '^ can you doubt what 

hands have thus basely good God ! 

that I should live to speak thus of -•*' 

' " Rupert I my son !" — Madame Ro- 
selheim exclaimed^ interrupting the 
name that he was on' the point of utter- 
ing. Her accent was piteous and depre- 
cating, and her ey^s cast a troubled 
,glance towards Meeta. 

Meeta understood their mute expres- 
sion. Sacred to b^ was that fidelity 
to a duty, w^ich permitted none^ to 
raise the veil from her husband's faults j 
and hastily retreating from the place she 
occupied, she vanished from the- apart- 
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ment Left alone with her son, Madame 
Roselheim at once repeated all that 
Muhldenau had previously detailed ; but 
softening every part likely to irritate her 
«on, concluded by exhorting him to 
waste no time upon unnecessary anxiety 
concerning her, but hasten back to his 
re^ment, that he might be the first to 
give information of what had happened, 
and to invite inquiry into his conduct. 

Rupert's soul was so completely dis- 
turbed, and his mind bewildered, that 
for some time, his only answers to her 
judicious and tender counsel, were alter- 
nate bursts of grief and indignation, 
while revolving his father's probable 
share in the transaction. All at once, 
a new light flashed upon him ; and rb- 
collecting several detached and ambigu- 
ous sentences uttemi by the Franciscan, 
during the unsettled state of his faculties 
while ill; remembering his unaccount- 
able uneasiness about Julian, at a time 
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him appeared the strongest ; he felt 
convinced that the integrity of that -ex- 
cellent man had been tampered with, 
by s<»ne emissary of the Count or 
Countess Khinegravestein ; and that 
the sekure of Julian was only the ter- 
mination of a long-contrived plot 

Such a violation <^ all the laws of ho- 
nour aad war, after the solemn pledge 
given in his illustrious master's name 
by Father Joachim j such a base return 
for perfect generosity; such a wanton 
destruction of a son's fortune and good 
name, by an act which might implicate 
the one, and probably ruin the other, — 
perhaps, never was known in' the annals 
of disgraceful atrocity, Rupert felt that 
it had struck the last blow to his^ filial 
love for a parent, whom hitherto he could 
contemj^ate in his public relations, with 
unalloyed admiration. As a soldier, ho- 
nour unsullied, bravery and military ge- 
nius rarely equalled, rendered Rhine- 
gravestein's name, one Which even a 
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wronged son might be proud to hear : 
and, though his private conduct must 
ever sink that son's heart with griefs as 
the majority of the professors of the Ca- 
thoh'c faith looked on this foul part of 
their hero's life, rather as a beam than a 
blot, Rupert might still allow himself the 
merciful and pious hope, that it was prin- 
cipally the act of a misguided opinion of 
duty. 

Agitated as he was at this moment, it 
was impossible for him not to express 
these bitter feelingg to his mother, and 
that with a passionate vehemence, which 
she saw myst be permitted to exhaust 
itself, before any reasonable attempt 
could be made to calm him. 

When mild natures are completely 
roused, they are more difficult to com- 
pose than such as are habitually fiery : 
perhaps it is, because with them the heart 
is stung, not the temper; or, because 
having no suspicion of themselves, they 
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impulset and are lOBt in its Iterce vortex, 
before they are aware that they touch 
its verge. 

Be that as it may^ the patient and 
cheering Rupert was certainly trans- 
formed into another. man for a while, byt^fd' 
those accumulated: causes for indigniu 
tion which the present juncture furnish- 
ed. The personal assault of his .mother ; 
the barbarity of tearing an innocent child 
away, while yet but imperfectly well ; the 
probable foul coi^||^ct of his father ; and 
the possible suspicion which might at^ 
tach to himself, were individually and 
separately, enough to distract his whole 
being: their force, thus combined, was 
beyond human nature to resist. 

After repeated exclamations agatnsf: 
the perfidy of which he was likely to be 
the victim in the point dearest to every 
honest .man, his reputation, Rupert's 
e;£pres8ions and gestures gradu^y be- 
came less impetuous, and a melancholy 
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darted from his altered countenance. 
He drew repeated sigte, and cast himself 
all at once into a seat. 

Madame JELoselheim now si^ed the 
moment for sootiiing and enlightening 
htm* She had known Rhinegravestein in 
die brightest day of his honour, and she 
was firm in her avowed belief, that how- 
ever ambition, or a guilty preference, 
or a mii^uided conscience, might lead 
him from the path of what he con- 
sidered his duty in pobeate life, he was 
incapable of consenting to any act 
which could stain his reputation in the 
eyes of the puUic. 

Poor, indeed, she admitted, is the sub- 
stitution of honour for principle : but 
though its root be in man^s opinion, not 
like principle, in the law of God, its pro- 
tecting shade is better than the naked 
sterility of <^p^i baseness ; and ahe who 
had oiy?e loved Rhinegravestein as a n^o- 
del of every thing magnanimous and angi- 
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of his character yfm defaced, with its 
sterling value. 

She urged this sentiment upon her 
son, adding, with many a sighing peti- 
tion to Heaven tor pardon if she judged 
erroneously, or from a rival's preju^j^, 
that she could only lay this dark trans- 
action at the door of Rhinegravestein's 
present countess : that as she had given 
no pledge, peiiiaps it would not be right to 
condemn her as severdy as they must have 
done her lord 3 that a mother's impa- 
tience and apprehension for an only child 
might perhs^s deserve mercy ; that in 
short, the Franciscim's reserved mode of 
mentioning her, and the decided tone in 
which he always spoke of her lord's grate- 
ful sentiments towards Julian's friends at 
Mariendorpt, tended to OM'roborate her 
idea that the whole plot was conceived 
and exeoMted by her, and her emissaries 
only. 

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rather imputing ill to the (:hara$ter. she 
knew no praise of, than fijdng it on ope 
she believed excellent still, in parts. 

<< If I could think your father oftpable 
of such a flagrant act," she said, in a 
XttC^ so faint and interrupted, that it 
seenied scarcely an attempt at utterance, 
f* that moment would be the last of my 
life. — I can forgive much against my- 
self — but against you! — No, -op,, my 
son \ I could not survive such an assassin- 
ation of your peace and honour." 

The deep aad solemn a;filiction dT her 
manner dfectually recalled Rupert io 
himself: and smoothing his ruffled brow 
with one of those sunny smiles, which 
opened heaven in his face, he took her 
hand, acknowledging the culpable rash- 
ness of his decision against a parent ; yet 
confessing, that until the latter's igno- 
rance of the nefarious plan wye made 
as clear to the world, as he now hoped it 
might be made to himself, he should 
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honourable society. To vindicate his 
own chBracter/ was however the first 
thing be must think of ; and he tenderly 
warned his mother^'^that^he must pte- 
pare for his almost immediate departure 
to the camp, in that intention. 
' Madame Roselheim had n6t a wish to 
urge a. single objection i and having suc- 
ceeded in her aim of pacifying his appre- 
hension of a double. disgrace in his own 
and his father's person, her l^art invo- 
luntarily reverted to the situation of 
Jnli^. 

The piercing cries of that'^lovihg and 
terrified innocent, returned upon her 
sende, as she recalled the moment of his 
seizure by the fiercest of the ruffians: 
$he imagined his grief and alarm, when 
he should find himself alone with such 
wretches; and trembled to think how 
fatal a ^n the frightful business might 
give to his unsettled health. A single 
Convulsion fit might end his shoit life at 
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idiptbm for life. At the l»t horrid, yet 
natural imagmation, such a mortai agony 
appeaared on ber cooBtena&ce, and such 
a death4ike cry escaped her, that her 
aon, fearing hoth were the effects of the 
blow she had hitherto treated lightly, 
conjured her, in the name of God, to 
say what occasioned them^ and, wrapping 
his arm round her, with looks of frantic 
despair, besought her to answer Mm. 

Madame Roselheim .tried to recover 
herself, and assuring him it was not bo* 
dily pain which moved her thus, dmply 
named the Teal cause. Maddened anew 
by the certainty that all this suffering 
came from the same quarter, Rupert 
flamed afresh, exdaiming vehemently, 
'< They shall dearly accouiot for this V^ 
— * thai recollecting that his fiU;her was 
implicated in this threat, be drew a 
deep sigh, and covered his facQ^with his 
hands. 

Madame Rpedheim could see by the 
moisture which penetrated even through 



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his closed fingers, that her son was shed- 
ding tears:*— she believed those tears 
would relieve him; and withdrawing her 
floated eyes from his desolated figure, 
she leaned her head against his side, in 
dejected silence* 

When Rupert removed his hands from 
his face after a long interval^ he looked 
at his mother, and was instantly struck 
by her increased paleness and fainter re- 
«piration. << Qood Heaven ! bow am I 
to leave her I'* he exclaimed— then 
addfaig in the tenderest tone^ << You suf- 
fer, dearest mother ! — I see you suffer ! 
-— the ruflSans!" 

By a strong eBbrt Madame Roselheim 
raised her face from his side, where she 
had hitherto supported it ; and assuring 
him that her head ached less from the 
blow, than from fatigue of spirits, told 
him th^l; for once in her life she should 
be the better for knowing him away 
from her ; and desired him thei^ore to 
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To leave his mother before he had 
acquired greater certainty as to the slight 
nature of her hurt, was not possible to 
Rupert ; and after several contradictory 
resolutions, he decided upon staying out 
the nighty to see how she might feel in 
the mbming : then, if the surgeon con- 
tinued to pronounce the injury unim- 
portant^ he would set forward without 
jdelay. 

Again, 4nd again, he deplored the 
absence of Arembetg, to whose calm 
sense and de^p feeling, he could have 
confided hw, as to another son* And 
from Areinberg's generous friendship, 
he would have been content to receive 
for his mother, aU that Muhldenau'^ slen- 
der means could not aff<Nrd ; supposing 
her ftefta. might eventually require more 
expensive, because more skilful advice, 
than what their village could furnish. 

Penetrated to the soul by the certainty 
of his own limited means, by bitter re- 
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train of evils likely to follow the pre- 
sent affliction, Rupert's countenance as 
Meeta re-entered the room on his call, 
shewed that he believed all his halcyon 
days were over. He was so pained, in- 
deed, by his own distressful anticipations, 
that he spoke to her without seeing her. 

Meeta felt this, as his eyes passed over. 
her face without looking one ray of 
tender consciousness : she was transfixed 
by the observation ; and ignorant that the 
image which engrossed his senses, and 
barred outward impressions, was the only 
one she could have pardoned for so esc- 
cluding hers — the dread of disgrace — 
she was sensible to a pang of inexpres* 
sible anguish. 

Rupert had so immediately returned 
into his own miserable reflections after 
having called her, that she stood a mo- 
ment or two before him without speaking 
or being spoken to. But when she asked 
him, in faltering accents, whether he 
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sound of her voice at once awoke his 
heart; «id such a light of love and 
sweetness broke through his clouded eyes, 
that Meeta forgot they had the moment 
bjefore, met hers in silent darkness* 

He took her hand, and as he pressed 
it earnestly and fondly in both his, he 
too^ forgot that he had determined never 
to press that hand so again. 

"I am going to leave my moti>er, 
Meeta,*' he said, " do you be every thing 
to her that I cannot be when far away." 

Meeta neither spoke nor raised her 
eyes; for like his own, her heart was 
too much engrossed by regrets and fears 
for the same objects, to have sufficient 
strength for the instant mastery of its 
tenderest impulses. An almost imper- 
ceptible return of his hand's pressure, was 
her sole answer ; after which, blushing at 
her own boldness, she went up to where 
Madame Roselheim was now sitting, or 
rather drooping, exhausted by recent ex- 
ertion, and besought her to go to bed. 



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Madame Rosdheim confessed her want 
of repose ; and, charging her son not to 
waste the hours needful for the refresh- 
ment of hia. strength, in vain conversa* 
tions, or in musings over disagreeable 
remembrances, obtained his promise that 
he would go immediately to his chamber. 

A silent and fervent embrace testified 
Rupert^s obedience, as he directed his 
thrilling eyes once more towards Meeta, 
who directly cast down hers : for though 
she had not the force to reprove this 
second glance of undisguised tendemesst 
she felt that it was her duty to avoid it. 

The next morning, haying found Ma- 
dame Roselheim only slightly feverish, 
the pain in her head abated, and her 
spirits calmed, Rupert felt relieved from 
some part of the heavy load which weigh- 
ed upon his souL Having one great 
pbject in view, the vindication of his own 
honour, he lost sight of intermediate 
things, such as time and distance ; saw 
only the termination of his long journey; 
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and thus parted from his mother and 
Meeta, with a previous occupation of 
thought, and a deadness to present im- 
pressions, which oflen amazed him to 
remember in after days. 
: Graciously did Providence so diminish 
tlie sorrow of that moment to them all ! 
for each individual to whom his presence 
was bs^piness, counted the instants till 
he had left them ; impatient of any delay 
which might compromise his fair fame, 
and cover them with despair for having 
detained him. 

Thus, without tears or sighs, did Ru- 
pert say farewell to Mariendorpt j to the 
bouse which had been to him as a home ; 
to the mother he loved beyond his life ; 
and to her who could not be dearer than 
that mother, b i jvhose looks, whose 
tones, whose romantic devotedness, thril- 
led his whole being with a more transport- 
ing sort of tenderness. 

Thus did these objects of his love, give 
him the last embrace, and the last long 




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look with the same tearless stillness; 
and it was not until they heard the last 
sound of his horse's echoing hoof^, (for 
he travelled partly by land, for the sake 
of expedition,) that returning into the 
house^ from the door where they had 
parted with him, they felt the necessity 
of relieving their oppressed and aching 
hearts, by floods of tears. 



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